UPSIZEDEDEDED BURGER KING!!!!!!!

long day..

had a gd time today..
dunno why the feelin of resting peacefulli at hm..
its juz so nice..
its like i've been fightin against time eversince sec sch days..
finalli i see peace..time workin for me..at least for the time being..
waitin for oeti..only eat talk and idle..
haha..i dun care..as long as i can hit my very bed everynite..
i be a happy man..
next up..bikee..rcc..brcc..overseas..n prob i will n prob i be here again..
with my pink ic..god this past yr has been fast n furious..
saw a kid today..cute..boy..kinda handsome..maybe 4?
incredible..he looks like me of the past..haha..nar..
heres what that happened:
mum..boy im sendin u to nanny house k..
kid..mommy mommy r we on 98(in arms of mom holdin a dougnut..i almost took it frm him!)
mum..yup..eat slowly dun choke..drink water..
kid..(looks abt awhile..innocent eyes..so pure)..i dun wan..
mum..come dirnk abit..abit k..
kid..(chuckles..n slurp)..
mum..ok a bit more..
kid..(stop drinkin le)..mummy i wan to buy sweet..
mum..ok after i work k..
kid..(lookin sad..sob sob..looks around..hugs mom)..mommy i dun wan u to work..i dun wan
mom..awe ok but mommy muz work k..
kid..mommy dun go..pls..mommy dun work..
mom..i ask daddy buy u sweets k..
kid..i wan mommy..(bits dougnut)..mommy i full..

have we grown up so much so that we no longer love who we use to?
..that set me thinkin..
how innocent i was in the past..
how pure..how kiddish..
gee..im gettin old..

hi hi...

very long didnt blog le..
so tired..jux woke up early morn to do this..
days r so sian these days..
ironic?haha..cant wait to go back to training..
think im gettin fatter..not proven yet..
juz got out of parade..memorable..
its the peeps that make it memorable..
my dear..my fam..
"sir" here "sir" there..
realli not used to it..
cant they call me by my tag "freddy"..
realli not use to the sudden improvement in life..
but im definately thankful..
for now i finalli can spend some real time with her..my honey..
think its almost 1yr of service le..
thank u honey for stickin with me thru these thick n thin..
n i realli mean it..from the heart..coz there were days..weeks..
where u will be lonely..sob sob..
but as i promised..i will be back..
to love,cherish and care for u.

< THe final awaited HOur>

PrETTY Ras plus PreTTier ME! wahaha.. juz kidding...

This Lady here.. man!! she's pretty alright.. alright.. stop looking at her........ haha.... she as ex colleague at Astar.. and now she is still there! exploited le la... find a BeTTer JOb girl!!! haha.. we went shopping and ended up buying Ladies WEar!.. to be exact.. BRAs... to be more exact.. Triumph BrAs... good and they are ON Sale!!! hahaHa..

thoguh we haven met up for quite a while.. ShoPPing wth her is Stioll a Hilarious as ever! now that she is 21.. haha.. even more Things to make fun of her! hehez.... sat ard in town. and chit chat... realize now she has a on going good guy friend... wahaha... when will he became not only a guy friend??? let me know k? anyway your friendster status is fake la... opps! ! shhhh......

had a GOOd day i muz say.... hope everything goes well for her!
when's our next shopping TRip???? =)

Commissioning Parade

wowowowow.......

MONday

went SINGing like mad on MOnday!!! 8 HOUrs in a row!!! from 7pm to 3am!!!!!
quite cool... and we only pais 12bucks! very cheap hor.... enojoy ourselves to max! catch up with xiao hui and discover so many little secrets.. haha.. shall not name names... saw Jing Ting, think she needs some running.... *hints hints* saw Zhi rui! she is so PNKISH! bag was pink, shirt was pink, and cheeks were pink... so sweet.... hong zhen and esther still the same.. no difference.. Hong zhen sings so well!! and not forgetting xiao hui! wow.... all the best for her competition today!


Tuesday

i went for BAsketBall!! at 3pm! so hot the weather.... oh no... a lot of new freckles pop out le! so sad............. but had a good time definitely..... dawn still look the same.. pretty little girl with rosy cheeks... henry needless to say.. still the same.. along with his friends.. so Cool man! he sucha a grEAT defender! i mean his friend.. like he defended every ball like it's his life... admirable.. had fuLL court game. that's it.. breathless.. TOE PAIN... bluE black le.. coz nail too long... shoes too big..
thats it.. learnt a lesson le.... thats why can't go swimming today... sorry vien....... so thats my past 2 days......... time to stay at home....

miss baby... gosH parade coming so soon.....

*under maintainenece*

sucha nicey dovey day.........

a new chapter started again... its the End of another weekend..........

Saturday!

we caught CHICKEN LITTLE!!!!! hey ras, it Good! very Simple.. yet within its Simplicity lies a very touching story... watch it ya!!! Love meeting up with baby! his face wasn';t worse... thought it improved.. yup.. yes..a line on your face.. but i am sure it will be gone after your parade k? i wun pester u to go swimming often..w e juz stay at home to complete puzzle k? then line will be gone soon.... haha..
ate with baby's parents..... was our treat... it really felt different.. somehow it juz pai sei to always get treated by his parents... haha.. .. YUmmy!!!! haha.. we are getting fatter.....


