=)

i am now working as i blogged..
if you wonder whats my life now... here it goes,
730am: wake up.
830am:start work
630pm: end work.
730pm:start tuition
930pm: end tuition
1020pm:home sweet home.
the rest of the activities differ daily.... haha.. thats my life....though it may seems mechanical, i derive alot of pleasure in giving tuition... The kids can be pretty interesting cute... some are challenging... some are simply adorable.. =) and.. my darling calls me every night, life isn't as dull as it seems... =) hehezz.. thats is what i am looking forward to everyday... really misses him...... received his "last" call this morning and he is out for field camp for two days two nights... awe........ no calls for 2 nights.. how to survivie........ (*.*) miss you..... but yup! gonna see him on sunday.. his parent visiting day... haha.. there's a mixture of feelings within me.. gg to go with his parents.. feels very shy.. kind of not wanting to trouble them... but gg with them will make the whole "meeting up: easier i guess... and i definietly miss my dalring.. so it is a must go... miss you darling.. gg back to work.... =)

ocs

wow...ocs too fast too furious..everydae 5-10..unbelievable..thers no rest time..
full of lect n running...great food..much better than things out here..great shower n bed...
very zzpy these daes...very discilined..got my white bar...miss my fam n dear so much..
so much of classified stuff to noe..so much to mug..
to lead to excel to overcome SIERRA...
book in n out ic...section ic...
love u dear...be out in field..will miss u n fam...
take care all.

mrs liew 

mr liew

man on an island

=) 

on bus to sentosa 

at sentossa 

continue...

Wow..its so long n i have so much of feelings in me..bookin in tomoroe..feelin nostalgi todae..u realli wana insight in my life?heres my breakdown..
5..wakie wakie..bros..i'll not forget..last to fall in 1st to eat..blurlook..pack stuff..wash up..pack bed..prepare myself for a new day...
530..fall in..always last few..include dicky n sloth..fs too..drink water..hey thers prob with tekong water dude..breakfast/arms..choose ur pick...
630..zz time..area cleaning restricted oni to book out daes...haha..
700..report for activity 1.."here we go again,same old shit again"..
10..activity 2.."lunch commin baby..hang on"
1130..lunch.."purple lite..."by tham..zzzz till 115
115..activity 3...
300..activity 4..im so hungry...
540..dinner..
7...nite stff..hopefulli thers snacks..most of the time too hopefull
9..pack wash call pull zzzz
11..lites officially out..
1130..zzzz
MY LIFE!...not too bad if u noe the activities n even greater coz of 58th bronco plt 1 bros

welcome to my life...

Wow..10 days have past since my blog leave..n todae i decide to share how my life has been in the past 2 month +...kudos for those who fought beside me...
"Can't forget,still remember"....wow..7/1/05..d-dae arrived..parted with a msg to my dear..was travellin with my parents..6+n had to reach camp by 730..tekong..they told me it is a fun place..relax..which i agree to some extent..had to sign a form...for those that still have no idea..its an indem form...2 yrs of ns..thats wat u signed..had a western meal..swore in to..."protect singapore till death"...had to part n a new chapter begins...
Wow..saw ming quan..3 yrs ago he was my specialist mate..udi..camp pin..kinda close even as he went rjc..always encouraging me to mug hard online..one true brother..always...got to noe dicky..who was my buddy..very cool guy 1st impression..but kinda arrogant..but yup..hes a great buddy...never arrogant like my 1st view..haha..saw joonie..a sidekick...n yup..thers tham..i guess this bro is another close dude of mine..real close..could share all problems..love..life..hes an inspiration but the nerd lookin guy izzen like wat he look like at all..hes.."yeah baby yeah"..
got to B coy..saw lta tang..but tang dynasty didnt last...
Haha..cant forget we got to our bunk..everyone was so quiet so not bonded...haha..xcept me n quan..n yup..i got my bed beside this hongkie looking wilson..whom i gotto say deserving is our bunk's best..he lead..n he chases peeps..haha..loves to hurry...haha..got to noe abt sloth..aka joses..haha coz he sloth in the last..till now i still got no idea wher he was late..n to sum it up..we have jacko..fs aka josphe haha..real fit..john..jeremy..ERIC..n another bro yong sheng...
Went to draw stores..change uni..coz i was shrinking..thats gd my dear...haha..60kg okie?
open up everything check them n put tem in..wow..super heavy realli HEAVY..lucki for us..the egyptians found rollers..went back to camp..started to intro..realise some people juz broke up some peeps attached some peeps dun like girls..haha..xclude the last i guess..went on to do bmt.."with my rifle n my buddy n me.."i knew 14 daes was long..it was...
N our charismatic oc,pc,ps,ss..first oc..lta tang..nice cute guy...too bad in uniform..haha..soon gone n 1st warren john silva took over..im full of respect for this guy..he had to stay with us in tekong even when he has a wife n 3 kids..u could see the tears in that man..the amt of work he did...n thers punia..aka delta force best..i can see why hes the best...he tore his ligaments too so poor silva.pc DZAR..aka brunei king..he does have sucha look..dunno much abt him at 1st but i gooto sae hes a strict men..a real disicipline soldier..everytime he screw me..for lettin go of my wife..or using hp late..i realise its becoz he wans me to amend my errors..to be a better man..
n here comes ramesh..the closet to us..a funni guy who realli cares..n not forgetin his loooooonnggg RO....haha...sgt daniel..my ss..a real gig...man whos always playin with SAF wiwves..nice guy nonethless..haha..almost got me dirty..but missed his chance..mr versatile...
PS lawerence..aka..csm..cqms..slacker..adf.."kan ni no nei"..haha..hes what i call charismatic.. all the "10sec f*&^ off" the..bulu...the"why platoon 1 WHY"..haha not forgettin "my mother called me "@#$ %$#"..hes realli a leader in every sense n as i always sae.."every platoon needs a lawerence,daniel nad ramesh"..
so that is my life..i lived at level 2..not near to toilet not near to pull up bar..n worst i sleep beside window..n i literalli mean beside..its the worst thing coz its a place wher theres max insect max dust..max watever...unbeilvable..thats wher i stay...

