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east coast times!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so tired too...........

i am so tired... now is like 12 ++ am.. and i am here typing my essay.... so sick....but with my new laptop!and in my own room.. so it juz isn't too bad... think these days has been pretty tiring.. a lot of hoemwork and research to do.... kind of pressurize.. exam a re drawing near too.. and weeks before my exams, baby will be away in australia... how sad... but yup! that can meant more focus and time to revise.. juz lacking in physical encouragement.......
i am so tired.. think gg to stop now.. babay juz called.. and today there will be spot checks, so didnt talk long... but he called earlier at abt 7pm.. so made up.. contented? haha.. nope1 juz wishes for more time... oh no.. think i am talking more and more crap...
time to sign off...

love baby,
miss my baby and friends...

pretty?

baby says i look pretty here..... haha

tired baby...

my baby was so tired........ look at his eyes

up there

3 more months...
haha..more impt 13 more months...
pink ic.

my dear looks so cool.............

notice our shirts???? its the same colour!

SMILE!

ARMY OPEN HOUSE

went to marina for army open house.. and we sat in the tank on that day! so rocky and cool!!!!!!

reflections

its saturday........... one more day and my holis are over.... as i glance thru my timetable, can't help but realize i am a slacker..... suppose to get back my momentum for running and its not started.... fats are adding on each day.. especially at a higher rate during the holis! arghh..... FATS!!!! are such horrible creature that gets girls' nerves upon....anyway, another reflection: my revision plan..... as i aspire to achieve my honours, there seems to be a lack in my motivation towards it.... be it extrinsic or intrinsic...... for this week, it just isn't there...... have to search my soul and catch it back.... thats why i am reflecting now..... from thursday onwards, my baby can't sms and call me coz he was caught using his phone in his field camp... oh no! i was so worried... worried he will get confinement... since thursday, i also realized how scary solitude is.... without his sms and calls, life wasn't life.... i miss him like anything..after tuition on thurs, i was strolling along the stretch of field in te evening.... The peacefulness and serenity of the walk undiscovered my misses for him... deep inside, i was wishing for his embrace..... Probably we have been so distracted and allured by the city life that we forget that man needs to be with his soul sometimes.. every book out, shopping, cinemas, and eating in restaurants were our usual hangouts...its not bad, nor evil but its time for a change.........
i was out shopping with vivien on fri... a good shopping SPREE!shopping again! but its girls outing.. it was fun! as always with her.. and we had such good bargains! really happy for her and myself... thought i spent quite a bit.... no more shopping for the next few weeks.... really glad for her too coz she slimmed down.. haha.... when's my turn???????? =) but think she thinks i am getting paranoid... coz every msg i juz hopes its from him.... its friday night! he was supposed to be back by then... with much disappointments, none of the msg were from him.... now coMES THE HIGHLIGHT!
baby called me on saturday morning at 330aam! so happy!!!!!!! =) finally! was worried he was injured or anything.... finally i can have a good zz............

babay back to camp angain and i am havig my holidays.....

wow! another weekend spent with baby... though it seems short but i am contented.... =) 2 more months to him ending his life as a traineee... FIANLLY! !! think he hates his life in armour so much.. ESPECIALLY the nasty instructor! hope he gets out and not hamr anymore innocent souls.. or prob hope he cahnged fo the better? hmm.. went eating eith baby... to JP onsat evening.. haha.. baby was so tired...! lik SOSO tired.. coz he didn';t zz for like near to 48 hours.. butstill; he choose to go our with me.. awe.. juz love him to pieces... being aas understanding as i can, of coz thats why JP was chsen.
sunday morming babay woke up early in the morning for his 12 K marathon! wow.. he finished it with no sweat! or shld i say a lot of sweat! hehez.... then we went our again.. caught "the perect catch" at Cine.. so humorous!enjoyed the show very much! but hahah.. baby felt asleep a few times... guess the 12 k drains him out too.... watched it and went to JE to check out on phone.. coz his phone had spoilt.... then
home sweet home again.. though this week is my holidays!
i have so much to do.. 2 assignments.. 2 projects.. and tutorials. and still have to catch up with physics.. not easy man uni life.. but ya! with baby's love and nice freinds ard, iwill make it.. .. gtg.. take care ple!

life goes on

what a wk..
ok im out but there was times i dun wana live on with my current life..
think god is testing me..
im so scared nowadays..
but i noe someday things will be fine again..
love u dear and family.

hahaha... =) i LOve my weekends!!!!! =)

though last weekends was terrific! but these weekends were tremendous! hehez.. or shld i say any weekend with baby is FUN! before talking about ym weekend, lets mention my weekdays first...
had 2 TESTS this week! 2 MATH tests! maths isn't as easy as last time.. but ya.. think both tests are still manageable.. but 1 mat turn out to be good whereas the other one i juz pray for a decent B.. pray for me k? hehez...
this weekend i didn't mug.. haha.. juz slack at home on friday, went out with my little bro to shop for my niece's present... bought POOH'S pool... quite fun i suppose... kids these days are so fortunate... =)
went out with baby on Sat.. ate at Kenny Rogers... so DELICIOUS! our first time eating there.... it was baby's treat.. coz he insisted... as part of our 22nd month ANNIVERSAR! =) so sweet.. cna see babay is so burned out and tired.. his hands was having cuts and rashes.. man.. when will his NS end... bought a bag at hushhush at Suntec.. having 50% off! a tote bag costs on 9.5 bucks! ple, what are you waiting for?????? =)
then we went jalan jalan.. in shopping mall, of coz, the only thin to do is to SHOP! Baby bought a soccer ball.. coz he says he needs to relieve stress... hmm... so i shall turn myself to a ball??? then i can help him relieve stress? hahaha.. juz kidding.... there goes our saturday.. had a real good laugh when i am with him.. of coz hearing so much army stuff, i think i know army stuff more than some guys out there... oh no........
there goes our saturday.... here comes sunday...
it was raining super heavily juz now.. so babay decided that wedun go out.. he came over juz now to finish piecing our jigsaw puzzle.. haha.. as always, he was stuck after piecing 1 to 2 pieces... hehez.. hmm.. think i am a better jigsaw puzzle maker? or he is juz too tired... had a good time piecing our puzzle.. but its still not half done.. after so long.. when can we finish??? baby left....so sad..
back to missing him again... there are so many outfields next week.. which mean less interaction.. =( dun really look forward... miss him.... think my life only revolves around him.... he makes my life BEAUTIFUL.... =)

life now...

