New Specs.........

As i was walking along the streets, i saw my friend.
I wave enthusiatically! But he looked and looked... (ps. i looked real silly then) he dun realize that i am his friend! thats how bad wearing my new specs results in...
I regretted buying this frame.. it looks horrid on me... That stupid Ah DAi said i LOOked like an aunty! What has gone on my mind when i bought this... must be on impulse.... aiya.. but i have to continue with it for at least one more semester before changing it.. if not i am wasting my money...
BUt at the very least, my 6 brothers didn't give any negative remarks. they were supportive!!! and my darling, as always, made positive comments.. haha.. at least i am comforted.
What do you think?

poor hammie...

anyone wants a hammie?
haha..muz call me @97465300 k?
love u dear.

poor blog..

haha..finalli some time to tresh things...
im gg driving test! hope will pass...
it coz $238...wow..think i could have used the money more wisely...
tats why...muz pass...
cheerz!

i am but a murderer...

the sun is bright
because my exams have finally ended.
my dog had been walking on two legs.
hurt to see him in pain.
i brought him to the vet.
vet told me something that left me in tears.
my dog is paralysed.
He hurt his spinal cord.
i dun know how.
i dun know when.
i dun know everything about the dog.
I only befriended it in September 06.
i resist having it as i felt that handling a dog is a chore.
But when my mum insisted.
Then, i stop the resistance and began accepting him.
It isn't easy intially because he shits everywhere..
BUt soon, I found him adorable.
He is very obedient
A dog that doesn't bark,
A dog that doesn;t bite.
A dog that gets so happy that he shakes his tail vigorously by luring him with a piece of chicken.
and so much more... as much as i dread him pooing everywhere.
love for the dog developed.


Today i receive his death certificate.
i signed the piece of agreement to have him put to sleep.
Doctor told me that there was no hope of him recovering.
His conditions would only worsens as time prelude..
He is paralysed.
I cried.
I sob.
I coundn't think clearly.
I asked for alternatives.
BUt the more he justified the need to put him to sleep.
I I I am but a murderer.
I did consider,
That is the best choice for him.
Poo poo no more
Mum Mum no more
Up Up no more.
and Pain no more.
He had been relieved of the suffering.
I hope thats the best for him.

the week ahead...

wow..it seem ages since i blog...
oh well..i have been enjoying life...
been working..sort of telemarketer sort..sort of sales manager..sort of fun...
anyway...6 peeps got sacked..haha..ok then again..its quite hilarious when people come n go...
heres a breakdown...
watched a movie on fri or sat..think it was sat rite?...
it was an epic..the andy lau show..4 popcorns?...
anyway..i have been trapped..juz like her..buts shes worse..shes having exams...
for me..i have been reflecting...learning to lead a life...
sundae was the ultimate tired day..zzz...run...soccer...
it was an ultimate shag day...
had a real intensive soccer game..i thought i was fast and powerful...
i guess theres others like that too...
but i did well..till now..theres not many who can juz dribble pass me...
anyway..i was so tired..i juz felt weak all over..legs..stomach..head...
then went to borrow book for mom..poor mom..god pls spread ur love on her...
went driving..everything seem smooth now..also hopping to clear it tis dec..
if i can make it..woah..life will be more colorful...
anyway..todae..sucha cold day...juz awesome to be outta army...
n now..for one big decision...can i get my degree in 3 years...
cant be rite...maybe..can be done...
anyway..math+econs seem tough..then muz take phy..and muz cut short a year....
should i pressure myself..
n i realise in life...shes rite..i will be the 1st bugger doing sucha thing...
so much for christopher colombus..he made a mark u noe...
maybe...im next?

jobbie

help me...im trying to find tuition...
haha..no lah...juz want to help the society :) :(

simple life...

