a usual yet special sch day!

the very day started with my darling waiting for me at the bench.... as usual we met and smILEZ! and chat... think its so BLESSED to get to see your loved ones everyday... then yup i complained i was hungry... within seconds he said lets go and get food... how thoughtful can he get,.... =) then ya.. though we didn't manage to eat together, we met up during econs and after sch... then we met lin su hui, and she said that my darling has slimed down! compliment or not? and i look rosier! =) darling, i didn't nui dai you right? =P ya.. my darling is alittle disheartened today... so darling, when you read this blog... i wanna tell you that yup! never bow to defeat... and dun be disheartened k? coz you've got someone that LOVES you A LOT! and thats me.... its a test, not prelims yet... still got time.. yup! always here to relieve your stress and sadness... never alone... can complain to me... guess got to end by saying, darling i love you.... always.

where are u darling..i need u..wher r u?

dear..its abt 825..body battered and bruised..need u..wan u so much this sat nite..shld have known better..miss u so much..wher r u..such a cold nite..so lonely..so lifeless..luv u so much..pains my heart to let u go..i cant be selfish..maybe i shld..

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever


And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time

wher r u...i am so dead here..i miss u..

east coast

wowz...very very tiring day again..hmm..
yupz..we met up at abt 245yah at jemrt again..but my little darlin was early todae..unbeilivable ritez..haha saw her hair n stuff..she was so shy..but my dear..ur hair was fine..realli was..
reached east coast aft some lost paths n yupz started to cycle..
we got a twin-cycle..me at front she at back..very happy..very wen xin..but not fair! she didnt cycle me the whole journey..but even if she wans i wun allow..shes my oni precious so muz treat her e best..
dun wan her to tire out..haha..had fun riding fast n hearin my darling yell..reached e jetty where we sat a while n i said a wrong thing..promise her nvr to use it in front of her..broke it..felt bad..real guilty..didnt mean to..im sorry..
went on to ride n saw some palm trees n once again seat on the benches..think itr was realli romantic..wind blowin on a cloudy day..felt so fine inside..saw a "Bad" man..who haha..pee..
cycle all e way back..n yah some romantic songs..wanted to tell her so much that i love her...but darling was hungry..oh my she sacrifised pizza for me..im like so touched..i didnt likee pizza..she knew it..thats why we left for chicky leg..
got to ps..ate a lot of food..not realli by my standards..n yah got black carrot cake..guess cravin no more..haha..went hm with a fat belly..not oni me..my darlin too...
yes..sent her all e way hm..wanted to bid her a gd day n a gd nite..kiss her on ur head..darlin that took courage..but i love her so so much..didnt wana part..want to be with her for the rest of my life..love u dear..hope u had a gd time....

i juz saw him yestersay.......... thogh it was only a short meeting, it left me a sweet memory...... went to chen yi's house.... met up with him on bus 98. almost got up the wrong bus... phew.... yaa... he was in grey OBS shirt and i was in ORANGE OBs shirt! so coincidence! =) hehezz... then i had a craving for fried carrot cake, and he really went to search with me.... so sweeT!!!!!!! hehhezz.. after eating, we met a "cute" guy on the way........ he doesn't appeal to me k (in case somebody is jealous) (o",o)... coz i got him lee..... yaa... think it was a sweet short day...... i miss him le....

missin u

dear...after what happen yesterday..i realli didnt want to part..coz u look so so happy..didnt want our 7thmth to be like this..haiz..
n todae..u had to go buy presie...realli want to talk to u..miss u so much..but..i still got to mug..luv u deeply..

the best birthday in my 18 yrs!

30th of may was the best birthday celebration i ever had in my 18 yrs of life! able to celebrate with the one i loVE THE most! hehezz... the day started with me being late for hmm.... half an hour? feel so badzz........ but my darling dun mind at all... hahazz..so i shall be late next year too! =P then we went to have long john.... and sat all the way to pasir ris... woo! and its THEME PARK TIME! hahahahhazz...... we sat the FERRIS WHEEL for our warm up! then the innner rollar coaster..then to ALL THE EXCITING RIDES! WOWZ! unfortunately, there was a heavy downpour and we have to take shelter at burger king.... oh ya! my dear was so "motherly"! he assisted a lady to push her baby cot..... Thank god the rain stopped in time for us to catch the gOLD CART ride! we went to the wrong queue and waited for 45mins! coz we wanted an individual ride. but seeing that we waited so long, the assistant give in to our request... so nice! however, we felt a little guilty, making him in a difficult position, coz he rejected subsequent request by other customers..... Then we went to the advanced gold cart! wow! my darling drove so fast!!!!! but being the SWEETEST bf, he slowed down, and waited for me.. =)
HERE COMES final round! and thats where the "HANDS UP"INCIdent came in! hahahahaz.. we were so obedient, coz we are supposed to lift our hands for the lady to fasten our seat beltss. and we really did the actions together! think the lady was so AMUSED by our "obedience"! =P again! we sat the FERRIS WHEEL for our"cool down"...... wowzz.... what a lovely afternoon we had!
after our fun TIME! wmy dear treat me to my favourite dinner spot!!!! and that THAI EXPRESS! WOWZ!!!!!!!! THOugh i wasn't hungry, the thought of the soup sent my saliva drooling.. hehezz..
i really thank god for him in my life! coz he makes a normal 30th of may so SPECIAL! i really love the present! it was a present that really went through a lot of thinking and efforts! so thoughtful!(dear, i can feel it from my heart..... ) actually frm the bottom of my heart, i dun want any gifts..... really dear... i find you spending your time with me moST MEANINGFUL... =) though my darling can't spend 31st of may with me, but he has made everyday 31st of may till now...... i love you.

