Thursday, June 30, 2005

misses

been so long since i blogged.. very busy and lazy.....

my weekend has been great! coz darling was out sine wed.. and he fetched me on
thursday where we had seoul garden for dinner.. so FILLING!!! was delicious and fun..
friday: was sick, didn't go out as planned.... surprise surprise! baby came with the puzzle he bought and we started doing it...the puzzle is SUPER NICE! chip & dale! =) hoping to complete it soon......
saturday: went east coast in the afternoon.. saw the helicopter with S'pore flag... somethign special... cycled... baby brought hammock..... tried zzing on it.. so scary... but it was fun... relaxed there and had a great time! baby was so funny... can't help but laughed at his crappy jokes... really had a great time ther! =) =)
sunday: sent baby off to brunei... and the flight was pretty late.. at 2.30am...man. there r a lot ple wearing the same dress codes.. looked like some school outing? took our "last pic" before he left.. can see our eyes r so tired... hope he will have a good time out there.. though its tough...

hmm...so now my baby is in Brunei and juz went outfield this morning.... only back on sunday.... haiz.. no more his voice and msgs for 4 days.... Miss him..!!!!!
Started my tuition life agin.. tonight after work, there willbe tuition again... late until 9pluz pm.. reach home will be drop dead.. think still need to prepare the gifts for my colleagues tmr.. coz tmr is my very last day working at A*star... wow.. so fast! 4 months has flew..... ofeel pretty nostalgic.. miss my seat.. miss the envirnoment here.. oh ya! miss the vending machine.. miss my crappy and sweet colleagues.. mis my laptop.. miss the security guard who never fails to ask you for pass.... EVERYDAY YOU KNOW! haha... miss the AGS scholars.. haha.. no more filing.. miss the pantry.. no more catering!.. haiz... miss the milo i have daily.. miss the interview files.. miss the feel of being in office... eating.. no more ghim moh, MOE.. or the big juicy fruit from soulfood! GOSH! A*star i am gg to miss you.. =) but ya.. i need a break before sch start.... at least i have sweet memories here....Thanks to all my colleagues here who have always been so sweet and helpful..... =) *miss my dear & a*star....
at 1am before he went for brunei Posted by Hello

Monday, June 27, 2005

happy national day!!! hhaaha... cool ritez? took this at east coast! Posted by Hello
lazy baby making puzzle Posted by Hello
on bus to east coast.... 25th june 2005 Posted by Hello

Friday, June 24, 2005

armour..

haha..its like o230 rite now..haha..guess my bod's so used to wierd timings..
worse tomorow packin for socjoc brunei..7aam..which means wakin at 0615..
cant wait to blog all my ocs memories..
not forgettin sierra wing where i had bad n gd experiences..
guess it makes one stronger..was gg to infantry..delta dead..foxtrox er..
nope..my name's not in..posted to school of armour(soa)..
happier..definately..as i always sae
"i juz wana learn new things..have a new enviroment and see a bigger perspective of army"
finalli..im no infantry..rats runnin abt..im goin armour..n if..im so so so..lucki..
who noes..maybe a tankie..driving a tank..beyond my dreams..wat abt recee?
they go on bikes..nah..apc is fine too..at least thers wheels for the 24k where infantry..
i salute u..gotto walk..currently tryin to ooozzzee every little time left..leavin for brunei soon
d day h hour? 270230...end of mission? 060530.. socjoc..hope its fun..
wat can be fun in military..till now i have no ans..cant wait to ord..be a civilian..pink ic...
but before that..y road is still long..6mths frm commission..17mnths from ord..
black beret..soa..tough road ahead..but i guess its somewat better for me compared to green..
sungei gedong..somewher into lck..very hard to get ther..but for now..im not worryin..
for now..i got 3 days..and a lot of things to do..
chill nitty..