sarah liew rou en...
dylan liew...
that realli brighten my everyday...
oh well..my life is so simple these days...
temp job..make calls..meet clients..seal deal...
its quite stressful coz 2 peeps already got sack after my arrival...
realli looking forward to relief tuition until todae...my heart sunk...
but yup..life goes on and my love is always here for me...
anyway..shes mugging so so hard...
its realli scary..is uni so so hard?
i want to do realli well as a scholar...my future looks bright...
but todaes dissapointment juz brought me back to earth...
im not indispensible..no one is in fact...
oh well..hope to find tuition...
god bless...

life...

have u ever closed ur eyes n wake up to realise that u cant open them anymore?
think of what u will miss in ur life...
think of the blind...

ord loh...

the day has arrived...
oh well...
a new life begins...
n im loving every second of it...
for the army..i think all for the great days...
but nothing beats the pinkie...
nothing beats real food, real work and real home...
they say they defend the land so we can be in peace...
who are they? are they us?...
im still them juz not so mad abt something that wun happen...
im now ready to soar..ready to progress in my life...
ready to make a positive impact to those around me...

He was forced.... hahhahah....

So adorable.... thats my hammie 2

check this out dudes...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEgSSRjG4ac

got this song from "death notes"...
its giving me another thought about animes...

The Grumpy KIng and Queen!

finally the day has arrived!

For all who dont noe it yet...haha...
the day is here..im finalli off work...
kudos to the greens..they were what i wore for wat seems years...
life in green is not easy..i enjoyed..but i dun wana be in it...
ask anyone in it and im sure no one enjoys it..job or duty..its time to keep them...
feeling realii awesome...
felt a bit sad..saw a few friends one last time..caleb..kok chun..ricky...
some people i trust...while the rest..oh well...
wat a long journey it has been..something i realli must pen down...
honey..i love u..thanks for being with me..not awhile..but all the way...
n my family..for all the background help n surpport...

the journey all began in basic school...
the day was 070105...it was a tough day...
they say some people change..i agree..for the better...
so i went into Bronco..aka bravo..7 core values...
all the fieldcraft..field camp..5 to 10 days...
all the ippt..soc..bcct..n the route march...
days were tough..enriching..i made it thru..left a lot of true friends...
wilson..dick..bernd..ben..tham..etc..so so many..we had fun...i grew....
then the march the graduation..the pride...
i saw some tears in my mom..some light in my dad.. and i look around..i always do...
i saw her..waiting with the flowers..shes happy..me too....
the ground was filled with joy, with sweat, with tears...
i left heavy hearted and moved in..1 down...more to go...

oh well, ithought sispec here i come..then it was OCS...
i was happy then sad..9 torrid months..erm..not too bad but definately character moulding...
btw..im not saying officers are great..im juz saying most have the will at least...
i dare say im not great..but it was a major character building ground...
lets see..i gain lots of courage..lots of will power..lots of self confidence...
it was totalli different there..its like hostel life..gd food..gd clothes..gd everything...
but life is tiring..realli tiring..test after test..pt after pt...
i clocked my gold there..i did my 850 soc there..guess wat..both were my 2nd attempts...
im not gd..but whne everyone is there..u will be there too..somehow...
fieldcamps were the lowest moments of my life...
cant forget the casavac around safti and sdc!..hey it was full estab..i felt weak..
but WE DIDNT GIVE UP..we were special and we did it...
more was to come..petrols up and down...realli tired legs..realli saw day and night...
then it was chickenpox section fieldcamp...i was so hot..i concust..1st time in my life...
i needed help..i saw darkness...but we still went on..still remember doing charges after charges...
the knoll was like 45 degree..it aint funni with fbo..then the fastmarch..till now..shin still hurts...
then it was spade..dig day night day..that was all i remember...i was too tired to remember...
at 315am..i asked myself.." what the f%$# am i digging for?"...
i then remembered..not to give myself a life...but to give others a chance of surviving...
isit an honor to dig for the country? being logical,nope. being loyal,yap.
then it was graduation march..8pm till 6am...through the sleepy hrs...
they gave us ample rest..but there was the adrenaline..it was so strong...WE walked through..
night..midnight..wee hrs..a little light..finalli the sun..it was a 26k walk at area A...
it was 118am..we walked closest to malaysia waters..along the boatshed road to area D..
my back hurt..my eye twiched..my lids closed..then open..there was wind..it was time to zz...
then i looked at the causeway.."thats what im here for..i told myself..i cant let singapore down.."
it was a long journey..it was a long time..then we got the 3 bar..went back to camp...
the juniors were there..they cheered..we sang...till the end..WE walked together...we did it...
at the start there was 37..at the end 24...alex got back problems..a few had other problems...
a few could not withstand it..a few went to mug for their scholarship...
some peeps who were there..jinghao..joel..tok..albert..tim..cao qing..etc...
we left..for our final path..real training...

