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day one of NTU

wow.. its day one of my University life.......
feels so different..... when it comes to school.. i miss ym baby.. those days in jc
wwhere e can meet up as and when we like....
first day.. went for talks and talks... so many talks.....
felt like zzinf thruout.. oh mine! this is the first day...........
lucky get tio msg my baby........ signed up for cheerleading and canoe polo.. hahaha..
sounds fun and happening ritezz......... =) juz trying out.. if there;s too much commitment..
then not gg to join le... darling, no cpu club.. hahha
dunno why btu felt very hungry, spent nearly 10 bucks today on lunch and tea beaks...
first day of school.....
hmm.. not too bad after all....
hope i enjoy the stay.... miss my baby....
love.

its me again...

its me again..
miss bloggin so much..realli miss being a civilian..
its definately not fun to be regimentalised..
but..its all up in the mind..its how u see it..
thank god i got love..love..
dear..fam..friends(?) haha..
too bad i got no time..
in armour..we run..never stop..life is hectic..
leanrnt many new stuff..big guns and cannons..
so what? pride?..hmm..i rather be a potato..
goin to driving soon..clock milege in the morn and thru the nite..
army made me saw a lot of sunsets..n sunrises as well..
guess ther be more sunrise..
but yup, everyday is a new day..
its a blessin to be wakin every morn..
dear..take a positive view of uni-nie...
n im sure u can make it again..
juz like u always did..
love u.

finalli a chance to write...

its been nearly a month since i 've written a decent blog..n this was wat that happened to me..

4wks ago..prepared n set off for ex lancer in brunei..it was a 10 day survival course includin climbin biang..in fbo..honestly for commandos n infantry peeps..pls pls take care..this will push u beyong ur limits..it was an sia flight..but e feelin was wierd..coz e whole plane was full of us..no need for passport too..reached brunei airport at 4am..its realli borin ther...honestly..theres like 2 hotels n 1 mega shopin centre..life is real simple..tok a bus then ferry..saw sunrise..it was honestly beautiful..coz the backin was waters n forests...reach terrembong camp..
survival thru skill..its a really old camp..long beach house n old cookhouse..
amazingly i got to use the well known metal tray..life was hectic..we learned navi..knots..survival fruits..not forgetin tokat ali..the perm staff were grea peeps..but soa was stict..its realli swift n decisive...
finalli after notin wat to eat..ex lancer begin..had to walk climb walk in full battle order..it weight at least 20kg n i was e signaller..25kg?..its super tirin but luckily my grp was fast n we had rest..
its real cold up the mountains..sleepin in hammock was a gd experinece..nor forgetin almost catchin fire..haha..in the end..got up biang in 1.5hr..got down in 5-6hrs..can u imagine walkin or glidin from sliperry boulders for 5-6hrs...fell 10 times..didnt feel gd but gotto sae my grp realli kept me goin..in the end..did combat swim..or mud bath..n got back to camp in 3 instead of 4 days..
chiong ar..hit the food..cateen stuff..2 plates of rice n 1 burger...impresive?haha..juz tryin to put back lost weight..honestlty for infantry peeps pls bring sulphur n gotex n insect repel..pls..
thers realli leeches..fire ants n snakes..honestly...washed up..took us 2 days n went for r and r.
went to water village..200 football fields housin 20% brunei pop..life is gross but simple...went to the meusuem..or gold palace n not forgetin the theme park..can u imagine its oni open for us...
187 cadets reli had fun..all the cocksrew n etc..went back the nxt day...cant believe i finalli reach hm...10 days of torture...
went to take a tankie test..didnt got it..but yup..make the best izzent it?bookin in soa next day..
soa is a realli stict fast pace taxin...nothing less..amour has what? "pride" ask every amour personnel and they tell u that..we r the frontline that will punch thur enemy attacks..
learnt a whole lot of guns..test after test..
40..50..apfsds..cupola..bushmaster..the apc is ultra...its kinda intrestin..coz we learn a lot of new things...but armour has a bad habit...kickin ocs cadets off..sad?no...it juz means i go to train doubly hard...
nxt week...will be drivin..i need to clock milege day n nite..fun?not realli...
can u imagine never eatin lunch or dinner without sand,mud, grease and oil on ur hands?
believe it.

god pls take care of my dear n my parents ?
thks.
peace.

