gbithday gift form dearie... guess what inside? 

awe......... isn't that sweet....and special and delicious.....

this week has been the least pressurin and least days spent in ocs
generally still cant help but wana ord wana regain life..
its juz so sickenin to wake at 5 to begin the day that ends at 10 or at times 12 coz of..haha..
nah.its juz the wakin up dear..the fact that even the sun is zzing...
anyway..this week n next plannin for ex zebra+ ex Spade..
hopefulli can finish in 5days but then again it means 4 days w/o sleep...
crazy?im not jokin..4long days..if i can get thru these missions..ATEK better watch out...
nah..aft this is oni 1 more test n 1 24k..senior bar...end of ST term..haha..3 more weeks..
not bookin out aft 4/6..
so yup...will be havin ops order..warnin orders..aop..nothing realli physical but definately mentalli pressuring...they shag u out then make u think...
ex zebra is all abt attackin which is qiong sua...walk till u break..
ex spade..enough said..u noe they say in ocs thers 2 memorable things 1 ex spade 1 ex lancer..
spade is juz dig till u drop..i mean 2day n nite..killer..
im now seatin like a duck ready to be killed ...
doesn't feel gd..yeah im whinin...but yeah im in it...
had a great birthday with my other half...
cake..ok it wasn't...ring..food...wow..hope she loves it..
i promise k..nxt yr i be ther on 310505..
i mean it..sorrie dear for last n this yr..stuck in camps..
sorry...
well had a 16k then soccer then dating..legs n shoulders tearin me..
but muz put up the stong face...
cant wait for ex to end..live fire to end..
its the end of ST..start of 6mth pro...
1/4 into army...
cheers:)

east coast

our rings............... *smilez* my birthday gift...



it was a good wednesday! an extraordinary one...... a special one...... haha.. coz it was spent with my baby........ a wed? baby not in camp... out at east coast with me.. haha.. yeah! thats right! feel so blessed! dream come true! =) coz its a wed you know........
met up at giant to get our pinic stuff...... haha.. but first of all... Lunch! its impt... had burger king... delicious.. =) *hungry* darling was so hungry that he ate ice cream, burger fries and a large coke.. hmm... *hungry hungry* shopped .. and gotten "chicken su", chicken biscuit and his white kit kat... gotten coffee and food for mum too... wasn't a conspiracy darling..... its good to "ai wu ji wu" =)
reached east coast, gotten the bikes.. and started biking.... this time round no more couple bikes.. decided to try out individual bikes... and weEEEEEEE.... here we go...... wasn;t that smooth.. heard a lot of screeching sound.. something wrong with darling's bike.. changed it, and ya.. the uncle crapped lot...telling us why the bike is llike this and like that.... (we dun really need to know why you see...) cycled all the way to Bedok jetty and enjoyed the breeze...... may "fishermen" wer there.. sometimes i really ponder... are there any fishes? seriously????? ate our su there... ate the biscuits.. ate and ate.. looked into the calm sea.. not that beautiful.. coz there were vessels lying everywhere... not a nice sight.. not aiding us to escape from reality... then we cyled off.. coz dear desra think concrete was not nice.. he prefered to sit on grass? my poor NS boy, GRASS? again?? hehhez..so we cycled again.. this time round.. no more "free lift" its individual bikes..
reached anothert part of east coast... further down.... sat on these rocks... *nicey*.. though ants accompanied us all the way... juz sat down there and enjoyed the breeze.. comfort. comfortable. comfy.was the word.. haha.. and i was given my BIRTHDAY present! its a pair of rings! *Beautiful* GONNA WEAR IT FOR LIFE.. UNITL THE NEXT OFFICIAL ONE COME..*HINTZ* when are u gg to give me, my dearie? hehez.. =)
opps.. work gg to end le..
to be continued.