life now..definately nothing compared to school..god i miss sch so much..
think abt those days..lectures..tutorials..all were so fun..
havin to see ur love one day in day out..lunch...soccer..
memories r juz so beautiful..
now still serving national service..not realli sadden...
only demoralised and depressed at times..i changed so much..
i begin to stone..look into nothing..so stone...so tired of life..
instructors are a mere few yrs older than us..but why..why cant they treat us..
as frends..as brothers..i guess they went thru a lot..n so have i..
i have become less patient..time..it seems is so far away from me..
i feel like a nobody at times..but i realise even life goes on for a nobody..i'll be strong..
aniway..battlecourse goin begin..section..platoon..tag team..chiong n clean chiong n clean..
everyday of chiong is everyday of clean..clean wat?
weopan..saw,sar,m203,metador,mg,40,50,coax,25...so many weapon..
vehicle..break track,sevice..
amour ops is tirning..hit 6 objectives a day..sleep at 0230..wake at 0500..n a new day begin..
im tired..r u?

im out.

wow...its juz great to be out..
to all peeps out ther do treasure times spent with ur love ones..
for my personal matter..im worried..but glass broken cant be helped..
goin to be xiong..very xiong from now onwards..
life kinda sux in ther...
i will survive..
love u dear.

another friday....

its another friday......... - a day without school...........juz finish typing ym motivation assignment! man1 i tell you.. it s lot of work..
first you have to read up the whole chapter on motivation.. then my book don't have much content.. then went to read another book.. wow.. 2 chpts can kill! next, have to answer those essays-liked questios.. its a lot! but ya.. not exactly essays.. juz about 100 words ans per question.. FINALLY ! i have completed le.....
yesterday baby tole me he see thru everything le.. though life maybe not be what he want, he still have his family and me... felt so touched by his words.. coz months ago, when he was faced with his chicken pox crisis, he didn't mention about anything like this.. does it means our love has developed? awe.... *sinkning in LOVE*... haha,, =)
didn't went for cheer leading selection... kind of sad.. coz thought it waas pretty fun... ad i enjoy myself.. my friend, zhi rui got in! congratulations! happy for her... guess i really have no time and baby dun really like.. have to put myself in his shoes sometimes...... ok! first class honours, dating and money come first.. no regrets.......... prob i can enriched my life with some community work? lets decide again next year.. this year no time.... hehez..
gg to have 2 math tests next week.. man! i tell you, math isn't easy now.. PROOFING PROOFING and PROOFINfg.. every preposotition has a proof to it.. can u imagine this???!! mutiplication. subtraction, addition and division each as its own proof for different categories of numbers. natuarl no, intergers, real no, ratioanl no.. so many proof.. hope i will at leat get a decent grade for this tests.. coz honour isn't easy to achieved. to get 2nd upper. average shld be a B+ till A-.. scary hor.. as what baby says. juz do your best and God will do the rest.. haha..
another happy thing in life is that my beloves daddy ask em to but him the "quit smoking" chewing gum.. haha.. happy for his decision.. hope its a success.. yup.. gtg mug le.. later there's cca...
take care! miss baby..............

love

MISSES

I MISS MY BABY VERY MUCH...................

dead

im so dead.
i lied.
i confessed.
now im dead.
am i?
at least i died with some honour,
some glory.
god bless.

life

yeah..life goes on...
sometimes i realli feel so fortunate
beautiful family loving gf great frends..god i cound't ask for more..
sometimes i wake in the morn feelin so bad...
why do i have to wake at 5? after oni zzing at 2..
i guess its part of army..or then again armour..
went into drivin this week..
very fun..its like a big big vehicle under ur command..
its rocky..bumpy..but thers a lot of strength..
drove day n nite to clock milage..
learnt how to break tracks..super tiring process though..
manitain after ops and before ops..dirty no doubt but drivin is satisfying..
been muggin real hard these days..
juz spent a loving wkend..
thank god..hope he bless me nxt wk..as coc..im totalli in charge..
im worried..but every difficulty lies an oppotunity..seize e moment.

its the beginning of a long weekend again...

its friday and tmr my baby is out le!! =) looking forward..... what have i been doing this week.. mon i met up with dar.. guess what? ??????? it was our 21st month ANNIVERSARY!!!! and the eve of national day thus he was allowed to book out..
he was right outside my lecture hall in NIE! WHEN SCH ENDS AT 730PM... was estatic! =) never imagine him finding me in school when i am in year one.. coz of his army life.. yup! as usual. being a caring bf, he helped me carry my stuff.... hahah..
we set off to westmall for our dinner coz we were both famished... wanted to go somewhere far but resised.. -lack of time- had our dinner at KFC... somewhere not very unique but special in our hearts.. we r eating on a mon night with our loved ones, sliently celebrating and enjoying each other's presence.... went to walk walk.. whand in hand.. its always so blessed to have him ard............