yup..im no longer a cv..im a soilder..protectin singapore..learnin how to kill..ns lifecan be scripted in juz 1 word 'tired'..bad things..i begin to use vulgirities in camp..i'll change i promise..good things..i see a lot of things that non ns men will not see..its true.in ns u realli mature..u become a men..turned myself into a cold serious monster again..ther r fun times but they dun last..n time is the most precious gift of god..no..life..maybe when u r stuck in an island of training for 14 daes..u might understand..n yup im gg in for another 14 tomorowe..ther be field camp..no time no communication from dust to dawn..playin in the jungle..7 long long daes..all rite im in bravo coy..platoon 1 sec 2 bed 7..find me if u can..but i noe no-one can..in the army..u get tekang for weird reasons..maybe thats why someone lost his mind..maybe..
my coy got 2oo peeps i think i noe oni abt 80..my platoon has 50..we r close..my section 13..we r like real close..haha..lotz of memories on my 1st book out..cant forget bulu..super blur king..but one whom i utterly respect..coz he said this in a lecture in front of 200 men...i love my dad..hes my hero..it takes courage to sae this..n for that..i salute him..
trainin is tough but as a frend told me..tough trainin doesn't last, tough men does..everydae in camp i see sun rise i see sun set..glorious sight..wake at 4-5 sleep at 10-11...absolute no life..military trainin..but as i told her..i love the military worklife..but being a recuit..an nsf is totally diff..its duty..very tirin everydae..pillow's my best frend now..n yup i learnt to stand n sleep..try15hrs of trainin n 6-7 hrs of zzzz..try for 14 daes..even the most optimistic man would frown...
think im doin fine in my platton...noe most of the peeps..thru my hurry ups n knock it down..haha for the fun guyz...my section is damn funni peeps..by the motto 1st to eat 1st to book out last to fall in..we r the sabotagers..but trust us..we were always on the dot..
came out for some airforce stuff..ate charsiew rice its 2 bucks..but to me it was as though i have nvr eaten such stuff before..then got fried rice..on the 2nd small book out..the taste was great.. trust me all singaporeans..these r food that we find normal or take for granted..but these r the best food in my life..ns food is gd..rice 3 meat 1 veg 1 soup 1 fruit/jelly n 1 water..but its mass..its for many many people..it taste the same everydae...
im now gg treasure life even more..sinece time is not on my side..i look at those peeps studyin..pri..sec..poly..jc..i realli sincerly miss those daes..its when u lose someting..u begin to treasure..i lost the mainland feeling..seein hdb feels weird..seein cbd feels weird..seein people feels weird..seein my love ones feel weird..seein my room feels weird..seein her feels weird..
im beginnin to mature i guess..beginnin to understand god's most precious gift..life.
see all in another 16 daes time..mum,dad,sis...words cant sae how much i love u..dear..i promise to stay by ur side..juz like u have..in the most diff of times..
God bless all n take care..
".....when u only got a hundred years to live...."