Thursday, December 29, 2005

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

tired

dunno why but tired easily these days...
so much events commin up...
hope that all be fun n fine...
dear..i hope i didnt upset u yester...
im sorry...
think im just not in the best of moods...
apologies accepted?...
haha...ok...love u...

Saturday, December 17, 2005

long day..

had a gd time today..
dunno why the feelin of resting peacefulli at hm..
its juz so nice..
its like i've been fightin against time eversince sec sch days..
finalli i see peace..time workin for me..at least for the time being..
waitin for oeti..only eat talk and idle..
haha..i dun care..as long as i can hit my very bed everynite..
i be a happy man..
next up..bikee..rcc..brcc..overseas..n prob i will n prob i be here again..
with my pink ic..god this past yr has been fast n furious..
saw a kid today..cute..boy..kinda handsome..maybe 4?
incredible..he looks like me of the past..haha..nar..
heres what that happened:
mum..boy im sendin u to nanny house k..
kid..mommy mommy r we on 98(in arms of mom holdin a dougnut..i almost took it frm him!)
mum..yup..eat slowly dun choke..drink water..
kid..(looks abt awhile..innocent eyes..so pure)..i dun wan..
mum..come dirnk abit..abit k..
kid..(chuckles..n slurp)..
mum..ok a bit more..
kid..(stop drinkin le)..mummy i wan to buy sweet..
mum..ok after i work k..
kid..(lookin sad..sob sob..looks around..hugs mom)..mommy i dun wan u to work..i dun wan
mom..awe ok but mommy muz work k..
kid..mommy dun go..pls..mommy dun work..
mom..i ask daddy buy u sweets k..
kid..i wan mommy..(bits dougnut)..mommy i full..

have we grown up so much so that we no longer love who we use to?
..that set me thinkin..
how innocent i was in the past..
how pure..how kiddish..
gee..im gettin old..

Friday, December 16, 2005

hi hi...

very long didnt blog le..
so tired..jux woke up early morn to do this..
days r so sian these days..
ironic?haha..cant wait to go back to training..
think im gettin fatter..not proven yet..
juz got out of parade..memorable..
its the peeps that make it memorable..
my dear..my fam..
"sir" here "sir" there..
realli not used to it..
cant they call me by my tag "freddy"..
realli not use to the sudden improvement in life..
but im definately thankful..
for now i finalli can spend some real time with her..my honey..
think its almost 1yr of service le..
thank u honey for stickin with me thru these thick n thin..
n i realli mean it..from the heart..coz there were days..weeks..
where u will be lonely..sob sob..
but as i promised..i will be back..
to love,cherish and care for u.