Thursday, June 23, 2005

sch is starting and i am all gear up....

its thursday.. and i am here working still...... and my baby hasn't reply me yet.. guess he muz be still drooling away.. gonna meet up with him soon... so exciting!!!! hhaaha.. today dress code very very funny.. my first time wearing this skirt! hhaha..... sis bought it for me in hong kong during winter season.. so maybe thats why it is funny.. =)

school gonna starts.. and i am ultra excited.. but the sad thing is that all my camps clashes with on another. all because of the stupid nie camp... setting at such a werid date.. whereby it clashes with sports camp and hall camp.. isn't it dumb? and worse still, its compulsory... there will be impt briefings.. but i will definitely prefer the other 2 camps.. *sobs sobs* haiz..... i am gg to a school which i find the organising committee is terrible... hope life there wouldn't be so screwup...

i am gg to stay in hall... pretty confirmed coz my partner agrees...and for my parents side, shldn't be a problem since i am paying.. haha... so exciting... =)

congratulations to my darling too! h e is in ARMOUR INFANTRY! though it is further, but it has always been his wish.. i am PROUD of & HAPPY for him!! =) =) =)

think i have to go and find charmmaine le..... work time... take care guys! see u my bf!

Monday, June 20, 2005

swimming!!!!!!!

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a nicey sat.... we went SWIMMING!!!!!!!1 My patient beloved darling finally went swimming with me! we arranged to meet up at the complex... but again i was late.. baby was already on his way reaching the complex when i called and ask to meet at bus stop... hhaa.. and he really walked back for me.. so touched.. simple yet its under the hot scorching sun.. it juz shows something. something that is call LOVE. =) so this sparked the day.....

never tried to swim the length in deep pool before... but his time with him beside/behind me, i tried.. when i reached the middle of the deep pool, i was SCARED.. the first lap i stopped.. and hold by the side.. terrified i was, so we discontinued and tried trapping water... he keep reemphasizing i am beside you.. dun be scare... coz he can touch the floor! 1.7m versus 1.5m.. of coz i am scare.. and he isn't... hahahz... ya.. but he was sweet.. always there to look after me.. accompanying me as i practised.... from 30 seconds to abt 50 secs... haha.. darling, i made it!.. then we swam.. really one length this time.. i was really breathless.. but felt very happy! love my dear! =) after which, we went to played the slide.. and opps.. dear injured his back.. no second time i guess.. but the YELLOW slide at je is really thrilling! plego try it... tried the current thing... FUN. and yes..w e say this little boy swimming very professionally at the deep poo.. he looked like he was only 2 yrs ole.. so small yet so COURAGEOUS! felt a little ashamed... hehhez...

after swimingm we showered and set off the PS to catch movie.. though sweet memories were created, sad one is left behind too..:i lost my watch.. the one that is a couple to my dear.. sob sob... shall return there and ask the man again.. maybe there's some nice soul out there who returned.? maybe. maybe not. =(

left it behind, we continued with our date.. went o PS To catch "a lot like LOVE" though there's a lot of kissing scences, i enjoyed the movie. coz finally oliver and emily married after 7 and a half years of waiting.. happy ending but weird relationship.... check it out guys! =)

good thing always has an ending all him and i
we left PS and dearie sent me home...
the day ended, but he photo and memories remain.

mj luv fl
social night Posted by Hello
our plant after one month Posted by Hello

Saturday, June 18, 2005

st ends...

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service term in sierra finally is goin to end..its been a pleasantly tired experience..
its quite unfortunate too..couldnt get into armour..got into infantry instead..
so it means more walkin..runnin..chioning..soc..seoc..ippt..hopefulli i can make it..
pro term..5mths long..taiwan thailand n brunei..
jungle survivor course anyone? haha..these 5 mths will be no less than gruesome.. but no doubt..
it will make me a better man..
gone r ex hercules..known for navi thru late..ex greensleve..tiring navi..ex tenderfoot..killer navi..ex zebra..day bashing attack in coy..ex spade..haha..2day 1 nite of pure diggin..ex skylark n nitebaird..summary of navi..wow..every excercise is a killer..
i salute the men n women(then again...?) of 59/05 sierra wing..thks for everything..
not forgetin..the sky..the sun n the stars..whom i draw strength day to day
spade is gone n done with..but thers a spade 2 in infantry which is worst...
i dunno how i made it thru..i cant ans anione..everyone juz dig..
hole after hole...from ankle to knee to waist to stomach to upper bod..its a killer..
lookin at my watch i still remember 4pm..5pm..6...7...8..9...10..11..12..1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9.10..11..12..1..2..3..4..5..6..7.. done.......
the watch tells it all...
the candles were used up..ther was no water due to admin prob..we forgot to eat.. n not forgetin 5 days w/o changing....