To my Baby:

I LOvE YoUr Card! *MUACKS*

It all started with baby coming to my place...... guess what? he carried the printer... like a BIG BIG BUlkY printer.. all the way from his place to mine...
What a morning surprise! so sweet.... thats why i say i can't help falling deeper and deeper for him...recieved my 2yr and 1 month Anniversary gift..... its a BOoK! by Jeffrey Archer... wow... or shld i say... HUH..... that means i have to read...Affter reading Davinci code, i thought an end to m accomplishment! then another new book arrived...... Mr BOOkworM, i am gg to become Mrs BOokWorm le la...... love this very monring.. how i wish every morning will be like this...(*winks Winks*)

then baby carried my heavy fan and accompany me to Giant for a "fake exchange" In thinking that there's a missing part, we then heed for an exchange.. BUt BUT BUT... mum was careless.. reached here.. checked.. there isn't.. poor baby... got to carry it back.. so heavy...... awe... yet so Sweet... without him, i will be dead..... oK now this sounds like a little woman,, which i am NOT! but seriously, i think he's the Man of my life... along with my father.. haha.... BOught our baking ingredients and head off for a JC class gathering at yi hui's place....

Event of the day::

saw siyi's pageant.. wow.. Gorgeous ladies!!!! she's the queen ok! dun fool around...

then we bake cookies... or shld i say...... I REad the recipe.. theyDo!.. haha........ its So Fun! we were juz relaing and laughing out herts out.... i really enjoy myself... haha.. i was MaNJONgIng and baby was baking cookies.... haha.. i am a big bully.. yes i know!! i only wanna eat.. so yup! there goes my Sweetie Pie... having to bake cookies wasn;t enough, we played card games... alight. to be specific: POker cards. haha...... rule of the game: "i lost, baby wash!" hehez...okok... i am a big Bully.. yes i know.... awe... he's sweet..... we played ard for a while.. pose here, cheese there..... photos taken. time for home..........

that's how the sword photos are here...went to baby's place to see his sword... awe... it was Glistening under the Sun........awe..... Gorgeous man! wow!!! drank auntie's soup! another highlight! Auntie's thick herbal soup with Sliky Tender white Chicken... it makes u drooll.. and want for more... =) haha..........

babay walked me to bus stop... bus came... though weather was superb hot... were force to bid goodbye......

miss him..............................

love his card.............

another chpt has closed.

wait patiently for the next one....

IN Awe

oh MINe....

oh mine! can you see the difference? ????
baby look so Smart with the sword....
but juz take a look at me..(was trying to act smart...)
but apparently i look like a kuku...
haha... nevermind.......
i am happy to juz HOLD it........
awe....

late nite...

aloha everyone...so glad to be back...so so glad...
why coz xmas comming...sis bd...ny2006...2lt experience...jj award...watever....
4more days to 2yr 1mth..dear..i love u..short and sweet..not u..but us..our love...
got my sword..kinda great feelin esp during dinner and post dinner...
hopefuli pics will be out soon...not forgeting 101202005..coms day...
biggest day of my life?maybe?haha..definately not but its def a milestone...
been practicing for 2wks and still got 1 more..sob...life carries on...
had a great evening aft such a my-dear-bored-week..im sorry honey..i cant take leave..
but im sure u understand..tats juz u...
realli felt nostalgic thru these times at safti..thise days u dread to do ippt..soc..life-fire..
ex aft ex..dread to wake at 4 cox e nxt time u come back is 5days..
ex socjot..ex wallaby opened my eyes...thank u..
now that a new road begins..i promise i will be a gd officer..i'll try...
peace.

i love him! yeS him!

a sneak PREVIEW.......

THIS A SNEAK PREVIEW.............
ITS AWESOME!.....
Eager to see the unblur version???
Eager to know where we took it???
wait patiently then............
haha.... =)

Shopping spree!!!!

what was supposed to be window shopping.. ended up NOt.... hahah..... we bought so many things altogether!!!!!!!! met up at Je.... and set off for Brass Basah? something like that? checked out some x'mas tracts..but realized Tecman doesn't sell relevant tracts... a wasted trip? not really... at least i saw the xmas cards.. so Cheap! like 32 for 6 bucks! not even 20 cents per card... didn't buy though.. coz was still deciding whether do i have a need for so many cards?? then we rush over to Plaza SIng to meet up withVIen's mum for lunch... haha.. was Auntie's treat.. so generous.... eaten my Chicken leg rice! superb! so delicious! ! haha... after such a full lunch, we started our PROPeR shopping spree....

vien bought cloth to make her x'mas gifts....and we bought bookmarks for our loved ones.. thought it was a good buy, but realized its the same price all across everywhere.... aiya... got conned? haha.. no lah.. not that serious.. bought a pair of Skirts! a excellent BUy... its branded??! .. the last piece.. was 49 bucks initially! guess how much i bought it for?????? u won't believe your eyes... its at a unbelievable price of 15 bucks! haha... and its the last piece..and it fit nicely on my hip... a S size, red, short, checkered skirt..... awe.... so classy..... very contented.