our plant after 2 weeks 

*1/2 + 1/2 = one*



without any half, our life wouldn't be complete. ('',)

at sentosa 

our plant after one week 

cycling trip 

cycling trip 

hahaha

haha..... my dearie booking out later in hte evening for e learning....
hhahhahaa... gg out with dearie tmr.... hahha.. =) cancelled swimming class,
took leave le...
all READY TO GO OUT...... hahha.. =)
finished my work long ago.... slacking here very happily.... haha.. finally not so much workload le...
hahahha.... =)

a nicey sat....

its a nicey sat... met up with rui to send mag's parel.. but guess what? none of us rmb to bring mag's add... hahaa.. so funny.. we came to our realization only after we paid... so ya.. luckily.mag's msg wasn't deleted yet...so my phone became the hero of the day! hehez.. =) ended walking... rui bought her cake.. for her mum's birthday.. then met jia yi... hahaha.. she still looks the same.. as cheerful and cute... ate her apple dipped in Choco! DELICIOUS! =) and guess what? she also said i SLIMMED down! hahahz... =)

then met up with yen ling to have lunch.... haha.. her ryan kept calling.. when he haven even reach... aiyo... NRS NG was smiling away.. coz her ryan was here to fetch her.. awe.. adn i hopped on for a free ride too... yup.. raiing cats and dogs.. felt paisei to ask him to fetch to destined place.. so dropped down and je.. and met up with darling..

DARLING! hehez.. so HAPPY to see him! =) =) =) lakeside mrt.. dear was drenched... aiyoyo.. very drenched.. i sweprt across his hair and water juz slashed all over.. wooo... all his gel was gone.. awe.... haha.. but still looked as cute... set off to town.... wated to watch STARS WAR... went to PS, cineleisure.. but tickets were sold out.. we knew it wld ne.. juz a little dumb.. but its ok.. coz ultimately we WATCHED .. at TION bahru... seats not TOO BAD..SHOW WAS TERRIFIC!!!!!!!! to all who have not catched it. watch it! really good! have not catched any episodes before. bu this is enough to attract you.. the sound effects, the visual aspects, no smell though.. haha..juz REMARKABLE! =)
ended the show with dearie's sending me home.. nice bf ar... yesterday i came across this article stating how guys feels about girls...
guys: "girls take free rides for granted, didn't attempt to pay for petrol or buy drinks to reward the guys" something along this line.. was so disgusted by this statement.. it juz shows how stingent and petty the guy is... haiz.. what have those guys become of... furthermore they are undergrads... thought it was a juz a simple gesture to show himself being a gentleman... haiz.. but i did not state that we, ladies shld take guys for granted.....this kind of statement juz turns me off... i am no feminist..... but of coz, there was a statement," i thik it is alright, as long as the girl is happy, i am happy." awe.. doesn't that shows the insignificant of the previos man more?haha.. lets ponder...

kk.. think i shall end off by saying.. i am fortunate.. coz up till now,my guy seems more of the second guy...sent me home vouluntarily on sat night.. *smilez*=)

life...

wow...
what a pressurin week..
ocs is tough...
coz when they drain u physicalli..
they test ur mental strength...
very tired..hurt neck nuckles knee cap..
soc..9k...all test u gotto pass
3 arms in 1 week... siong
hope n pray for a better week ahead...
love dear n fam
take care.

i am sitting in a head's room...hahahahaha....

hahah... i am slacking a head's room.... so so cool! nobody will walk pass you.. peeping at what you are doing..... can relax and enjoy life... but thats once you have finished your work.... and i have finished my work... so cool.. its 2 persons to one room... but now my partner is away.. so its like alone.. cool ar? cool............. =) nice experience.. all THANKS TO the P file... coz of them, i get to use the room..... =) still very happy over it... =).. kk....
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! he has Cadet mass lor! so good! ate so much! knowing that he well fed makes me less wrried.... haha.. eat more k dear! =) coz "eating keeps you gg" ritez? *winkz* but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all that prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*

i am sitting in a head's room...hahahahaha....

