before departure

i think we look quite compatible with our NERDy specs and squArish face...

don't you think so too? =)

sad.

oh well yester was a sad day after a month.
pms?
love always prevails.

Congratulations my love! =)

1. just crossed the finisher line...


2. walking to the rest point to take out microchip, collect medal and finisher tee.



3. smiling away because he is finally resting... and man.. my darling was trembling when he tried to sign the paper.... he must be super duper tired.




4. took his personal belongings and his ONE and Only 'trophy' of completion.





5. Time to call for a mini celebration at marina square...





6. Last but not least, home sweet home... man, look at how tired he is....

I am really proud of him... =)

Sick Sick and SIck....

It had been a rather horrible past two days... sick... fever, flu and cough....
Exams are in a week's time... God.. Please let me have a speedy recovery...
Thanks darling for accompanying me to the doctor today... appreciated it...=) love u.
I am sorry if i was mean in our argument today.... sick person u know... cannot think well... so cannot totally blame me... right?

But but.. u were not sick today, so if u were mean, i want a Haikado ice cream! and if u are thinking if u were a meanie today, YES! darling, u were merciless with some words... so my Haikado ice creammm is guaranteed.... wahaha...

(PS: Once u read this blog, haha..your punishment shall commence)

Happy 4th Anniversary

Its things like these that reassure u that life is worth living...
He is so sweet..I am touched darling, thaks for the meaningful photo album that u did...
It was like a memory lane into our relationship with beautiful and cherished moments all captured in photos.. Thank God we love taking pictures right? haha...
Thanks for staying by me though i can be pretty demanding (alright I know...), irritating and paranoial... I appreciate you casting time aside for us even though u are busy....

I love u dear...

Happy 4th Anniversary.

Just one look.

She jumps onto your bed with her dirty paws,

She whines non-stop for 20mins just for you to open your door,

She bites your laptop wire till it broke.

And she disturbs you when you are reading newspaper on the sofa.

BUT just one look like this...

is enough to for you to temporaily forgot all her mischiefs and cuddle her... =)

Pang pang theory

darling, if you read this blog,
Cheer up k?
Stop flipping to that webbie..
you know what i mean...
give yourself a break...
just like pang pang's theory," the Sky is under our feet."
Life aint that tough yeah... =)

i did something wrong tonight.

i didnt tlak long enough.
i was selfish.
sorrie.

wow its comming again!

dear 1 more month to 4 yrs...
i love u...u were always there for me...
god blessed me by giving a chane to love u.

my pathetic recess week

I have been praying so hard for a break... and finally here it comes... and it goes... so fast... what have i been doing this week... i have a three day week , so lets start from thurs..

thurs: honestly I can't remember... shitty..
Fri: can't remember either...even more shitty...
Sat: tuition then shopping with darling..he bought me a two tops from fresh imp! very nice... =)
Sun: oh man... think is tuition then ah hua's 21st..
Mon: lunch with mr lee.. then bro's 17th birthday...then zz...
Tues: essay writing then dinner with darling;s family and then muging till about 1am at west coast mac... then supper then zz....so fat and lazy...
wed: essay writing then tuition then essay writing...
thurs: essay writing then late night movie," NoRoi the curse" (really freak me out)....
fri: consultation with ms yeo then shopping with darling... (coz he said he was feeling rich... i just had to 'help' him.. hahaha... he bought me another black dress fom Dorethy Perkins and a white long Ripcurl wallet.. gosh.. seeing the names, you might think I am so "she chi". bt i am NOT! sms me and i will tell u the price.. haha..
sat: tuition then headache.. then did nothing.. dead...
oh Gosh! its sun again! shitty... now here i am! went for tuition just now and back in hall.......dun feel like doing anything honestly...just signed up Amore again... costs 770 bucks.. for a year and a month.. very ex... broke now.. but ok got a free pink 1GB mp3..not too bad after all.... not doing anything and yet feeling so stressed.. dead dead...
I think I better end off...

time to do work..

haha.
what a meaningless post...

haha...

*Geez*

Lovely sunday night

bliss is bless

There's a story behind this lovely pink daisy.

It is a campaign organised by some society to promote awareness for woman against HIV..,

I once read a newspaper atricle that talks about this wife(in her late thirties)who contracts HIV fromher husband. He contracted it because he womanise... I sympathised with this lady because she is a VICTIM that does not deserve such fate! Stupid husband...I think he deserve it.. Is there such law outside that protects such victims of HIV? I think that wives have every rights to sue their unfaithful husband... Worse still, he brought harm to his wife and children... I hope he stops passing the deadly virus around......

I hope this little daisy can serves as a reminder to all woman out there who looselysleeps around... Better be safe than sorry.

The msg reads "If he loves you, he respects you." and " A woman in full bloom is a woman in charge."