gedong..here i come..black berets.."once armour.always armour"..this will always be true...
its the punch of the army i always believe..the ones who turn the odds...
it was here i became a true soldier..lots of bad things happen..most faults lies with me...
but thank to a devil turn kind soul maj wilmot..i had a chance to live my passion...
comms..driving..gunnery..tactics..speed..firepower..mobility..protection..
ARMOUR..it was pride i got to say..all the servicing..all the drills..all the punishment...
imagine going out at 4am..service till 7am mount for excercise till 11pm..service till 1am...
no thats not it...sleep/duty till 4am next day for a routine of 4days...
i was realli tired...cleaning guns for 1 night and 1 day? what kept me going? PRIDE.
next was the outback..1 full month..god i miss her..i almost felt so far from her after the month..
but training in sucha beautiful country is something i will always remeber...
the vast land..the aussie sunrise..the kangaroo..the speed across plains...
it was there..i felt like a true soldier..it made me stronger..the world is so so big...
We made it again..bernd..zhanghao..eugene..pete..benji..fax..dan..tims..guan yong..etc...
outback over..it was commisioning..finalli an officer...i saw my parents again..
again i saw some tears in mom..pride in my dad..and in her..i saw happiness...
i made it...

and then i went recce...it used to be for elites..oh well..it was fun...
motor bike..recee..ccac..being a sort of pc led me to a balance life...
and i thank god for all the chance he gave me to be with my love ones...
i realli trasure them..i realli do...
more excercises and trainings..runs and battle plannings...
this is really what the force is abt..but theres juz too much politics...
way to much...
during my stay..i got to say i made friends..notably..caleb..kc..francis..lim de..zhengda..etc...

now its over..honestly its tough to accept..but tougher not to be glad...
pink ic is comming hm...
another phase of life..im not thinking abt temp...
im thinking abt school..abt being a scholar..being a teacher..having a family and being a father...
god willing..i will make it...

with her..with my fam..with my friends..and with god.

REAsons why i can't LIve without him

He allows me to Test my hair pin on him without complaining... hehez.. =)
IT was raingin CAts and DOgs...
IT was a shelterless FAr distance between the tuition centre and the MRt station...
So he ran to the centre to get me an umbrella...
While he insisted that i can't get wet and wait there....(heart melting...)
So i waited and here comes my HEro.. in the RAin...=)

HE carries my bag though its very 'heavy'...
haha... At times IT really is....
















Tell me how can i lIve without such a Sweet Person in my life......
my darling the red Nose RAin DEar is the BEST.... hahah....

Darling the RED NOSE rain 'DEAR'

` Answers to the 'Saturday DATE' mystery `

Looking back, i have been out every Saturday!!!! wow....When peeps are

complaining that they do not have enough time to mug... How can i afford these times??? Its

weird.. isn't it? Exams are nearing yet i feel alright to go out... Funny is'nt it? Shouldn;t I be

feelin the stress like everybody else? ? I am.. Yes I am! but going out with loved ones is essential in life...

So heres my answer to those that ask me, how I did that?

1. I minus my TV times
2. I gave 7 tuitions per week, thus i need a break then.... Saturday is my Break.
3. I can't LIVE without my him honestly... spending time with him is A mUST!More impt that my first class hons...
4. If time is really tight with tests and assignments, We will meet but not for movie or shopping 1st, We MUGGggggg then shop.
5. I try my best to curb sleeping in class, unlike my previous schooling years where i just zz on like anything... Thus i maximise my understanding.
6. I consult lecturers if there is a need to. (NIE lecturers are very helpful!)
7. I make sure i finish my tutorials on time by hook or crook.

