im out.

wow...its juz great to be out..
to all peeps out ther do treasure times spent with ur love ones..
for my personal matter..im worried..but glass broken cant be helped..
goin to be xiong..very xiong from now onwards..
life kinda sux in ther...
i will survive..
love u dear.

another friday....

its another friday......... - a day without school...........juz finish typing ym motivation assignment! man1 i tell you.. it s lot of work..
first you have to read up the whole chapter on motivation.. then my book don't have much content.. then went to read another book.. wow.. 2 chpts can kill! next, have to answer those essays-liked questios.. its a lot! but ya.. not exactly essays.. juz about 100 words ans per question.. FINALLY ! i have completed le.....
yesterday baby tole me he see thru everything le.. though life maybe not be what he want, he still have his family and me... felt so touched by his words.. coz months ago, when he was faced with his chicken pox crisis, he didn't mention about anything like this.. does it means our love has developed? awe.... *sinkning in LOVE*... haha,, =)
didn't went for cheer leading selection... kind of sad.. coz thought it waas pretty fun... ad i enjoy myself.. my friend, zhi rui got in! congratulations! happy for her... guess i really have no time and baby dun really like.. have to put myself in his shoes sometimes...... ok! first class honours, dating and money come first.. no regrets.......... prob i can enriched my life with some community work? lets decide again next year.. this year no time.... hehez..
gg to have 2 math tests next week.. man! i tell you, math isn't easy now.. PROOFING PROOFING and PROOFINfg.. every preposotition has a proof to it.. can u imagine this???!! mutiplication. subtraction, addition and division each as its own proof for different categories of numbers. natuarl no, intergers, real no, ratioanl no.. so many proof.. hope i will at leat get a decent grade for this tests.. coz honour isn't easy to achieved. to get 2nd upper. average shld be a B+ till A-.. scary hor.. as what baby says. juz do your best and God will do the rest.. haha..
another happy thing in life is that my beloves daddy ask em to but him the "quit smoking" chewing gum.. haha.. happy for his decision.. hope its a success.. yup.. gtg mug le.. later there's cca...
take care! miss baby..............

love

MISSES

I MISS MY BABY VERY MUCH...................

dead

im so dead.
i lied.
i confessed.
now im dead.
am i?
at least i died with some honour,
some glory.
god bless.

life

yeah..life goes on...
sometimes i realli feel so fortunate
beautiful family loving gf great frends..god i cound't ask for more..
sometimes i wake in the morn feelin so bad...
why do i have to wake at 5? after oni zzing at 2..
i guess its part of army..or then again armour..
went into drivin this week..
very fun..its like a big big vehicle under ur command..
its rocky..bumpy..but thers a lot of strength..
drove day n nite to clock milage..
learnt how to break tracks..super tiring process though..
manitain after ops and before ops..dirty no doubt but drivin is satisfying..
been muggin real hard these days..
juz spent a loving wkend..
thank god..hope he bless me nxt wk..as coc..im totalli in charge..
im worried..but every difficulty lies an oppotunity..seize e moment.

its the beginning of a long weekend again...

its friday and tmr my baby is out le!! =) looking forward..... what have i been doing this week.. mon i met up with dar.. guess what? ??????? it was our 21st month ANNIVERSARY!!!! and the eve of national day thus he was allowed to book out..
he was right outside my lecture hall in NIE! WHEN SCH ENDS AT 730PM... was estatic! =) never imagine him finding me in school when i am in year one.. coz of his army life.. yup! as usual. being a caring bf, he helped me carry my stuff.... hahah..
we set off to westmall for our dinner coz we were both famished... wanted to go somewhere far but resised.. -lack of time- had our dinner at KFC... somewhere not very unique but special in our hearts.. we r eating on a mon night with our loved ones, sliently celebrating and enjoying each other's presence.... went to walk walk.. whand in hand.. its always so blessed to have him ard............

black beret

haha for the newest update...im finalli 1.5mth into armour..oni 3.5mth to go...
effetively oni 2.5mth coz 1 mth of cold hell in walaby..australia..
haha..muz knock down kangaroo so funnn..
ok i noe it sounds crude but thats juz part of ops..
last few wks have been slack..realli coz learnin all guns..erm..
its called canons..sorrie dude but i believe a tag team can take out 1 infant coy..
then goin learn drive soon...
was learnin to be a techincian..very oily n greasy..
but now..im gg outfield soon...
so take care!@@
--

nd

hapi national day!
pride-people rest i do extra
hapi 21st mth honey...
haha mind kinda blur aft guard duty
but def.
i love u,
one n only...
dear.

=)

today is a saturday..... gg to be a saturday without my baby again..... coz he has guard duty... *sobz...*
if you guys wonder whats life is like these days? i have started my university life... wow.. show u guys my timetable,

mon:

• lesson from 830 to 1130
• break from 1130 to 0530pm
• lesson from 0530 to 0730pm
• cheerleading from 0730 to 10pm?

tues:

• 0830 till 0530 again.. with breaks in between
• 6 to 8pm CCA

wed:

• 1130 till 0530.. with breaks in betweeen
• 8 till 10pm cca

thurs:

• 0830 till 0430pm but with lesser breaks in between
• 5 til 7pm cca

friday!!!!!!!!!!!! no school! hahha... so yup! this is my timetable.. spent like my whole mon to thurs in school! but yup! i have long weekends... friday till sunday.... thats nice izzit it?

i have taken maths and physics as my academic subjects.. and each subjects there are two modules... and another 2 modules for education..the math isn't that easy anymore.. a lot of very "cheem" proofing! bought textbook for each module for math.. so ex! like 2 books 60 odd bucks! aand prob will only last for 2 sem? a yr? then need other textbooks....went for cheerleading! wow! tried "elevator" man! tell u its real cool! like you stand above 2 guys which act as your base with both of my feets on each of their hands..then they lift you above their heads! wow! its pretty stable after you locked your body, meaning stand all the way straight and firm.. never imagine myself doing this... very cool! if i can afford to commit, then i will most prob join this... =)

sorry baby... i know you dun like.. bu then again i know you respect and support my decision rite?

hahha.. in another 2 days. we will be celelbrating our 21st month anniversary! looking forward to that... 8th august 2005. whis is the eve of our nation's birthday! so yes he will be OUT! YEAH! =) very excited.... preapred a little gift.. and he prepared my little gift le... we know what it is! coz we went to shop together! hahahha...

his life now?

he is in school of armour.. very contented to chat with me every night.. ahhahaha... juz like i am.. misses me every night.. hahha.. okok.. he is busy muging.. cannot fail any test if not kana confinement.. which means no booking out.. thus muging dilligently! and he passes his SOC! timing like 8min and 7 sec! wow! amazing ritez? and he achieved gold for his ippt! congratulations!! so HAPPY for him.. so that means no morre physical trainings.. hahha.. so yes.. he says he is usually slacking if not muging after 6pm...only booking out this sunday........miss him very much...... gtg do my tutorial le....

misses.