Vien bought like 5 similar x'mas gifts... coz she thought those were great bargains after discount.... then yup! she bought another butterflyish white top, with sequins sew on it.. very unique..a good buy too. at only 10 bucks!! at far east... i bought another high shiny pink heels!!! to go with my pink dress... its very elegant, classy, high and the best thing is that it's on HIm! haha.. on my baby... haha.... so yes! a good buy again...we shpped for like almost 8 hours... then we decided its time for home... i never regreted shopping with vivien... coz we ALWAYS make a good pair when it comes to GOOd bargains.... haha....

my legs are now as achey as baby's leg............... massage please... dear....
miss baby....

lallala...

holidays are here! and i am in holidays mood.... went swimming with baby yesterday!! from a non swimmer.. somebody who is very scare of water.. but now. i swam 3! yes THREE! yes 3! laps yesterday! very contented and happy with my ACHIEVEMENT! haha.. thanks to my baby who was always beside me.. seriously speaking,, i have a very bad phobia for water... especially after months since i last swam.... SUPER bIG ONE! but he helped me overcome them... guess what? during the 3 laps, i KICKED him 3 times.. 2 times on his hand. and one............................ on his face.. so POOR thing hor... baby i am sorry.. but he wasn't angry at all. though i know it hurts.... i will try harder the next time..... not to kick him.. but Not to kick him.. understand? hhahaha..
today today today....

i stay at home whole day to pack my room... if u didn't know... i am one with low tolerance for room outlay.. haha... yes i usually change how they look every 6months? not so rich to buy new ones... but change the positioning only..doing this gives me a lot of satisfaction! though my family dread it very much....(coz i always count them in my "paCKING DAy!" now they look so REFRESHING!!!! hehez.. gonna show my baby this week!! haha...

went to see somebody's friendster today.... gosh very very sad.. they used to be my idolise couple! always so sweet and loving... i find happiness and comfort in seeing them together... but recently they broke up... i wonder why..... i reall want to know so much.. i was a little affected..okok.. i know i am nosy... i believe they love each other very much... so much so that i believe the reason mux be a major one.... i hope things will work out for them soon...

no matter what, i pray for the best for them... ultimately, as what my dear always said, its their problem, we can only hope the best... but we can't do a thing........ in other words, " let it not affect us. and Dun think too much..." hahha....

yup! so that marks my day... what about yours?
miss baby...

ITS TAILOR MADE.

SO SWEET hor.... dear dear tailor made this for us..........................
i love him......

IKEA

who's cuter ar? hahahah....

of coz my prince lah! definitely not the froggie... haha.. freddie the the frog.. wahhaa.. awe... juz kidding dear... but it really exists! the calbury chocolate! =)

baby and his gf went to Ikea yesterday..... saw many rooms.. from elegant ones to classic ones to modern ones... ying you jing you... given the swedish background, i am surprised the designs are yet so related to Singapore's small HDB flats .. muz have done a lot of homework...baby bought a set of pinkish tealights and a wooden shoe rack.. and as usual we bought biscuit and chocolate! awe... i tell u. the Daim choco! tastes superb! so delicious... crispy caramel coated evenly with a thick layer of milk chocolate... awe... it juz melts in your mouth... no matter how you eat it, it still taste deli!!!!! haha.. then dear pass the stuff to uncle... and we continue to stay in Ikea.. and jalan jalan.. opps! nope. we didn't.. we visited the dining hall... haha.... i mean the restuarant.. MEATBALLS!!! taste so good...had such a sumptous dinner.. at first we wanted to go holland village... but but... you know.. its already dinner time. cannot control le.. hahha.... was starving..

after such a heavy meal, Clark quey came into our mind...... we walked along the alleys juz like during our prom night..... nice walk... happy walk.. beautiful night... with ple making merry.... ple of all walks of life... nice walk really. saw some pubs and clubs...... oh ya! and Hooters!!! i mean the ladies' dressing are so ................. the shorts are designed in such a way that make them look so awful... so much so that the sexiness lost its appeal...its not appealing... imagine juz showing some butts... i am not a guy so i dunno.... prob it appeals to guys??? thats only my opinions... i thought if they really want to appeal, they shld look good also.. prob a bikini will make them look much much better... what do u think? nevermind... thats again, juz my opinions.... after a long stroll, we went to KINokuniya.. if u didn't know, yup! i fell in lovE with a bookworm.. ahhaa.. okok... hhahaa.... saw some books and the shop closed so early.. we went in for a mere 15 mins and were asked to leave... of coz in a nice way via the broadcasting," dear customers, we are closing in 10 mins time......" haha.. they were repeated for 2 times with 10 mins interval each... then we left... guess Singaporeans are juz not too considerate....
tiredness finally set in.....we sat in TCC.. drank some intersting beverges... was Dear's treat.... along the river... nice scenery... nice wind.. nice ambience.. juz romantic to have him sit by you.... but time flies... time to head home....

dear send me home.
A nice chapter is closed. stay tuned.
beginning the next chapter next week....

done and over..

more pimples...
"what happened to u" hairstyle...
eating and fattening up...
enough said...
life is good...
apples taste good too u noe...
cheers

cauggt in the act!!!!!!!

its a special friday...... no lah.. it juz but another friday.

today today today..........

baby says i muz have looks gorgeous?????? now u see.. do i? no RIGHT??

looks like the same old boring me.......

met with with jason and henry.... feel s guilty.... coz its 2 guys....... i mean but i told dear about it.. so hopefully he isn't jealous....... wanted to play Basketball initially... butbut but.. jason initiated to celebrate henry's birthday.. so met in town instead..... met up with them.........kind of boring i think... coz we kept walking and scrolling... catch up with thier lives a bit here and there..... but thinking about baby......... coz Cineleisure is the place we always hang out for movies.......