Friday, June 17, 2005

social night

haha.. its been a great weekend.. one that is long and fruitful...=)

friday: took leave and zz all the way till about12pm? wow.. POWER ZZ! THEN wake up to get prepared for the SOCIAL night.. was excited.. bought my dress, nail polish,manicure, hair removal cream.by 4pm, all was done. but nail wasn't nicely done, so decided not to apply...
6pm: darling called.. went home... took cab all the way to NuS guild house.. darling looked so so SMART! HAHA.. he look totally afreshed! differnet from the usual him who usually wears bers and t shirt.... =) the night was pretty funntenty... coz we taxi uncle didn't know where to alight.. dardar alighted and asked 2 strangers for directions.. INStead, they went in our cab and hitched a free ride till guild hse.. or maybe they are super friendly and warm to the extent thet they sat int eh cab with us juz to direct the taxi uncle.. then again, shthe lady even introduce themselves.. FUNNY? to have such incident in SINGAPORE? ld i doubt her kindness? maybe i am the mean one here...=) hahah..
went to the night... wasn't that fun.. had some programmes which wasn't that interesting and guess we are never lucky in lucky draws either..sat.listened, ate & laughed... have to say the place is beautiful at night... coz its by the pool with all the lightings.. but everything else juz wasn't what i anticipated... a little disappointed.. but ya.. as long as i am with darling, its never bad... =)

Sunday, June 12, 2005

thoughts

its been a long long time since i last update our blog....... life has been pretty boring for the ast one week....
though i have tuition on wed.. shopping on friday.. but it seems so so different withouthearing my dear's voice...
friday: went shoppig with ras.. my colleague.. so FUN! i muz say.. she makes a very good companionin shopping! so funny ar she.... we dine at a romantic food court at city hall.. yes ROMANTIC FOOD COURT...... juz sitting there, admiring the scenery.. chatting.. haha... sshe disliked her elder bro.. juz LIKE ME! elder bro are IRRITATING!.. super irritating! think they owns everything! think they have the authority over everything.. .. so so STUBBORN! And brainless.. when can they grow up and think more maturely...
we went shopping at tangs.. brought many dresses into the changing room.. and we were both in one changing room.. ahha.. can you imagine that? but ya.. poor gal.. CLosed her eyes thruout..
hahaha.. "no peeping".... haha.. but ultimately, didn't buy any stuff.. hahahahaa.... wasted trip? not really.. think its fun........
BUT the BEST ting was that my dearie CALLED! GOSH! GOSH! GOSH! WOW! HAPPINESS JUZ OVERWHEMLED ME! =0 =) =)) 5 DAYS WITHOUT talking to him is so bad that i juz cannot fall alseep most of the nights.... thank god he is safe, thank god he has no major injuries, thank god he is not sick...my elder is home now.. only give me 20 mins more to surf....
UNREASONABLE.. DOMINATING.. AND SICKINGLY! coz i only use for a while... and he tinks that he own the com... I greatl dislike him to a large EXTENT! got to end now... if not he will resort to vulgarities anf violence.. pls pray him... to be a man.. hear me out, not 'to a better man'... but from a monster to a man... boo.........

Thursday, June 09, 2005

misses

i miss my darling... .............

