~GUllible = Soft heartedness?~

hmm... its september the 23rd... and tomorrow is my younger's brother birthday....

daring and myself bought him a MP4! mP4... just glad to have this little brother... I told him

that no MP3 as it is too epensive.. but haha.. we bought a MP4! hehe.. Come to thing about it,

he's my only younger brother.... hope he likes it! =)

Honestly at times, i get so angry with him for being so RUDE to me.. Fancy him Shouting at me

when i ask him to stop playing computer games during his prelims! Fancy him putting his plates

in the basin and procastinate in washing.. Fancy him leaving his books lying around the living

room... HOw to Bear with him?? BUt of course there were times when he share with you little

secrets? like having a gf... his inner fears of O levels... him abiding in your instructions! "Ah DI! get me

my HP!'..and he does it.. its the growing up with him that makes me realise how much i can't live

without having this little brother.... and Gosh... tomorrow he is turing 16 years old! i have seen him

matured over the years.... i feel so Old..... so old.. just How fast change is taking its poll on me,...

i can vividly still remember the times when i used to carry my little brother.... now he's a man.

a man who is strong enough to carry me.... haha...


Today darling told me that i am a Very soft hearted person... which make somewhat GUllible! hey i

rebut him at first note. But when examples were used... i sincerely reflected about it...

1) That day.

an auntie told me she did not have money to take bus requested me to top up her ez-link card...

She was limping and she looked poor... weak and skinny.. with a little hunchback.

and guess what?? I DID.... SHe looked so poor thing.. my darling said i could have just given her some

coins to take bus... ya.. thinking back, it seem that i was Dumb......or maybe compassionate?

2) Another incident,

an uncle told me that he has no coins to BOard bus at my bus stop...

I told him i have no coins too... He told me 2 bucks was fine! and I gave him!!!. thinking back,

hey i was COnned??!! i learnt my lesson when i see that uncle again at my bus stop doing the

same thing!... how soft hearted = how GULLIbLE!

3) Another incident

an auntie was carrying bags of heavy stuff sitting at the

bus stop,... She suddenly talked to me complaining of her heavy plastic bags.... and she has to

take bus when her house is so near.... guess what?? i volunteered to help her carry them home...

Her house was Super far and her plastic BAgs were sUper heavy..i had a hard time.... i am

only weighing 45kg... managed to reach he flat and she thanked me. I felt good... and told my

mum! she scolded me like anything... WhAt if She turned

out to be some bad auntie that has accomplices at her home...and robbed or raped me? At first i

rebutted ANGRILY..that sounded awful doesn't it... but after putting some thoughts to it... It

can be TRUe! i was Soft hearted which leads to being GUllible... stupid....

I really reflected.. and i think i ought to do something about how much i should trust a

Stranger.................. before .......................

something bad struck me....