they wanted to watch show... so i msg dear dear...asking permission time... hahah... no lah! juz wanted to ask his opinions... juz wanted to see if he's jealous... koko.. *evil grinz* pIGGy him. didn't answer my call..was reading his DA VINci COde again.... now the book is more impt than me... *evil thoughts* i am gg to steal the book form him one day.... wahaha.. i was in a dillema then . seriously. a DILLEMA. realized without baby's by my side, catching a movie will be weird.. especially now that i am a half married woman.... hahha... i know this sounds lame and "traditional".. .. but its juz weird.. watching with 2 guys... when u are attached....and your bf is in camp... like he is trapped there and here u are with 2 guys watching a movie... prob there's nothing wrong.. prob i am over sensitive... i think i am lame.. but nvm.. think if dear went to catch movie with 2 ladies when i am in camp or something...honestly i am not jealous!!! but i feel uncomfi.... like a little uncomfi.... prob with a little of jealousy... ALRIGHT! prob i am a little jealous. *such a litle woman u might think* but but but.... ultimately its still as long as he is happy, then i am fine.... this mentality is shared by us in common too...

final conclusion: do u think i caught the movie?

of coz!!!!!!!!!!!!! nope!!!! hahaa... so went for dinner with them.. and went home alone...sems so antisocial... but yes. i am half married woman. hahahha... so lame....

reached home.... and got so excited! coz after one zz... my baby will be out! hahha.. what are we gg to do tmr? any suggestions??????? =)

on baby's nights out

haha......... it's finally the end.... the end of my projects, the end of my exams... the end of my short dates... *phew...* what a relief... be it beter or worse.. its still OVer.... met up with dear for a few hours juz now... if u r doubting my statement? i juz re-emphasized.. yes! met him on thursday night! haha.. thurs night! he was having a night out... feel so happy!! finally my "love health" has improved...... haha.. okok... let me... see.. i wanna thank my baby for accompanying me all the way... being so understanding.... guess what hw did? he accompanied to mug early in the morning.... i was muging while he juz sat beside and use laptop quietly.... so sweet.... haha... he was so understanding..... i didn't had much time for him.... for we could only meet up for lunch or a short movie.. yet, he didn't complain... but cheered me on....... awe......... isn't he juz the perfect catch? i mean.. so understanding....*drowning in love* (",)

juz bought a SOFA for my family... YES! YOU DIDN;T READ WRONGLY.. a sofa! haaha. and of coz my heart ache while paying.... *sob sob*.. (thats my baby's quote) but yup! i feel good.... like somehow this money spent was worthwhile.. coz it brought smiles to my family and myself.. money can always be earned back...think i wasn't a filial kid in the past.... probably maturity comes with age.... when u see, feel and experience a certain angle of reality that u realized family is so important... and that time is running out literally, therefore precious... what do u think?

had quite a bit of fun reconciling with the jC girls on tues.... the 5 of us.. went for dinner at swensens... though its' juz a simple meal, it seems enriching.. listening about lives of ever individual... alright. prob only 1. coz the 4 of us are always together.. catching up with the rest... its juz differnt.. hearing their stores and not forgetting celebrating liyun birthday.. gosh, she' only juz 19..... while i am reaching 20 soon.. hhaha.... hope she had a memorable one.... i am so tired one........... and yup! i am very happy!!!!!!!!! coz my baby's is opt out from Rackee!!!! hehez... chich means more time for me.. and no POW course... and safer.... wahhaa... alright... i nee to zz.... so tired...............

yup!
to my 6 bros! meet up soon! i miss you guys... and muz celebrate marie's birthday...

and a little msg from MAG:
COMe VISIT me!!!!!!! haha.. POSSIBLe?

nitey..... take carez.

our 3rd baby a.k.a HObby..

haha.. a gift from baby from auzi......
very cute!!!!!

WHY????/?

Coz the back has one more baby....

Mounting the tank....... on parent visiting day.....

back...

back from e outback...
its kinda weird to be hm..nope...
its weird to see people again...
dear..im sorrie if i made u sad...
but i was in the woods..too long...
cold it was at nite..freezing so bad it hurts...
but im sure it made me stronger...
to everyone else...
pray for world peace...
cheers...

=)

juz another 12 more hours and my baby is back..
gosh.. i am so EXCITED... GOSH.....
MUZ ZZ NOW.... thhen tmr
i aill look pretty.... hahah

good nitez..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

so gorgeous....

i am dancing with my flowers

i simply love this surprise!

so SWEETT...! today's our 2nd Anniversary!

though my baby's in Australia!
he ordered this bouquet of FLOWERS for me!
so so SWEET o him!!!!!!! hhahah
i am HAPPY! =)

contented

i feel so contented with life.............
coz my beloved baby juz called......... haha.....

