its been so so so long since i last blog..
haiz... wondering why my life HAS been so empty these days..
very busy with work.. but no drive to work hard.
its crashing onto me...
nothing seems to makes me happy for eternal.
i feel numb.
numb by work.
i feel drain.
drain by work.
i tried very hard to smile and laugh at ever thing.
but why is it so hard?
i know my dear been trying very hard to cheer me up..
i appreciate every efforts... i love him too...
the sight of him cheers me up.
but i can;t see him every day... 24 hours....
its impossible.... the missing him in me craves for his company.
but i know its not posible coz hey! we have lives of our own too!!!
we live in the constraints of our environment where we have to be bounded by work, school..
in order to achieve a brighter future.
haiz.. i am gg back to my work again....
its never ending....
i am stress that i won't do well...
yup! i will try my best not TO feel empty and lonely..
pyscho myself that resluts is not everything.
i still have him, my friends and my family..
yup!
i must cheer up.
i need to....
i want to....
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