Looking BAck, saturday just spurs my week ahead! i think everyone needs a break

from studies... to make up for the time lost for your loved ones.... After watching World Trade

Centre, the need to show love is much heightened.. sad to say.. people just died unexpectedly...

thus a constant reminder to all: Grades are not everything.

LEad A life everyone! =)

My favourite hammie one Is a MUM now!

haha... my favourite hammie one Gave Birth on Wednesday, 18/10/06!!!

She is now a mature young lady.. no longer the kiddish baby that i know a few months ago..

gosh.. so fast... hopefully she will grow up and be agood mother of 4.

I am worried for her.... my poor hammie one..

no more dun wheels for her... no more bigger home..

now she is only staying in the little cAGe feeding her babies...

hopefully they grow up fast...

my hammie one..

Heart

My heart used to belong to me

And i Could never picture it differently

But when you come into my life

You turned my life around

You walked straight through my heart

And filled up every single part.

its the time..

its the time again...
hapi anniversary...
still growing strong...

im done!

wow..im finalli resting myself...some time for reflections...
listening to fix you by coldplay..rock on coldplay..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBEYyHGbwto
do listen to this link via youtube...
its realli inspirational..its a song that i tried to find for a long long time...
it all began in ocs..heard this song before leaving for my 24k nite march...
saw thru nite..malaysia..dawn..rivers..hills..finalli..to the top of elephant hill...
got the rank...got the applause from officer and junior cadets..quite a memory...
it was worth it...
the other one..it was the trip back to singapore..this was heart aching...
i was a month in aussie training..a month with little interaction with ur love ones...
it hurts..n it gets cold..sometimes..u will ask urslef whether its worth it...
whether people suffer from war..yes they do..i believe they change...
on the plane back..this was the song...this was always playing...
till i reach hm..touchdown Singapore..end of trainee life...
it was worth it...
n now..as i type...its all goin to end..my army years...
it put thru through pain...misery...loneliness...
but it makes me stronger..im sucha strong believer of myslef nowadays...
"when theres a will theres a way"..true...but now its...
"even when fate is against you..even when they seem no light ahead..push forward..have the courage..have the faith..and all will turn out juz perfect.."
enjoy...

~OUr TAning Story~

SOOn we were Sleepy Sleepy....
and Tired

SO we decided to go HOME Sweet HOme...

OUr TAning Story...

We Tan our back.....

Then our Front.....
I ask Darling to PIggy back me... but Guess i am too heavy...... hey Got to work on your mUScles!!!!
We Saw a PEAcock! *eys Sparkles*

Being Bored of Suntaing, baby started PLaying with the Peacock! it is so cowardish.. We only walk closer to it.. and it Started to run...
Why doesn't you Open up your Glorious Feathers for us my lady????

Tram Rides

We sat in the tram to Siloso...
It too bored sitting! So Darling went up and took over the fat Slow Auntie!
Its finally my turn....
But when i Drive, I caught him Sleeping!!!
boo...

~ OUr Suntaning Story~

So i slap him back to show Greater love for him...

HI BIT me that day to show his love for me.

After Sun Taning.....

IT always makes me LAugh to see my darling's "OCtupus' FAce!

OUR First SunTAning....

.
HHaha. we had a Great time there... my first bikini trip... our first suntaning.. .

OUr Sentosa BIKINI TAN!!

~ON bus to sentosa~ ~ON Tram to SIloSO...~

taken on 23rd September 2006

The meaning of TRue LOVe

hahaha.. enough said of my 'Gulliblelity'.... time for lOve life...