A World where there's only Us.. =)

taken on the last day before he flies...

its been 15days since i last saw my darling....

its been so so long since i last saw my baby...............when's nov coming? i miss him...........
i went for my math test on monday and it wad horrible.. ralized one major careless mistake... and one sum dunno how to solve.. very sad........ wanted to complain to my baby, but he's out in field camp.... how sad...... but yup! now i feel much comforted.. think tv can be a good source of encouragement.. haha.. WATCH IT AND U WILL SMILE.? haha.. haha.. provided show is humourous... i miss my baby................. he wil only be back form field camp on nov 6th... yearn to hear his voice....
so AnGRY WITH his friend!!! since he agreed to help, why give him at the airport... i thank him for helping me to give it to him.... but why can't he give on the exact date.... 18th of oct is way too early from 8th nov.. no more surprise surprise....... maybe i shldn't be upset. coz i dun even know the guy.. the fact th he's willingly to help.. i am thankful...... anyway.. hopefully, everyhing goes well.. just oray for my baby's safety.... and free from horrible bites... i will be THANKFUL....

my dad juz got retrenched.... but he seems quite fine with it... coz he HATE his boss.. so mea and demanding..i also have same sediments... anyway, its time for him to take a break... only my younder bro is schooling now.. and everybody else are working... so think financial burden wise, not too tough at the moment... but i still pray that he will get good lobang soon.....
so recent'y, i am getting SO FAT! oh mine...

coz my dad at home and he's a great cook! everyday "hao liao"! alamak! very bad.... getting so super FAT! ate a lo of seafood recently... my BIG JUICY PRAWNS! hahahah.... =) very sinful...

runnign after my exma.s..
which is coming... i better go and mug.................
6th of NOV PLEASSE COME FAST!

miss my mr liew...............

i miss baby

6 days of field camp has passed and my baby still hasn't call..........
I miss him............... Dear God, i pray that he is safe and good.........
my project presentaion has finished.. 20/25. Good job i thought!
completed essay! 3000 words with citations, evaluation, applicaton to singapore,
references...... educational psychological theories......... i hope i wun fail........
but dead tired meijing can't finish math tutorial anymore.....
time to zz....................
hopefullly baby will call soon..........
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..............

i love this man here!

aslt pic before he left for australia......

baby was looking athis air ticket before he left.....
as much as he misses his parents and me.... he wanted to go in earlier so that his parents and myself can go home eariler and rest coz his flight is on a tues late in the night............
juz how thoughtful can he get...... =)
miss you.......

was sendin me to school... he reached my place at 8am! so sweet ritez...

suntec

we went to catch the M18 dude Bigalow...
gosh.. think it shld be RA rated.... this is taken at Suntec.. nice ritez?

my life no? babay went for Australia le.. this weekends no dating.. but my life is so HECTIC! EXAMS, PROJECTS AND essays! ARE ALL COMING UP! currently trying to rush my esssay....... and improved my project..
to GOD'S grace, lecture postpone the tests to the week after the essay deadline. If not, i think i am dead by now... who says Uni IS A BED OF ROSEES... ? kind of miss my baby..
lets see, now he is having his out field, coming back from his field camp in 6 days time. then i cna heard from him again...
looking forward to finishing my essay.. finishing my project persentation.. then itss time! coz babay will be BACK!
take care my friends.
pray for him......

@airport

dear..im realli goin off..currently at the airport..
hmm..realli will miss u very much..
but i be thinking of u..n i will forge ahead..
times might be tough on ur side..
but always remember..hang on..
coz this is oni a short test..
love u.
bye

D DAY H HOUR

dear...im leaving on a jet plane..i dunno noe when i be back again..
dear..pls take care as im away..
love u honey..
always..

COLLIDE

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeahdo do do do
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow findYou and I collide
do do do do
I'm quiet, you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind
Even the best fall down sometime
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find You and I collide
Don't stop here
I lost my place
I'm close behind
do do do do

=)

gone for awhile...

baby..i had a great wk..i realli did..no army..
no burdens..so so carefree..thank god for all that happen..
thank god that we are still strong together..
the days will be tough..but tough times dun last..
24days will pass slowly and painfully..n i will miss u..
but no doubt the sky is the same..so is the sun..
when u'r done..look up..i be there looking up too..
to listen and to care..
pls take gd care of urself..
may god watch over u.

BLUR is nice... it covers flaws...........

*QUacks QuAcks*

doesn't my baby looks so cute?
juz like this litle quack quack....

i love him!

real tanks

these are REAL TANKS! haha.. i got to mount it....... which means stand on it on parent visiting day..
if only, i can drive it... so cool! i LOVE Sinagpore army!

23rd ANNIVERSARY!

so CUTE!

oh gosh isn't her cute?????
it seems that she is saying i miss you....
taken on darling's parent visiting day...
haven seen her for ages.... it in darling's army's camp bed.... so adorable..........
yup! went to his parent visiting day which is our 23rd annIVERSARY! =)

he wrote me a leTTER!

had such a memorable weekend....
guess what? baby WROTE QME A LETTER!!!!!!!!!!1 wow!... its been so long isnce he last wrote one..
so touched by his thoughts.. and as always he is juz so so SWEET....hehez....
we also went woodlands library to mug.... so unusual... coz itd like we are off the college days.. been so lon since we last muged together too.....
awe.... had a superb weekends with us catchig dark water..... hmm... but as always, my eyes are often shut then open... haha.. realized i have become so timid afterbeing with him.. ????? why?think i have to search back my guts again.. muz be over reliance on it.... haha... bougt our anniversasry gift too .. 2 yearsanni is coming.. decided on what to get... now in the process... hopefully i can finish in time...
miss baby.