hahah... i am slacking a head's room.... so so cool! nobody will walk pass you.. peeping at what you are doing..... can relax and enjoy life... but thats once you have finished your work.... and i have finished my work... so cool.. its 2 persons to one room... but now my partner is away.. so its like alone.. cool ar? cool............. =) nice experience.. all THANKS TO the P file... coz of them, i get to use the room..... =) still very happy over it... =).. kk....
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! and he juz went for cadet mass... wow.. ate so much food!! very good! coz it juz means he is well fed... and yup! knowing that makes me worry less..... and most imptly.." food keeps him gg" so muz eat more k dear!=) but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. call timing also! and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all the prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*

oh gosh.... i miss my darling.......

let me see.. yesterday was an "activities filled"day...... went for work....... again got to wake at 730am! so tired... but ya..... i am fortunate le.. dardar got to wake at 4 plus 5.... hmm... and he sprained his neck yesterday after SOC... wonder how is he now.. juz tried to call him but reception so poor! didn't get thru after 5 times of calling........ ya... he is going to have 4 tests today...coz he has to make up for the "chicken pox" lessons hat he missed.... "crash course" very bad hor.... very pressurizing.... so ple out there, please pray for him k....
as for me..... juz went for a medical checkup yesterday. part of the requirement to be a teacher... the GP was so hmm... professional? didn't smile... look kind of unfriendly... luckily is a she... coz she pressed here and there....they even checked for breast cancer for you... so one can imagine what she did.... i was shy... (0"0) and the process is sUPER "ticklish "... couldn't help laughing... but she looked into me and said:" i still got to examine you"... VERY PROFESSIONAL? and UNFRIENDLY........ anyway.... glad that i was fine... nothing wrong! and guess what! i weighed 45 kg! wow! how long have i not seen this figure... hahhahaa... there was the highlight of the day! =) then liyun and i went to jalan jalan at BUgis...hahhaa.. liyun very nice..... accompanied me all along.. and we went to get stuff for my parents, her parents, and darling's parents.. its a "parents' day"? hahaha.. but ya.. guess we have grown to a certain maturity level, realizing its time to show some filial peity.... no longer juz your parents taking care of you.. but the other way round... =) ate YAKUN..the one at Raffels hospital... not that delicious... i wonder why.. maybe there's lesser kaya and butter.. maybe its bacause i always eat with darling and he is not here that day.. hehezz.... lets wonder.... had a free gift from watsons... shld be a shared one.. but liyun said let me take it... she is so nice hor... not jin jin ji jiao... hehez.... end off the day with taking a super crowded train....squeeze... squeeze and SQUEEZED.... finally got into the train...
had a nice day with liyun... had a pleasant medical checkup.... the only worry is my darling's neck......

tired

its sat nite
juz back from dear n parents outin..
a lot of crap to do...
that includes 2ys of ns..
no wonder its called a LIABILITY.
God bless.

complaints

haha.. wondering whats our life like? my darling.. hmm.. he's having a lot of tests these weeks... a lot of muging to do for him.. a lot of physical tests too...juz came back from field camp.. then a lot of life shooting.. very tiring.. .. told me OCs is increasing the tempo of the traiing.. so its getting morre nad more xiong... haiz... i miss him..... darling has ulcers , rashes, bites, deep cuts and a lot of stuff.. haiz.. what shld i do to lessen his suffering.. any recommendations? feel so helpless...shall get him some cream.. hope it at least help.. no heaty stuff le.. shall get herbal tea..
and for me, i took up swimming lessons! FINALLY! wanted to learn for a long long time le.. hope everyhting will be fine.. coz i am like so old le.. learn swimming..... *so funny* hope everything turns out well.. learning with yu zhen.. very excited! but nervous too.. coz wearing swimsuit...
todays work very stressed.. co zhave a lot of amendments.. really ALOT! i chaged once.. reprint everything.. changed twice reprint everything... changed thrice.. repeat everything.. the worst thing is they say change time of interview.. and i was preparing interview file.. muz change all the candidate's cover pages! at least SHRED 100pages of paper le! was piss off.. but muz appear cool.. coz its work.. nofault, no arguments.. juz do.. thats the mentality! haiz... but ya.. cindy was sweet.. gave me a chocolate...
and i got into another phase of my life le.. where i know for sure, i am gg to be "miss lin" maybe "mrs liew"for e rest of my life.. signed some teachign agreement.. haiz.. dunno whether thats the best choicebut i know i am gg to make the best out of it... so so lifeless nowadays.. i miss my darling very much.. trying to occupy myself with a lot of things.. then wun miss him that time...when's his NS finishin???????????????????????? i miss him.....................

