reflections

its saturday........... one more day and my holis are over.... as i glance thru my timetable, can't help but realize i am a slacker..... suppose to get back my momentum for running and its not started.... fats are adding on each day.. especially at a higher rate during the holis! arghh..... FATS!!!! are such horrible creature that gets girls' nerves upon....anyway, another reflection: my revision plan..... as i aspire to achieve my honours, there seems to be a lack in my motivation towards it.... be it extrinsic or intrinsic...... for this week, it just isn't there...... have to search my soul and catch it back.... thats why i am reflecting now..... from thursday onwards, my baby can't sms and call me coz he was caught using his phone in his field camp... oh no! i was so worried... worried he will get confinement... since thursday, i also realized how scary solitude is.... without his sms and calls, life wasn't life.... i miss him like anything..after tuition on thurs, i was strolling along the stretch of field in te evening.... The peacefulness and serenity of the walk undiscovered my misses for him... deep inside, i was wishing for his embrace..... Probably we have been so distracted and allured by the city life that we forget that man needs to be with his soul sometimes.. every book out, shopping, cinemas, and eating in restaurants were our usual hangouts...its not bad, nor evil but its time for a change.........
i was out shopping with vivien on fri... a good shopping SPREE!shopping again! but its girls outing.. it was fun! as always with her.. and we had such good bargains! really happy for her and myself... thought i spent quite a bit.... no more shopping for the next few weeks.... really glad for her too coz she slimmed down.. haha.... when's my turn???????? =) but think she thinks i am getting paranoid... coz every msg i juz hopes its from him.... its friday night! he was supposed to be back by then... with much disappointments, none of the msg were from him.... now coMES THE HIGHLIGHT!
baby called me on saturday morning at 330aam! so happy!!!!!!! =) finally! was worried he was injured or anything.... finally i can have a good zz............