im back

haha..12 daes break from protectin singapore..a new journey begins.
but somwthings last forever.. my love for u dear.

CHUN DAO HE PAN 

"disappointed with disappointments"but its finally solved....

To my darling,
i am ecstatic over your results! WELL done! your hardwork paid off..... your two years of studies wasn't in vain...
ya.. he met his GOALS! 4 As and a B3! =) given such good results, i am confident that he can pursue whatever he desires....... CONGRATULATIONS! and for mine... i find it satisfactory... mainly because of the C which looks so "unglamorous" on my cert that i feel like cutting it away.... but ya.. i have tried my best dear.. no regrets...... no regrets.. and life goes on... A B3 for Gp is definitely out of my expectation! wow! By zzing my way through Benjamin kong and Anand lessons will never lead me to a B3.. but somehow i made it.. very very very lucky..... i thank God for these results..its a miracle! be it my dear's.. be it mine.. be it my friends... Thank God. And now that i have achieved these results,dear i promised i won't be as slack as i used to be... i cherished my grades.. its really because of you that i stopped slacking and worked hard during my second year... Not only was LOVE showered, you reemphasized the importance of studies in me... sometimes you were the "bad" man who pressed on me to be diligent... haha..,. and i dreaded it... but ya.. is because of all your "yong xin liang ku", that made me a A level holder with good results! darling,for all that you have done, I LOVE YOU. *MUACKS* I finally taste the joy of reaping my seeds! =)
And for today, everything went weirdly bad.... from the beginning to end, think i was so cold to my darling that i rejected a goodbye kiss from my darling using my body language.... i am sorry my dear... i shouldn't have... its hurting i know but i was still feeling disappointed with the disappointments... i promise i won't be so cold whatever comes our way k?The
day started with us going to SUntec for the NTU talk... Being late is normal, but guess its not for darling... he was angry with himself for being late for the talk... thought he was angry with me for the delaying... clarified with him just now, he wasn't.. just disliked the ideal of being late... it seems like a disrespect to the speaker... awe.. so full of ethics..unlike me.. i shall try to learn more from him.. thats how we earn respect somehow...
Told my darling why i always cry, whenever i see him these days... and now that he finally knows, thinks he can be more assured now.. Drifting apart is the last thing i pray will ever happen to us... i don't want too... Never. I can't bear to lose you... Thus, i decided to tell you everything... all the things that i have been bottling up these days.. darling, i always tell myself i have to understand... its not that you don't want to spend time with me, its time is not by our side.. deep in my heart i really understands, but the emotions within me just cannot be controlled: layers of missing you, the amount of disappoinments encountered (whenever we can't spend more time due to some understandable reasons) the chocolates.. my physics.. i tried my best to be strong, its hard dear... tears welled up by itself.... i hope you understand.. making you feel worried and helpless is never my intention... In doing so, i have instilled some into you.. i will remove them from you k? maybe by kissing you more.. haha.. of course by confiding in you more.. ya.. i am glad everything ended... and you are PASSING OUT! awe... but i think i will have no time for you in the weeks ahead... but i will make time dear.. coz i really miss you......... life is very very very dry without you always by my side... and now that we have these 12 days, i will make sure we spend time......... i MISS YOU...i really do..............................

oh....

well well..finalli got the results..very surproised..very..by both our results..
thank god goe helpin us thru these tides...
still remember my dear was so worried..she said she didnt do well..but have mug hard..
realli worried that she will get things like BCD...worried she cant get into uni..
worried she cant be a teacher..worried she cant reatain..more worried for her than meself..
although my boat was shaking..hers was like sinkin..realli worried..
AAC..not bad i gotto sae..gd enough to go for a lot of courses..now worried that she doesn't noe how to use her results well..n yup..shes working..hopefulli she realise that come june..she will be back to studies..n as i sae..STUDY is realli impt..for now at least..yup..hopefullli my dear..u can make a decision bymaybe 11 march..then opt for some ntu course..some nus course..n pay up the appli fees n oso..try some scholarships.. dear..ther is realli a lot of paperwork..promise me to get it done k..i'm worreid for u..
at times..i cant find time to worry abt myself..for i think so much abt u...
for me..very lcki wth 4a..shocked my parents..i mean with all their surpport..all their car n concern..i wana be someone in life..no doubt im worried abt whether love n study can be complimented..but my ans is yup, it can.my goal in life..get some bank related scholarship..study buiz n acct..work real hard..haha..no need to sign on to the army..haha..but i muz work hard...for i satisfaction n my fam n my dear..

dear..u r always part of me..or another word..u have me...