home

i'm home finalli..
pro term begin...
socjot over..gd luck to those gg brunei..
love fam n dear..
armour..
swift n decisive..
take care n god bless.

a brand new start of holidays....

wow.. after so many months of working.. finally end work..... and my baby is COMING home! haahhaa.,,, finally,.. heard that his hand is swollen, so guys who are reading this, please pray for him k? yup...... this weekend.. went out with zhi rui to buy the july's birthday babies' gifts... bought jing ting andyen leng and vivien's gift.. we shop and tried so many tops in the same shop.. think the salegirls recognize or blacklist us le lah... hahaha.. but we did buy... haha... finished the shopping and went off to buy my baking cake premix.. so HEAVY! still have to carry it for church and the rest of the shoppoing... learnt my lesson.. next time dun buy this stuff so early... then left for church service.. its been many months since i last attended service.. felt quite uncomfortable.... but here again.. peaceful.... and refreshed too... yup.. that marks my saturday...

sunday? i zz till haha... 1pm! wake and zz.. wake and zz.. wow.. thats life... =) then watch armargaddon... so NICE! SO TOUHING! cried so many times.. haiz... poor harry..... idolize him till death le! awe.................. left house, and went o xia's place to bake cake... one the is for qiao's 21st birthday... quite delicious! i muz say.. but looks wise.. hmm.. can be improved. =) ioe she loves it... finished baking and left for zhu chao.. wow.. 2 persons for a meal.. its ex you know... ya... walked home after that... and ended my day with a call frm darling... =) its always so nice to hear his voice... though we hardly meet these days... haha. he's coming back... pray for him ya... 1 day left... =) god bless.

misses

been so long since i blogged.. very busy and lazy.....

my weekend has been great! coz darling was out sine wed.. and he fetched me on
thursday where we had seoul garden for dinner.. so FILLING!!! was delicious and fun..
friday: was sick, didn't go out as planned.... surprise surprise! baby came with the puzzle he bought and we started doing it...the puzzle is SUPER NICE! chip & dale! =) hoping to complete it soon......
saturday: went east coast in the afternoon.. saw the helicopter with S'pore flag... somethign special... cycled... baby brought hammock..... tried zzing on it.. so scary... but it was fun... relaxed there and had a great time! baby was so funny... can't help but laughed at his crappy jokes... really had a great time ther! =) =)
sunday: sent baby off to brunei... and the flight was pretty late.. at 2.30am...man. there r a lot ple wearing the same dress codes.. looked like some school outing? took our "last pic" before he left.. can see our eyes r so tired... hope he will have a good time out there.. though its tough...

hmm...so now my baby is in Brunei and juz went outfield this morning.... only back on sunday.... haiz.. no more his voice and msgs for 4 days.... Miss him..!!!!!
Started my tuition life agin.. tonight after work, there willbe tuition again... late until 9pluz pm.. reach home will be drop dead.. think still need to prepare the gifts for my colleagues tmr.. coz tmr is my very last day working at A*star... wow.. so fast! 4 months has flew..... ofeel pretty nostalgic.. miss my seat.. miss the envirnoment here.. oh ya! miss the vending machine.. miss my crappy and sweet colleagues.. mis my laptop.. miss the security guard who never fails to ask you for pass.... EVERYDAY YOU KNOW! haha... miss the AGS scholars.. haha.. no more filing.. miss the pantry.. no more catering!.. haiz... miss the milo i have daily.. miss the interview files.. miss the feel of being in office... eating.. no more ghim moh, MOE.. or the big juicy fruit from soulfood! GOSH! A*star i am gg to miss you.. =) but ya.. i need a break before sch start.... at least i have sweet memories here....Thanks to all my colleagues here who have always been so sweet and helpful..... =) *miss my dear & a*star....

at 1am before he went for brunei 

happy national day!!! hhaaha... cool ritez? took this at east coast! 

lazy baby making puzzle 

on bus to east coast.... 25th june 2005 

armour..