Love u....

dear darling..yah..u juz got ur little present n i hope u realli love it...
dear..i thought of many things before..i mean..sewing..peas..but i juz cant find time..n thats not an excuse..somehow..im sorry..for i want to even treat u better..
so i went lookin for a present..yes..i saw braclet.neckless..ear rings..but they looked so so plain..i mean..they look so normal..so decided to head for material stuff..n yah saw such a beautiful surf shorts..i mean..i noe my darling loves it..n yah..so instead of a dress..i got it..
so so worried..coz u look forward to e presie so much..so worried that i will dissapoint..realli..n yah..when i gave it to u..u were so shocked..hope u realli love it..although it might not mean a lot to others..it means a lot to me..saw ur smile..oh my..how i wish my life will be full of u..ur smile..u..
yupz..u said u love it..n that realli made me feel so so gd..dear..i cant bear to see u smile...coz it realli feels so so gd..
then we went hm..guess u were worried abt wat i said..but yah..i am fine...realli...how can i ever bear part with u..n let u walk alone in this world..i will hold on to u dear..i love u..i wun leave u..
Yupz..so so so gd..e smile..its like all i could ask for..dear..im sure there will be other guys..who will buy super X stuff for their girls..but i cant yet..But something i want to let u noe..i promise u eternal love and happiness that they cant..hope my love n the little gift is the best present...
i'll try to improve and love u even more k..coz i noe..thers no one that i love..more than u..
Happy Birthday..lookin forward to Sun :)
I LOVE U

What a surprise! =)

wowz! Today begins with us meeting in room 113.everything was normal, had our usual break... Didn't realise there was a plan all along to celebrate my birthday today....
hahazz.. Felt so loSS FOR words! GUESS WHAT! MY "loving" darling play a prank on me!!!!! Mr Liew.... hahazz.... That I bubbled some sentences without thinking.... hehezz....... But i meant it ...... Somehow I didn't thought of the "consequences".... So embarassING! Think everyone in class muz have freak out... hahhazz.. I really APPRECIATE it very much! Was surprisED too... Thank you 03S24(2003) ! Namely siyi,yi huiz, li yun, chen yi,ah dai,swee fong,chee siang, engsim,jingyuan and not forgetting my daRLING! hheezz.. Had a DELICIOUS CAKE and SUPER CUTE tiger! hahazz..... Then my dear sent me home coz he has no PE today...=)
afterwhich we went to IMM to eat long john! Guess what! It has a new waffle FRIES! Which will send your mouth drooling...! =) THOUGH TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY, BUT IT FELT SO specIAL.... SO SPECIAL... =)

everyday is a wonderful day

wowz..it was gg to be a busy busy day and once again..i slept late last nite..was rather bothered by the fact that im not working hard enough so i realli left my dear for some self-study time..i didnt mean to feel cold..i love her..
then we got back our results n we manage to pass our econs..e smile on my darling's face..finalli..was so great in my heart..she was happy..n whenever shes happy..i cant help but feel it that way too..
haha..soon cca time and my darling had to leave me..rather sad coz... but yah..couldn't tell her wat i was doin..i miss her..n didnt want her to go..hope and hope that she can feel it..but i realise i was so selfish..maybe thats part of love..or maybe its juz plain selfish of me..haiz..
got a new hairdo..(new as in hair gone) n slept thru my day..god i miss u..

test-time....

Well well....1st day back in sch gettin our results..as always chatted late last nitez...haha..slept too..but cant help but want to hear my dear's voice..she's the one i love the most..realli.
Cant wait to see her in school..every morning..lookin at my dear..its already a god-given blessing..cant believe how our love has grown..
But realli neglected her todae..nvr spend time during both breaks..they might be short..but they are worth every second of my life..i was so so so busy..
News broke n my darling didnt do well..gotto say she loooked sad..pains me so much to see a frown than a smile..i noe she put in effort le..i realli hope god sees and god helps..wanted to cheer her up..but also wanted to let her noe how serious exams are..
So we waited for 198..realli hard to put a smile on her face..hope everything is fine..and as always..thinking of her..
She's my life now.. don't take it away...

start of blogging

hi there...this is freddy...tryin to kick start a bloggy webbie that dedicates my life..my darling's life and whoever who have made an impact on our life..