im done!

wow..im finalli resting myself...some time for reflections...
listening to fix you by coldplay..rock on coldplay..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBEYyHGbwto
do listen to this link via youtube...
its realli inspirational..its a song that i tried to find for a long long time...
it all began in ocs..heard this song before leaving for my 24k nite march...
saw thru nite..malaysia..dawn..rivers..hills..finalli..to the top of elephant hill...
got the rank...got the applause from officer and junior cadets..quite a memory...
it was worth it...
the other one..it was the trip back to singapore..this was heart aching...
i was a month in aussie training..a month with little interaction with ur love ones...
it hurts..n it gets cold..sometimes..u will ask urslef whether its worth it...
whether people suffer from war..yes they do..i believe they change...
on the plane back..this was the song...this was always playing...
till i reach hm..touchdown Singapore..end of trainee life...
it was worth it...
n now..as i type...its all goin to end..my army years...
it put thru through pain...misery...loneliness...
but it makes me stronger..im sucha strong believer of myslef nowadays...
"when theres a will theres a way"..true...but now its...
"even when fate is against you..even when they seem no light ahead..push forward..have the courage..have the faith..and all will turn out juz perfect.."
enjoy...