An analogy of "Fried Kway Tiao with cockles"

On a fateful Wednesday, my darling and me were discussing on "fried kway tiao with cockles" Somehow I wanted to eat them but he insisted that I CAN't coz its dangerous...

Feeling very upset, somehow I gave in and compromised... Though i asked for accomodation whereby i still eat them in moderation... somehow call its male's pride or what, he refused it...

Immediately the next day, Thursday, my boyfriend drove me out for supper and apologised for being harsh the day before... Awe.. girls are girls.. My heart melted for a while...

Somehow after supper, I heard a sentence that seemed to indicate that 'cockles eating' was ok.! and I thought there were hope for this issue to settle in my way! However bringing it up provoked him again and we got even more upset...

From midnight to dawn, somehow this issue was unsettled.
Tears rolled, tantrums thrown... aiyoyo.. Nobody gave in... I bet this must be the worst quarrel ever... =(

By Friday morning, we ended up again with me compromising; the no cockles rule.. We met up the same night and hmm.. The serene him actually said, 'I went back to think about it, i think i think I was wrong to stop you from 'eating cockles'. You were right, I shouldn't control you... you just have to ensure that you are free from danger and ' eat with strings attached'... However, its best when we 'share the cockles together someday later.'

By Sunday, after talking to rui and yen leng, I somehow made up my mind to go ahead with 'eating cockles'. I mean It doesn't mean I don't love my darling anymore, I feel that the 'amount of cockles' i am eating is reasonable and I am so sure my darling wants the best for me and he loves me lots. Furthermore, i feel that this always compromising on either side is unhealthy in a relationship. We need to start accomodating and supporting each other.I went ahead to eat the cockles.

Strangely enough, somehow today which is the following Tuesday,(2 days after i made my decision) he no longer harps on the 'cockles issue' and harp on feeling hurt. Instead, he feeds me with 'cockles' and help me 'wash' and 'cook' them such that they are clean for me to 'consume'. He ensures that i have the right 'untensils' before eating 'cockles'... =) he thought about how to make sure 'eating cockles remain safe for me'...

Through this incident, i finally see what is meant by this statement,

' To love is to sacrifice'

Although my darling hated the idea of me 'eating cockles', he didn't gave up on me, on us, when he knew i was insistent. Instead, he sacrifice his ego and accepted me. Now, he tries to build up my happiness and safety and 'cleans' my cockles. Wow... i am really grateful to God for I have such a concerned bf. You know how some guys insisted on their stands due to PRIDE and EGO, not entirely concerned...

I loved him, am loving him and will love him.

Love

If love isn't sweet, then you aren't in love.
if love isn't tough, then you aren't in love.
If love isn't problem-free, then you aren't in love
If love can't bring you happiness more than sorrows, then why are you in love?

Love is the sharing and giving of two hearts together.

It often needs both parties to be accomodating, understanding and supportive. Once these essential qualities are diminishing, I think it's pointless to be in love...
Love has become a commitment, not an union.

Cruel Reality of present Man's world

are you wondering why he isn't paying attention to a Pretty lady sitting beside him???





*Look Down!*

*hump*.....

do you get wetter running or walking in the rain?

hmm.. doesn't this seems so common sensical? I would go for the running... since the time in the rain is lesser, the amount of water droplets that fall on you would be lesser...
BUT BUT BUT... after watching this video, you will get a shock!
part one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GZcw4CBbkR4&mode=related&search=
part two: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OXwBXfIa31g&mode=related&search=

so running or walking makes you wetter? *winks*

into the saturday

Its another sat night... We had our sumptuous dinner at the Glass House. Woo. a delicious seafood platter was all it took to cheer our saturday night! It was not only deliciously filling, it was FREE.. alright, or should i say a lovely sweety treat from him. There was a live band (with 1 singer and 1 guitarist.. ) performing some really nice songs. I can espescially remembered the song,"More than Words" as this is Jing ting's ALL TIME favourite song ONCE. How ironic right.. 'All TIME' and 'ONCE'. You know... we girls are ever changing.. I am not sure if it is still her favourite. For a long period of time,we kept singing this song. Also, some of the odac guys can sing this song real well.. I was impressed. ok..You know the stereotype, odac guys are supposed to be rough hikers who are only good at pitching tents, field cooking and whatever... But they proved me wrong.. And of course, the main reason for remembering this song have to be my darling enjoying it when the singer sang... He sang along too.. =) Alright.. thats my affinity with "More than words".