haha..its like o230 rite now..haha..guess my bod's so used to wierd timings..
worse tomorow packin for socjoc brunei..7aam..which means wakin at 0615..
cant wait to blog all my ocs memories..
not forgettin sierra wing where i had bad n gd experiences..
guess it makes one stronger..was gg to infantry..delta dead..foxtrox er..
nope..my name's not in..posted to school of armour(soa)..
happier..definately..as i always sae
"i juz wana learn new things..have a new enviroment and see a bigger perspective of army"
finalli..im no infantry..rats runnin abt..im goin armour..n if..im so so so..lucki..
who noes..maybe a tankie..driving a tank..beyond my dreams..wat abt recee?
they go on bikes..nah..apc is fine too..at least thers wheels for the 24k where infantry..
i salute u..gotto walk..currently tryin to ooozzzee every little time left..leavin for brunei soon
d day h hour? 270230...end of mission? 060530.. socjoc..hope its fun..
wat can be fun in military..till now i have no ans..cant wait to ord..be a civilian..pink ic...
but before that..y road is still long..6mths frm commission..17mnths from ord..
black beret..soa..tough road ahead..but i guess its somewat better for me compared to green..
sungei gedong..somewher into lck..very hard to get ther..but for now..im not worryin..
for now..i got 3 days..and a lot of things to do..
chill nitty..

sch is starting and i am all gear up....

its thursday.. and i am here working still...... and my baby hasn't reply me yet.. guess he muz be still drooling away.. gonna meet up with him soon... so exciting!!!! hhaaha.. today dress code very very funny.. my first time wearing this skirt! hhaha..... sis bought it for me in hong kong during winter season.. so maybe thats why it is funny.. =)

school gonna starts.. and i am ultra excited.. but the sad thing is that all my camps clashes with on another. all because of the stupid nie camp... setting at such a werid date.. whereby it clashes with sports camp and hall camp.. isn't it dumb? and worse still, its compulsory... there will be impt briefings.. but i will definitely prefer the other 2 camps.. *sobs sobs* haiz..... i am gg to a school which i find the organising committee is terrible... hope life there wouldn't be so screwup...

i am gg to stay in hall... pretty confirmed coz my partner agrees...and for my parents side, shldn't be a problem since i am paying.. haha... so exciting... =)

congratulations to my darling too! h e is in ARMOUR INFANTRY! though it is further, but it has always been his wish.. i am PROUD of & HAPPY for him!! =) =) =)

think i have to go and find charmmaine le..... work time... take care guys! see u my bf!

darling, i am here. 

a kiss for you... 

huggiews 

piggy back! 

swimming!!!!!!!

=)


a nicey sat.... we went SWIMMING!!!!!!!1 My patient beloved darling finally went swimming with me! we arranged to meet up at the complex... but again i was late.. baby was already on his way reaching the complex when i called and ask to meet at bus stop... hhaa.. and he really walked back for me.. so touched.. simple yet its under the hot scorching sun.. it juz shows something. something that is call LOVE. =) so this sparked the day.....

never tried to swim the length in deep pool before... but his time with him beside/behind me, i tried.. when i reached the middle of the deep pool, i was SCARED.. the first lap i stopped.. and hold by the side.. terrified i was, so we discontinued and tried trapping water... he keep reemphasizing i am beside you.. dun be scare... coz he can touch the floor! 1.7m versus 1.5m.. of coz i am scare.. and he isn't... hahahz... ya.. but he was sweet.. always there to look after me.. accompanying me as i practised.... from 30 seconds to abt 50 secs... haha.. darling, i made it!.. then we swam.. really one length this time.. i was really breathless.. but felt very happy! love my dear! =) after which, we went to played the slide.. and opps.. dear injured his back.. no second time i guess.. but the YELLOW slide at je is really thrilling! plego try it... tried the current thing... FUN. and yes..w e say this little boy swimming very professionally at the deep poo.. he looked like he was only 2 yrs ole.. so small yet so COURAGEOUS! felt a little ashamed... hehhez...

after swimingm we showered and set off the PS to catch movie.. though sweet memories were created, sad one is left behind too..:i lost my watch.. the one that is a couple to my dear.. sob sob... shall return there and ask the man again.. maybe there's some nice soul out there who returned.? maybe. maybe not. =(

left it behind, we continued with our date.. went o PS To catch "a lot like LOVE" though there's a lot of kissing scences, i enjoyed the movie. coz finally oliver and emily married after 7 and a half years of waiting.. happy ending but weird relationship.... check it out guys! =)

good thing always has an ending all him and i
we left PS and dearie sent me home...
the day ended, but he photo and memories remain.

mj luv fl

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