this week has been the least pressurin and least days spent in ocs
generally still cant help but wana ord wana regain life..
its juz so sickenin to wake at 5 to begin the day that ends at 10 or at times 12 coz of..haha..
nah.its juz the wakin up dear..the fact that even the sun is zzing...
anyway..this week n next plannin for ex zebra+ ex Spade..
hopefulli can finish in 5days but then again it means 4 days w/o sleep...
crazy?im not jokin..4long days..if i can get thru these missions..ATEK better watch out...
nah..aft this is oni 1 more test n 1 24k..senior bar...end of ST term..haha..3 more weeks..
not bookin out aft 4/6..
so yup...will be havin ops order..warnin orders..aop..nothing realli physical but definately mentalli pressuring...they shag u out then make u think...
ex zebra is all abt attackin which is qiong sua...walk till u break..
ex spade..enough said..u noe they say in ocs thers 2 memorable things 1 ex spade 1 ex lancer..
spade is juz dig till u drop..i mean 2day n nite..killer..
im now seatin like a duck ready to be killed ...
doesn't feel gd..yeah im whinin...but yeah im in it...
had a great birthday with my other half...
cake..ok it wasn't...ring..food...wow..hope she loves it..
i promise k..nxt yr i be ther on 310505..
i mean it..sorrie dear for last n this yr..stuck in camps..
sorry...
well had a 16k then soccer then dating..legs n shoulders tearin me..
but muz put up the stong face...
cant wait for ex to end..live fire to end..
its the end of ST..start of 6mth pro...
1/4 into army...
cheers:)