life

yeah..life goes on...
sometimes i realli feel so fortunate
beautiful family loving gf great frends..god i cound't ask for more..
sometimes i wake in the morn feelin so bad...
why do i have to wake at 5? after oni zzing at 2..
i guess its part of army..or then again armour..
went into drivin this week..
very fun..its like a big big vehicle under ur command..
its rocky..bumpy..but thers a lot of strength..
drove day n nite to clock milage..
learnt how to break tracks..super tiring process though..
manitain after ops and before ops..dirty no doubt but drivin is satisfying..
been muggin real hard these days..
juz spent a loving wkend..
thank god..hope he bless me nxt wk..as coc..im totalli in charge..
im worried..but every difficulty lies an oppotunity..seize e moment.