east coast times!

east coast times!!!!!!!!!!!

i am so tired too...........

i am so tired... now is like 12 ++ am.. and i am here typing my essay.... so sick....but with my new laptop!and in my own room.. so it juz isn't too bad... think these days has been pretty tiring.. a lot of hoemwork and research to do.... kind of pressurize.. exam a re drawing near too.. and weeks before my exams, baby will be away in australia... how sad... but yup! that can meant more focus and time to revise.. juz lacking in physical encouragement.......
i am so tired.. think gg to stop now.. babay juz called.. and today there will be spot checks, so didnt talk long... but he called earlier at abt 7pm.. so made up.. contented? haha.. nope1 juz wishes for more time... oh no.. think i am talking more and more crap...
time to sign off...

love baby,
miss my baby and friends...

pretty?

baby says i look pretty here..... haha

tired baby...

my baby was so tired........ look at his eyes

up there

3 more months...
haha..more impt 13 more months...
pink ic.

my dear looks so cool.............

notice our shirts???? its the same colour!

SMILE!

ARMY OPEN HOUSE

went to marina for army open house.. and we sat in the tank on that day! so rocky and cool!!!!!!

reflections

its saturday........... one more day and my holis are over.... as i glance thru my timetable, can't help but realize i am a slacker..... suppose to get back my momentum for running and its not started.... fats are adding on each day.. especially at a higher rate during the holis! arghh..... FATS!!!! are such horrible creature that gets girls' nerves upon....anyway, another reflection: my revision plan..... as i aspire to achieve my honours, there seems to be a lack in my motivation towards it.... be it extrinsic or intrinsic...... for this week, it just isn't there...... have to search my soul and catch it back.... thats why i am reflecting now..... from thursday onwards, my baby can't sms and call me coz he was caught using his phone in his field camp... oh no! i was so worried... worried he will get confinement... since thursday, i also realized how scary solitude is.... without his sms and calls, life wasn't life.... i miss him like anything..after tuition on thurs, i was strolling along the stretch of field in te evening.... The peacefulness and serenity of the walk undiscovered my misses for him... deep inside, i was wishing for his embrace..... Probably we have been so distracted and allured by the city life that we forget that man needs to be with his soul sometimes.. every book out, shopping, cinemas, and eating in restaurants were our usual hangouts...its not bad, nor evil but its time for a change.........
i was out shopping with vivien on fri... a good shopping SPREE!shopping again! but its girls outing.. it was fun! as always with her.. and we had such good bargains! really happy for her and myself... thought i spent quite a bit.... no more shopping for the next few weeks.... really glad for her too coz she slimmed down.. haha.... when's my turn???????? =) but think she thinks i am getting paranoid... coz every msg i juz hopes its from him.... its friday night! he was supposed to be back by then... with much disappointments, none of the msg were from him.... now coMES THE HIGHLIGHT!
baby called me on saturday morning at 330aam! so happy!!!!!!! =) finally! was worried he was injured or anything.... finally i can have a good zz............

babay back to camp angain and i am havig my holidays.....

wow! another weekend spent with baby... though it seems short but i am contented.... =) 2 more months to him ending his life as a traineee... FIANLLY! !! think he hates his life in armour so much.. ESPECIALLY the nasty instructor! hope he gets out and not hamr anymore innocent souls.. or prob hope he cahnged fo the better? hmm.. went eating eith baby... to JP onsat evening.. haha.. baby was so tired...! lik SOSO tired.. coz he didn';t zz for like near to 48 hours.. butstill; he choose to go our with me.. awe.. juz love him to pieces... being aas understanding as i can, of coz thats why JP was chsen.
sunday morming babay woke up early in the morning for his 12 K marathon! wow.. he finished it with no sweat! or shld i say a lot of sweat! hehez.... then we went our again.. caught "the perect catch" at Cine.. so humorous!enjoyed the show very much! but hahah.. baby felt asleep a few times... guess the 12 k drains him out too.... watched it and went to JE to check out on phone.. coz his phone had spoilt.... then
home sweet home again.. though this week is my holidays!
i have so much to do.. 2 assignments.. 2 projects.. and tutorials. and still have to catch up with physics.. not easy man uni life.. but ya! with baby's love and nice freinds ard, iwill make it.. .. gtg.. take care ple!

life goes on

what a wk..
ok im out but there was times i dun wana live on with my current life..
think god is testing me..
im so scared nowadays..
but i noe someday things will be fine again..
love u dear and family.

hahaha... =) i LOve my weekends!!!!! =)