Recently i am so Happy!! so Happy that i found the LOve of my life!!!!!!!!!

today he said...' i love you very much and every moment spent with you really strengthens my

belief that we are for eternity.....' Awe.... my Heart melted at this sentence.... Cause i can feel the

sincereity in this sentence... i mean... i have been through so many failures in my past

relationships.... i have met

guys that are so selfish, crude, lustful.... or probably there are nothing worng with them.. that

is just how my personal opinions.. probably they are just not my Mr right.... i dun feel the

sincerity that i am feeling Right now! really.. I can sincerely say that 'infatuation' has emerged

into a strong foundation of mutual understanding and care. There just isn't another person in

world that I LOve so much, to the extent that i feel contented everyday just seeing my

darling. Even though we encountered failures. it warms our hearts knowing that we will always

be there for each other...Hey we started things really slowly.. 'like we held hands only after a

month!!!'.. Then when we really know each other..

I guess i have found fulfillment in life.. and the prince of my heart.. not my mind but my

heart...After being through so much with my darling.. the ups and downs of our lives... the fond

memories that we have just cannot be replaced by any other....Today we went back to Handy

road(the place that we held our hands the first time) Stolling hand in hand, we are as happy as

we are 3 years back... so who say there are only 3 months honeymoon period? i beg to

differ... because this relationship has proven it wrong.. and TRue love Do exits. now, at the age of 20, I finally understand that True love is NOT love at first sight, or saying I love you forever.

BUt

is embracing your spouse's imperfections with love and work towards perfection......

~GUllible = Soft heartedness?~

hmm... its september the 23rd... and tomorrow is my younger's brother birthday....

daring and myself bought him a MP4! mP4... just glad to have this little brother... I told him

that no MP3 as it is too epensive.. but haha.. we bought a MP4! hehe.. Come to thing about it,

he's my only younger brother.... hope he likes it! =)

Honestly at times, i get so angry with him for being so RUDE to me.. Fancy him Shouting at me

when i ask him to stop playing computer games during his prelims! Fancy him putting his plates

in the basin and procastinate in washing.. Fancy him leaving his books lying around the living

room... HOw to Bear with him?? BUt of course there were times when he share with you little

secrets? like having a gf... his inner fears of O levels... him abiding in your instructions! "Ah DI! get me

my HP!'..and he does it.. its the growing up with him that makes me realise how much i can't live

without having this little brother.... and Gosh... tomorrow he is turing 16 years old! i have seen him

matured over the years.... i feel so Old..... so old.. just How fast change is taking its poll on me,...

i can vividly still remember the times when i used to carry my little brother.... now he's a man.

a man who is strong enough to carry me.... haha...


Today darling told me that i am a Very soft hearted person... which make somewhat GUllible! hey i

rebut him at first note. But when examples were used... i sincerely reflected about it...

1) That day.

an auntie told me she did not have money to take bus requested me to top up her ez-link card...

She was limping and she looked poor... weak and skinny.. with a little hunchback.

and guess what?? I DID.... SHe looked so poor thing.. my darling said i could have just given her some

coins to take bus... ya.. thinking back, it seem that i was Dumb......or maybe compassionate?

2) Another incident,

an uncle told me that he has no coins to BOard bus at my bus stop...

I told him i have no coins too... He told me 2 bucks was fine! and I gave him!!!. thinking back,

hey i was COnned??!! i learnt my lesson when i see that uncle again at my bus stop doing the

same thing!... how soft hearted = how GULLIbLE!

3) Another incident

an auntie was carrying bags of heavy stuff sitting at the

bus stop,... She suddenly talked to me complaining of her heavy plastic bags.... and she has to

take bus when her house is so near.... guess what?? i volunteered to help her carry them home...

Her house was Super far and her plastic BAgs were sUper heavy..i had a hard time.... i am

only weighing 45kg... managed to reach he flat and she thanked me. I felt good... and told my

mum! she scolded me like anything... WhAt if She turned

out to be some bad auntie that has accomplices at her home...and robbed or raped me? At first i

rebutted ANGRILY..that sounded awful doesn't it... but after putting some thoughts to it... It

can be TRUe! i was Soft hearted which leads to being GUllible... stupid....