darling's second day into field camp.....

its the second day into my darling's field camp...
i miss him...... its raining... dunno whether they have any rest........ and shelter...

cadet too tired to think izzit?

haha..this e phrase for the week...
juz book out at 8 goin back at 8...
very tires after zzing at 330am and wakin at 6am...
ok time to show qualities in an officer...
goin marsellin area for training...
so so dead...look at the heavy downpour...
wet muddy dirty stinky...
combat shit again for 3 days...puke...
law+sar? m203? saw? anythin except signal set...
think im begging to regain myslef in ocs...
very injured, very tired, very bruised...
life goes on...
1 hr zz for mon n tues...
So again,
cadet too tired to think izzit?
love dear n fam forever.

today's the eve of mother's day.... went out with yen leng juz now...... haha.. she had her haircut and i have my eyebrow trimming! =) got to say her hair looks neater and lesser now.. pretty girl! hehezz.. and my eyebrow now looks neater but i juz can't help whine whine and whine... can't get used it.. imagine a girl with thick black eyebrow suddenly left with soem seductive thin aunitsh eyebrow.. juz can't get used to it .... haha.. i hope i will cool down soon... .glad that yen leng like the personalised service in the shop i recommend..... hehezz.. =)

and guess what! i got into Buisness at NUs.. and teaching at NTU.... wow!!!!!!! BUisness was my first choice.. and i have to reject the reputable NUS offer... felt a little heartache.. coz all of us know NUS is better... but i like teaching more.... NIE..... Here i comes..... haha....its luxurious offer! paying you 1112 bucks per month while you ar studying.. and i dun have to worry about my tuition fees... and my passion lies in teaching.. haha.. oh mine! i love MOE!!!

Tmr is going to be our 18th month anniversary! and its mother's day... haha.. got my mum flowers.. and money... she thinks money is the most practical stuff.. so ya.. typical singaporean. =) hahha... got a little present for my darling... i am so sure he will loves it! coz its delicious biscuit that he always wanted... haha..went all the way to paragon to get you know.. haha... yen leng went with me too.... =) haha.. she got so vexed by complains.. haha... cannot help la.. eyebrow so horrid..... tmr our plant will start to grow! we are gg to breathe life into it! "breathing life ceremony!" so cool! very excited... but ya.. he is only booking out at 12pluz.. then in at 8pm.... we only have so little time.. .. so muz treaure this moments even more.. another one week to seeing him after tmr....

think army relationship really not easy... though he is in Sinagpore... you can't meet up with him as and when you like... it requires alot of understanding between the couple..... definitelty misses him a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! count me fortunate i guess.. coz at least he calls me every night and trys his best to sms me in the day to make sure i feel loved...... not once but as much as he can... how sweet can a bf gets..... i really thank God so much for him....