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

can you spot our pimples? Posted by Hello

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

misses

its the second day into darling's field camp......
ended the last call at 6am yesterday....... not the last forever, but the last one before he goes for
the tough 5 days 5 nights field camp... kind of worried... really worried... how will he survive... without me.. haha.. juz kidding.. =)
but really wonder how to survive without zz for days.... how will he survive by digging whole day and night.. wonder how will he survive with all the heavy loads.. with all the awful food he dislikes... under such a not sun.... and yet try to keep himself alert... OCS seems so tough.. that even my dear who is strong, falls..
but i am quite sure he will survive thru, coz i sincerely believes God on the above will watch over him.....
no communications with him for 30 hours le... no sms, no call, no voice, no emails.. gosh....
i miss him.............. miss him......
my life? back to work again.... only has one tuition gg on nowadays..which is starting very soon.... swimming? learnt it le..... think not gg anymore.... very practical.. save money... Also, it coz clashes with my tuition...so yup....
darling will be back this sat morning? afternoon? odac campfire coming up this sat... jc class outing coming too this sat...
*excited* *worried* *miss*

Sunday, June 05, 2005

im scared

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this is how i feel rite now..its tough i mean the nxt 5 days...
its called plt field camp..ex spade n ex zebra...for people to see the word spade..
yup..its SPADE..im goin do things that even bangala wont do...
it honestly feels like shit noein wat is goin to happen very soon..
in 3hrs..i be in..i be regimental..i be w/o smile..god..
i was a very cheerful n happy guy..that wa in the past..
i thought of depression..no..im fine..im juz....not lovin it..
as said..im losin myself..my patience..my happiness..my style..
its realli realli sad..
after book in..big inspection..i mean big..pack up..get screw..zzz for tom
mondae..go on bus to hell..marsellin jungle..oh my..im scared...
battle course..a lot of mosquito..camo with sweat..a lot of bites...
unpack..eat combat..oh my..eeeee..pukes..go for battle course..
12..1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..powder..spread sheet..zzzz
tues 5am..battle course..12pm..zzz wher is the time? its spent goin up the hill down the slope...
wed..seccom...lead men to attack...ex zebra..timings..scoldins..
thurs n fri..ex spade...shellscrap x 2 trench x2 com post x1..if i can get thru that..
i can get thru anything..no zz..
wana dig non stop for 30hrs anyone?
fri..keep all..sat..comehm...
no book out..haiz..
its been a hard last week..
im sorry everyone..im feelin down...im feelin depress...
now im a bit better...
i think i should take things lighter..
love fam n dear...
god pls take care of them when i cant...
...........

Thursday, June 02, 2005

celebration at marina Posted by Hello

birthday cele with darling

wow.... now a final summary of my birthday cele with darling......

28th May 2005:
  • my dear celebrated with me... hahha...
  • went to work early in the morning... 6 hr for 100 bucks as a surveyer... good job ar...
  • met up with darling at 5 plus at orchard...
  • went to dine at marina bay...... the steamboat was terrific! haha.. ate a lot of good food..... really a lot.... there's life lobster, live crabs and life prawns.... if you watched sharks tale... then you ought to feel sinful eating the life prawns..... haha.. rmb the part where the prawn begs for help.... *guilty*
  • ate and ate and ate..... baby was so sweet.. he cooked most of the food, while i ate most of the "cooked food"..... hmm.... *guilty* hehehz....
  • then here comes the surprise! take a look at the photo and you will know! the cookish cake! wow! you can really see shining!!!!
  • sang me a birthday song... "happy birthday to you.. happy birthday to you..." SSSSSOOOOO SWWWWEET...!!!!! i duno why.. but i always feel super blessed and emotional whenever ple sings me birthday song. and i am blowing a birthday cake......very very happy!!! Under the silent sky, i make a wish... a wish that i hope will come true..... dear lord, did you hear my calling? =)
  • left the place,... set off the meet up with darling's parents!!!!!!! oh mine... and darling's realtives.... *NERVOUS* though this isn't the first time, butterflies are all over my stomach... can't help me...
  • ya.. met them. Scared. talked. everything went off well..... luckily...... *phew...*
  • uncle fetched me home.. left dear again... bid off with a kiss... one that i hope will last forever.... a sweet birthday... its the second time... waiting for the third time and going...

thats all for the day.... misses my dear who is still in camp....

i love my cake...... Posted by Hello