I really reflected.. and i think i ought to do something about how much i should trust a

Stranger.................. before .......................

something bad struck me....

haha

im enjoyin my wkends realli...
but now its ccac!...ah the needle...
oh well..hope man u wins later...
im so lazy these days...
sob sob...

:)

being able to pen down these words make me happy...
im so busy!!!

FAt hammie one backside!

Happy 2yr and 10mthh Anniversary!

off day...

its goin to rain...
its an off day!
haha fancy seeing my boss at jp...
more impt..my leg hurts...
after 21k run now soccer..lost 5 - 1
knee caps busted...blisters here and there...
i fought hard yesterdae...
love the sun!

post run...

here i am..post run...
so tired n achey...
haha..i wana go back to sch...
resting feels good...
but im juz worried...
wat if i no longer noe how to mug...
sobz...

hurts

my sole has blisters...
it hurts...
im running 21k tomoroe...
guess how much pain that would be...
pls god...give me my legs...
n her eyes...1st.

sick...

my dear is sick..oh my her red red eyes...
hope to god she be fine soon...

ord loh...

haha..end to army soon...
yup end to greens..so funni that i juz saw an army video on tv...
so cool..all the running soc machines people...
again i feel swayed..but again..i shall make a better decision...
todae ended at abt 5..cant believe my lucky stars...
finalli can read..rest and eat with my family...
miss my bunney though...
i still cant wait to get my pink ic back..someone showed hers to me that dae...
i was like..how i wish i had mine...the army will still be the army...
full of different people..full of difficult people and only a few who i truely respect...
learnt a lot of 2 captains..one an army scholar who is serving now...
told me abt the beauty of the world..told me how to enjooy life while mugging...
the other..a doctor..a very friendly and sensible one...
the third..oh well hes a peer and a superior..still a lta...but yup...
he never fails to see things positively...hes not my boss btw...
however..these are the rare few out of the many hundreds...
that tells u abt my workplce...
aniway..my life is seemingly so purposeless..wat i mean is watever im doin now...
does not realli impact my future..nothing to work for...
i made my mind to do 3 things before sch...
one is to save up two is to mug hard three is to enjoy family feel..that includes her...
yester juz went out with my classmates..wow..everyone feels the same...
but i feel so old..maybe becoz of wat i did in my army time...i learnt to be a wiser man...
hardships always happen, its just how brave you are in facing up to it...
oh well..i still cant wait to go to sch...
and kudos to man u! 5-1 win gd for u...
wanted to get their jersey..but then again wats the pt on spending hundred plus on a shirt...
can be nice can be cool but its juz excessive ...
better to save for a rainy day esp during schoolin dae...
hope that my life will carry on to be fine...
love u dear...

we are still holding on strong....

Geez. after ants bully at westmall

so shuai....

buney honey....

wat a dae!

haha...1st thing dun be sad hooney!!!
haha..yeah todae went her place early to wakie her...
think she look so beautidul in the morn i mean the juz wake up face n everything...
haha..then went for soccer..oh yes...
almost got in a fight..someone was being rude...
so we left..then we went back n started winning...
haha..good thing was all was made up...
no more fights...
went to commonwealth..coolz...
haha got games food yada yada...
haha..that was when i lost my phone...
haha..kinda shock then sad but yup..its not an arm or an eye...
more impt..its not feelings and relationships...
so yup..i have been through such stuff so yup hp lost!
went driving afterwhich..dun like the uncle...
think hes realli lame..sad to say hes my coach...
but i learnt most of the stuff le..im like at 75% and i noe he cannot bring me to 100%...
saw a bikie..so coolz...
then went to eat mac and buy phoney stuff...
now goin zz le...
wat i missed was not the phone...
honestly..its the pics..e video and the no fo friends and family that comes with it...
:)

i am very very sad.......

oh no............ baby... i feel so sad...... muz tell carine and marcus you change no. or something k?
oh no... i feel like crying..... why.. i think i feel sadder than you.. but lets hope that the person who took your handphone is very poor and can use your hp*cash exchange) to feed his/ her family for days k...... i am so sad.............................. but you! my dear is not.. i have a very good plan! lets put posters to recover your phone? 500 bucks if returned coz of all the memories inside? =(

full...