More often than not, a lovely band creates a lovely ambience...This was no exception. PLus, the Glass hosue was dimly lit with country-like settings. hmm.. Romantic must be the word. However, it was already 9pm when we had our dinner. The famished us just gobbled down all the food at the beginning... But five minutes into our gobbling, we finally looked at each other and appreciated the romantic ambience... haha..I know this description sounds a little funny.. But hey! We were FAMISHED remember... haha. =) In case you are curious about what we did before the dinner, here's the summary:

Today, it all started with the usual after sat tuition, we met up at darling's hall to have lunch then study. We were supposed to nap first but something happen. (not telling you, its a secret) Since we didn't nap, we proceeded straight to muging. We are comparable to the Ah Thiongs! why? because they are the only ones in hall on a saturday, muging... Before muging, we had lunch. It was simple but good. A plate filled with plenty of rice ( it probably can satisfy 2 people!) and a few tender roasted chicken from canteen 3. Though ordinary, but it was FREE! Alright.. or maybe I should say it was a lovely sweety treat from darling again. awe... yes again! I am a all-time HAppy free rider... haha... =P

PS: A free rider can ride happily only when she has a nicey sweetie pie as her driver. (0'',o) I love my driver.

Milky

Look at her! She is always found my bed lazing around... The more i look at her, the more i think she looks like a cat.. haha

Her cosy corner...

"NOpe."

" Nope." She replied in sms.

I was a little overjoyed by this "NOpe."
To a man proposing to his girlfriend, this is a REJECTION.
To a child crying for a Lollipop, this is a REJECTION.
To a student demanding for more time for her assignment, this is a REJECTION.
To a worker asking for a pay rise, this is a REJECTION.
But for me, I was a little overjoyed by this "NOPe."

I was supposed to have a double "ccas" today after having lessons from 830am to 430pm with only a one hour lunch break. I asked my kid if the 1st cca was still on. That was her reply! Indeed, I was relieved and overjoyed for a moment. Finally, i have some rest....HUMANITY do exist in this world... haha =)


With regards to my day, it was enriching but tiring.

I heard much but learnt 'a little.'

faithful donut..

yeah! she came..
it left a deep memory in my mind..

bothered

hmm..I am into the second week of school with him as my school mate. It has been two faithful years of wait. This explains why there is the feeling inside me that is beyond description. I thought it was joy all along, but i beg to difer. It isn't. I knew all along that studies has been his main prority . On the surface, i fully agree that we have to work hard. However, deep within, I feel so neglected and depressed. Has studies overtook my position in his heart? The answer lies in his actions. Maybe i am too attention-seeking, over-demanding ...
After some serious considerations, i realise it must be tough on him. Having to face stiff competitions from his peers, tuitions and at the same time.try to make time for his parents and me, it must be tough. I am trying to understand his situation but i find it hard to control my misses. We did spend more time, but it doesn't seem to be quality time these days. Either we are rushing here or there to save time for studies, or we are meeting up to mug... Do we know what each other is thinking, what is bothering each other, why is each other always alone??? How should i convince myself that all are fine when i am tying so hard not waste his time. Sometimes, he thinks that time not spend in muging is wasted. And these days, everytime before calling him, I'll struggle for quite some time. I don't want to waste his time.

Neglected.Bothered.Flustered.

a couple's night-out

my darling and me!

baby is in OBS...

I miss him..... though i had a super busy week....
MOn to fri i have to wake up at 630am!!!!!! so superb early...waking up is a struggle itself EVERYDAY.. hopefully it ends soon.. i wanna sleep till late late.... \
\ya.. i have been posted to Yusok Ishak Sec. The school facilities are new, good, advanced.. staff are welcoming, friendly and sharing... Its like when we walk along the asile, we will say MORNING to each other! =) before i go home, i will wave goodbye to the security guard. There is this special friendliness in everybody. Not like the previous school that i went to. Ple dun even care that i am around coz i am just a NIE trainee.. really glad to be posted to this school However no school is perfect. The T students there are horrible..

I observed a sec 3 T class last week, gosh!!!!!!! never seen worst. Small bunches of students were just doing their own things. 2 listening to mp3, 3 talking with one back facing the teacher. another just turn behind and talk to the other friend during the 1 hour! with one occassionally hitting his partner.. are they really learning anything?? its saddening to see such a situation happening here! REAL no longer a case study that i went through in NIE.. woo... luckily i still have 2 years to devise a plan..

As for he class 3E1, they are so good that i dun need much efforts. generally well behaved and responsive.=)
Thinking of learning driving.. dunno of it is a good investmen.. Also thinking of gg bangkok again before year 3 commence... How How How...

Anyway, just attended vien's an chen yi's 21st! vien's one is so wow!!!!!!!! grand and full of activities...miss chee and ting 21st coming up... what should i do... hmm.... so exciting.. miss chee no theme.. but ting got SUPerSTAR as her theme! so interesting.. hopefully she cfm her venue soon...

when is he gg to call me??? gosh. i miss him again... ............................

june..

oh well that was june..1 wk chalet 1 wk overseas 1 week fun n last week back down to earth..
ntu here i come!

some other pics...

thailand last part

thailand part 5

thailand part 4

thailand part 3

thailand part 2