though last weekends was terrific! but these weekends were tremendous! hehez.. or shld i say any weekend with baby is FUN! before talking about ym weekend, lets mention my weekdays first...
had 2 TESTS this week! 2 MATH tests! maths isn't as easy as last time.. but ya.. think both tests are still manageable.. but 1 mat turn out to be good whereas the other one i juz pray for a decent B.. pray for me k? hehez...
this weekend i didn't mug.. haha.. juz slack at home on friday, went out with my little bro to shop for my niece's present... bought POOH'S pool... quite fun i suppose... kids these days are so fortunate... =)
went out with baby on Sat.. ate at Kenny Rogers... so DELICIOUS! our first time eating there.... it was baby's treat.. coz he insisted... as part of our 22nd month ANNIVERSAR! =) so sweet.. cna see babay is so burned out and tired.. his hands was having cuts and rashes.. man.. when will his NS end... bought a bag at hushhush at Suntec.. having 50% off! a tote bag costs on 9.5 bucks! ple, what are you waiting for?????? =)
then we went jalan jalan.. in shopping mall, of coz, the only thin to do is to SHOP! Baby bought a soccer ball.. coz he says he needs to relieve stress... hmm... so i shall turn myself to a ball??? then i can help him relieve stress? hahaha.. juz kidding.... there goes our saturday.. had a real good laugh when i am with him.. of coz hearing so much army stuff, i think i know army stuff more than some guys out there... oh no........
there goes our saturday.... here comes sunday...
it was raining super heavily juz now.. so babay decided that wedun go out.. he came over juz now to finish piecing our jigsaw puzzle.. haha.. as always, he was stuck after piecing 1 to 2 pieces... hehez.. hmm.. think i am a better jigsaw puzzle maker? or he is juz too tired... had a good time piecing our puzzle.. but its still not half done.. after so long.. when can we finish??? baby left....so sad..
back to missing him again... there are so many outfields next week.. which mean less interaction.. =( dun really look forward... miss him.... think my life only revolves around him.... he makes my life BEAUTIFUL.... =)

life now...

life now..definately nothing compared to school..god i miss sch so much..
think abt those days..lectures..tutorials..all were so fun..
havin to see ur love one day in day out..lunch...soccer..
memories r juz so beautiful..
now still serving national service..not realli sadden...
only demoralised and depressed at times..i changed so much..
i begin to stone..look into nothing..so stone...so tired of life..
instructors are a mere few yrs older than us..but why..why cant they treat us..
as frends..as brothers..i guess they went thru a lot..n so have i..
i have become less patient..time..it seems is so far away from me..
i feel like a nobody at times..but i realise even life goes on for a nobody..i'll be strong..
aniway..battlecourse goin begin..section..platoon..tag team..chiong n clean chiong n clean..
everyday of chiong is everyday of clean..clean wat?
weopan..saw,sar,m203,metador,mg,40,50,coax,25...so many weapon..
vehicle..break track,sevice..
amour ops is tirning..hit 6 objectives a day..sleep at 0230..wake at 0500..n a new day begin..
im tired..r u?

im out.

wow...its juz great to be out..
to all peeps out ther do treasure times spent with ur love ones..
for my personal matter..im worried..but glass broken cant be helped..
goin to be xiong..very xiong from now onwards..
life kinda sux in ther...
i will survive..
love u dear.

another friday....

its another friday......... - a day without school...........juz finish typing ym motivation assignment! man1 i tell you.. it s lot of work..
first you have to read up the whole chapter on motivation.. then my book don't have much content.. then went to read another book.. wow.. 2 chpts can kill! next, have to answer those essays-liked questios.. its a lot! but ya.. not exactly essays.. juz about 100 words ans per question.. FINALLY ! i have completed le.....
yesterday baby tole me he see thru everything le.. though life maybe not be what he want, he still have his family and me... felt so touched by his words.. coz months ago, when he was faced with his chicken pox crisis, he didn't mention about anything like this.. does it means our love has developed? awe.... *sinkning in LOVE*... haha,, =)
didn't went for cheer leading selection... kind of sad.. coz thought it waas pretty fun... ad i enjoy myself.. my friend, zhi rui got in! congratulations! happy for her... guess i really have no time and baby dun really like.. have to put myself in his shoes sometimes...... ok! first class honours, dating and money come first.. no regrets.......... prob i can enriched my life with some community work? lets decide again next year.. this year no time.... hehez..
gg to have 2 math tests next week.. man! i tell you, math isn't easy now.. PROOFING PROOFING and PROOFINfg.. every preposotition has a proof to it.. can u imagine this???!! mutiplication. subtraction, addition and division each as its own proof for different categories of numbers. natuarl no, intergers, real no, ratioanl no.. so many proof.. hope i will at leat get a decent grade for this tests.. coz honour isn't easy to achieved. to get 2nd upper. average shld be a B+ till A-.. scary hor.. as what baby says. juz do your best and God will do the rest.. haha..
another happy thing in life is that my beloves daddy ask em to but him the "quit smoking" chewing gum.. haha.. happy for his decision.. hope its a success.. yup.. gtg mug le.. later there's cca...
take care! miss baby..............

love

MISSES

I MISS MY BABY VERY MUCH...................

dead

im so dead.
i lied.
i confessed.
now im dead.
am i?
at least i died with some honour,
some glory.
god bless.

life

yeah..life goes on...
sometimes i realli feel so fortunate
beautiful family loving gf great frends..god i cound't ask for more..
sometimes i wake in the morn feelin so bad...
why do i have to wake at 5? after oni zzing at 2..
i guess its part of army..or then again armour..
went into drivin this week..
very fun..its like a big big vehicle under ur command..
its rocky..bumpy..but thers a lot of strength..
drove day n nite to clock milage..
learnt how to break tracks..super tiring process though..
manitain after ops and before ops..dirty no doubt but drivin is satisfying..
been muggin real hard these days..
juz spent a loving wkend..
thank god..hope he bless me nxt wk..as coc..im totalli in charge..
im worried..but every difficulty lies an oppotunity..seize e moment.