my stomach (tummy) ..oops..its bloated...
why..dun ask...
haha..darling..such a meal...

national day...

sianz.

go put the records on...

haha..this is a little song that keeps hymming in my head...
guess wat 7 days of off and 8 days of leave..15 days...
n officially i have 13 weeks left...
that means haha long weekends..either mon or fri no work...
okie okie..maybe not..aniway..goin out again...
guess it muz have been a fantastic sch holis for my dear...
so much memories..so exciting...
haha..lets hope for a bettter next one honey...
by then i will be off my greens...
dun get me wrong..i dun hate my life now..i juz dun like the greens in my life now...
back to the pink ic..i think i found it...

tired...

im so packed theses days...sob...
realli tired but yup wun dissapoint her...
hang on there...

Geez

hahha.... darling is jealous because i took a photo of another guy!
(oh no.....) hehez...

It was funny coz my friend was shaving... but hmm.. he was topless and had shaving cream on

his face.. quite a funny site.. my dad and my brothers dun even use them.. hehe..

But i also took many ohtos of olivia adn rui rui.. does that make up for the one male photo?

school gonna reopen! kind of sad... coz i want to enjoy life more!!!

The holidays have been an enjoyable one! been spending a lot fo my time with my loved ones..

celevrated people's birthday, my birthday, our monthly anniversary.. having the time

is Blessed, but making wise use of the time makes me feel even more Blessed...

loving my day..

Sports camp has been a good booster to my holis! coz we were introduced to acard game

thatwas so FUNNy i almost laugh my heads out.... of coz at times it was boring as i went in as

a senior.. juz helping out... camp committee has no task during actual camp...

And yes!!11 i juz bought another bikini(thought i haven wear the first one out!) haha..

Show him and he said i looked Great!!! so this thurs.. i am definitely gg to Sentosa for a BIkini TAn!! So exciting...

wonder will we dare to wear? Lets see....

haha... watching movie later... happy happy.. lalala

...Blissful....

long day

i had a long long day...
im feeling so old...
friends of mine juz graduated...
well..when will it be mine...
hope i can ord peacefulli...
world peace..thats what i hope...
love u little angel...

fat...

haha..thats what im becoming...
oh well..who can deny..pocky taste gd..jux finished 1 box...
with coldplay yellow playing now...
i feel so old..it was years ago that i had a less busy time...
but busy means fufillment..oh well..im gettin so tired..so old...
aniway..my last ex is over..now its juz waitin for something pink to return...
shes gonna start camp n start school..how i wish i was 2 yrs older..then i could too...
oh well..back in coy..i had some arguments with my csm..oh well..its over...
"integrity" is something i paid to learn and i believe its a virtue..realli is...
soccer is so far from me these days..
family..army..soccer..driving..dates...i need the 8th day....
haha..tired...

2 white hammies on a wheel!

all grown up...... so loving but only left 3...

hammies are growing up...

our hammy died.

oh no..............
one of our hammies has died............
very sad.....

the protectors og hammies!

hammie papa

our hammies! Alpha. beta, Gamma and Delta

fridae

fridae is finalli here...
wat a busy busy week...
haha..a week of anger too...
honey i didnt mean to be bad...
sob..hope its over...
but yup..m and m should be fine...
got 86th..watever..then ran todae again...
when can i run for fun?!!...
3 more months to it...
cant wait boy...
nxt week will be soldier again...
had a weird dream yester..no not wet dream but weird...
feeling abit sad of the lost chance...
haha:)

days go on...

i saw the mini hamsters..gosh..they are realli cute...
can u image a pig like a 20cent coin...
had my sundae wk soccer again till the rain fell...
wanted to bet on france..kinda make a promise not too...
10k competition run..haha wonder where will i be again...
the longer the better?...
well hope to have a gd week ahead..n yup...
looking for tuition...
n her..so sweet..so caring..love u lotz...