Talking about God, its been a long time since i stepped into a church.. think god is hinting me to go back... but ya.. lazy flesh of mine juz refuses to go..... haiz.. .. i muz go this week or next... very soon......

and yes! i almost went clubbing with my odac girls yesterday!!!! then it would have been memorable.. as that would be the first time in my entire life! but but but....... its all fated.... the 5 of us (shi yin, hui yuan, jia hui,, manwei and myself) all wear flat sandals... those typical lady sandals.. and are given refusal at entry..... so so disappointed... but ya.. maybe it is a blessing in disguise... coz darling was so worried for me..... haha.. feel so fortunate.. coz this shows that he cares.. (o",o) but ya.. i will definitly take good care of my drink if i ever go there... dun worry darling... i love you! hehez..

sucha nice day we had had................
ever since emy darling went OCS.....
our dating days has been minimized.....
real minimized..... thus this outing that we had is really memorable.......
went east coast....... beautiful weather.... thought we thought it maybe hot,
but its not... breezy... windy.... juz the nice weather for cycling........
went cycling..... such a nice biking trip...... we cycled up and down.... this time now slowly..... appreciating all our pleasant surroundings.... so comfortable! coz i was at the back... dun need much efforts to cycle... he controlled everything... =) hehezz... sat down to enjoy our ice cream... i realized my darling eats professional ice cream eater... if one can imagine how he gobblean ice cream without it really melting under the hot sun... wow.. mine was like ice cream all over my hands while eating but he is not....... that muz be his talent! an ice cream eater! =) set our worries aside... and juz enjoyed the breeze... eating sandwiches... drinking ice lemon tea... sitting on the grass patch under a tree.... it wa perfect! a very nicey couplish setting..... it felt really warm to have your loved one sitting beside you.. holding you close... at the moment, i thought i am dreaming.. but its so real...... love my darling... and yes! sea turtle! haha...... *winks* do you think we saw one? hahaz...... weather seems not by our side as we enjoyed.... dark clouds gathered.. so its time to leave...... we biked all the way back.... haha.. and yes! managed to shoot our biking photo.... it was professional! not easy.... the roads were clustered with ple cycing.. walking.. rollerblading.. running... but we managed too... nicey! =) we left off an dset the wrong bus... hahaa. but its nice sitting in a the wrong bus.. as long as its with your loved ones... haha.. i am drowning in love..... haha.. went to Bugis.. and shop around.. now i know my birthday gift le! hahaha... receieved a plant for anniversary! haha.. okok.. will breathe life into it on 8th of may... not because its mother's day.. but its our 18th month anniversary... .. =)

another significant dae

now seating on a chair chilling...ocs hw not done yet...gotto sae 2 yrs of ns is too long...look at me im not even 5mths thru'..anyway..think every guy is the same..the shit we go thru to defend the land..its admirable..currently pondering abt my vocation..infantry?com eng?sig?amour infant?
i jux dun wana keep walkin my life away..its wat infan does best..but ocs is definately a great living site..any opinions?i love lookin at the sky..coz its soothin..but it doesn't provide me ans..
the oni ans i have is that i gotto serve 2 years..im tired..im weak..but i cant complain.. coz im an officer cadet...the clouds are glorious..the chair..the ability to seat is god given..with a laptop n a radio..this is what i lived for..in a few hours time..its back to camp..back to regementation.. back to serve...how i wished i was muggin for my mid year now...too bad im not...not this yr nor nxt yr...ntu or nus?well..its a unanimous ntu..stupid?maybe...life as i aske the one up ther...wher does it lead..till now i still see darkness..more 24hr book out includin recalls...more ns...im losing myself..i muz find it back....

heaven again..

cant believe it...wow...
i had a great mayday....
hope she had it too...
dear... 1 n.d. + 1 teaching = happiness...
hope u treasure it...
juz like me...
love u baby...
might be goin long this time...
pls hang on and cherish e moments...
god bless.

life goes on

to all..my life recoverd...
lets see...
i got to the field camp../
i made n carried on in ocs...
i fainted 2x in field camp...
many and i mean many fainted,fever,exhaustion...
2 helivac to hospitals...
1 n.d created by me...
going to report for rp duties n a crow...
very bad week...
mom...
happi moms days....
dear...
im so so so glad for u in moe...
n pls...
dun be blogged down by work coz u always have avenues to get to me and fam...
love u...
thank u god...
hope for a better time ahead...
e rainy days r passin n the sun is out...
take care all...