days pass slowly..

juz came back from soccer..full match..haha 5-0 lost...
haha..gd game though..high participation...
that was after a 7k time trial...
today went k box too..cohesion...
our baby hamsters gave birth..haha..so happy...
4 little cutties on the way now...
hope shes doin fine at her camp..not freshie but leader...
well well..tommorow is erm..2yr 8mnth...wow...
thats like so super long..but love is as strong or else...
even stronger...
juz wondering will my lazy bones and mind start workin when uni comes again...
realise that army has made me more stupid..not oni that..it let me see the unsightly world...
haha..training up to tp test..hope to get...god bless...
next week fine..but next next is another killer...
its time to be a soldier again..btw..im a soccer manager...
haha..so cool k..getting realli tired early these days...
part of growing old i guess...
love life...

yeah...

oh my..my dear was sick for the wk...
but we still had our superman..our nachos...
seeing her weak realli pains my heart...
im kind of sick n tired too...
haha..but my lifes getting better...
sweetern with her...
everyday...

tired out...

im goin to take part in armour road relay tom...
juz sucha scary moment to take the baton...
820m..within 230?...
realli not easy..i dun wana dissapoint...
may god give me the extra breath when i need it...
peace out...

i LOve my nails, the Shopping day! and HIM!

FIRST PHOTO WITH HIS NEW PHONE!

on leavee...

for all peeps out there,
im on leave..haha...
tats why no need zuo gang...

I love my BF!

hahha..... today's bad sales...
only hit 167.3!!!!!
the past tme i hit 531!
a far far cry......
BUt i am very touched today...
He came to help me pack the clothes!
without his help, i will have end at 11pm!
instead of 1030pm today...
i was already half an hour overtime le....
he is so sweet...
Not only was him a free labour, he Sill treat me ICE Cream!!!
NIcey, creamy, sticky Andersons' Sundae!
Delicious!
though my sales was BAD, IT WAS A DAY WHERE I ENDED
WITH A GRIN FROM EAR TO EAR...
DROWNING IN LOVE... =)

day goes by...

yeah yeah..im getting better...
getting slimmer too..seems like 61kg...
hope to maintain at 63..legs getting less powerful too...
had a day at settler's...
quite fun..had a lot of board games..haha...
then we set for home...
once again, cant wait to ord...

sick...

yappie..im down..sick again...
sloth...

hmm,,, a testing month..

hmm......
we are 2 years and 7 months into our relationship! phew..........
its a real theme park! it started with the
Ferris wheel.. we went round and round.. trying to get ou relationshio started not thrilling but steady... then our relationhip went for a
roller coaster... where we actually have lots of ups and downs but the downs are over in a while.
Next we went for viking ship... the scary feel keep gg up and down and is incresaing in its frequency... Unknowingly, we entered the
Horror house..... mild scares of ' drifting apart sets in', occassionally there will be big scares of 'maybe we are not meant for each other'... but there will always an exit after the scares...
Once, we sat for the 'suicide dropper' (the one tt u move vertically high up and drop!).. i rmb myself saying 'maybe we shld give each other some time to reconsider our relationship'......
gosh.... so sad we were.....
BUt of coz, in between our rides, We stopped fOr countless
SWEET Drinks and Candy Floss..... not forgettting the little cards, the sweet efforts to cheer me up, the sending me homes rides and unforgettable birthday.. and the kisses and loves stares that we shared.....
NOW.. think we are gg to take the
gold cart....given a month to anticiapte the outcome of our differences.. and trying to accomodate our differences..
will we compete and Overtake each other
or will we travel together juz like we did before???

bad day...

sobz...
shes rite..im so picky these days...
i guess as we grow older we have more problems...
more impt, differences show...
but the heart is the same...
so is the love...

home...

haha..im back!
:)

home sweet home

We made this heart together on the day..

we made this heart together with IKea tea lights....
It was a night to remember and a night...
the hearts are Soul - captivating.

From a dog to a cake! from contact to Specs...