its the beginning of a long weekend again...

its friday and tmr my baby is out le!! =) looking forward..... what have i been doing this week.. mon i met up with dar.. guess what? ??????? it was our 21st month ANNIVERSARY!!!! and the eve of national day thus he was allowed to book out..
he was right outside my lecture hall in NIE! WHEN SCH ENDS AT 730PM... was estatic! =) never imagine him finding me in school when i am in year one.. coz of his army life.. yup! as usual. being a caring bf, he helped me carry my stuff.... hahah..
we set off to westmall for our dinner coz we were both famished... wanted to go somewhere far but resised.. -lack of time- had our dinner at KFC... somewhere not very unique but special in our hearts.. we r eating on a mon night with our loved ones, sliently celebrating and enjoying each other's presence.... went to walk walk.. whand in hand.. its always so blessed to have him ard............

black beret

haha for the newest update...im finalli 1.5mth into armour..oni 3.5mth to go...
effetively oni 2.5mth coz 1 mth of cold hell in walaby..australia..
haha..muz knock down kangaroo so funnn..
ok i noe it sounds crude but thats juz part of ops..
last few wks have been slack..realli coz learnin all guns..erm..
its called canons..sorrie dude but i believe a tag team can take out 1 infant coy..
then goin learn drive soon...
was learnin to be a techincian..very oily n greasy..
but now..im gg outfield soon...
so take care!@@
--

nd

hapi national day!
pride-people rest i do extra
hapi 21st mth honey...
haha mind kinda blur aft guard duty
but def.
i love u,
one n only...
dear.

=)

today is a saturday..... gg to be a saturday without my baby again..... coz he has guard duty... *sobz...*
if you guys wonder whats life is like these days? i have started my university life... wow.. show u guys my timetable,

mon:

• lesson from 830 to 1130
• break from 1130 to 0530pm
• lesson from 0530 to 0730pm
• cheerleading from 0730 to 10pm?

tues:

• 0830 till 0530 again.. with breaks in between
• 6 to 8pm CCA

wed:

• 1130 till 0530.. with breaks in betweeen
• 8 till 10pm cca

thurs:

• 0830 till 0430pm but with lesser breaks in between
• 5 til 7pm cca

friday!!!!!!!!!!!! no school! hahha... so yup! this is my timetable.. spent like my whole mon to thurs in school! but yup! i have long weekends... friday till sunday.... thats nice izzit it?

i have taken maths and physics as my academic subjects.. and each subjects there are two modules... and another 2 modules for education..the math isn't that easy anymore.. a lot of very "cheem" proofing! bought textbook for each module for math.. so ex! like 2 books 60 odd bucks! aand prob will only last for 2 sem? a yr? then need other textbooks....went for cheerleading! wow! tried "elevator" man! tell u its real cool! like you stand above 2 guys which act as your base with both of my feets on each of their hands..then they lift you above their heads! wow! its pretty stable after you locked your body, meaning stand all the way straight and firm.. never imagine myself doing this... very cool! if i can afford to commit, then i will most prob join this... =)

sorry baby... i know you dun like.. bu then again i know you respect and support my decision rite?

hahha.. in another 2 days. we will be celelbrating our 21st month anniversary! looking forward to that... 8th august 2005. whis is the eve of our nation's birthday! so yes he will be OUT! YEAH! =) very excited.... preapred a little gift.. and he prepared my little gift le... we know what it is! coz we went to shop together! hahahha...

his life now?

he is in school of armour.. very contented to chat with me every night.. ahhahaha... juz like i am.. misses me every night.. hahha.. okok.. he is busy muging.. cannot fail any test if not kana confinement.. which means no booking out.. thus muging dilligently! and he passes his SOC! timing like 8min and 7 sec! wow! amazing ritez? and he achieved gold for his ippt! congratulations!! so HAPPY for him.. so that means no morre physical trainings.. hahha.. so yes.. he says he is usually slacking if not muging after 6pm...only booking out this sunday........miss him very much...... gtg do my tutorial le....

misses.

smelly smelly

hey baby..... i love this pictures.....

day one of NTU

wow.. its day one of my University life.......
feels so different..... when it comes to school.. i miss ym baby.. those days in jc
wwhere e can meet up as and when we like....
first day.. went for talks and talks... so many talks.....
felt like zzinf thruout.. oh mine! this is the first day...........
lucky get tio msg my baby........ signed up for cheerleading and canoe polo.. hahaha..
sounds fun and happening ritezz......... =) juz trying out.. if there;s too much commitment..
then not gg to join le... darling, no cpu club.. hahha
dunno why btu felt very hungry, spent nearly 10 bucks today on lunch and tea beaks...
first day of school.....
hmm.. not too bad after all....
hope i enjoy the stay.... miss my baby....
love.

its me again...

its me again..
miss bloggin so much..realli miss being a civilian..
its definately not fun to be regimentalised..
but..its all up in the mind..its how u see it..
thank god i got love..love..
dear..fam..friends(?) haha..
too bad i got no time..
in armour..we run..never stop..life is hectic..
leanrnt many new stuff..big guns and cannons..
so what? pride?..hmm..i rather be a potato..
goin to driving soon..clock milege in the morn and thru the nite..
army made me saw a lot of sunsets..n sunrises as well..
guess ther be more sunrise..
but yup, everyday is a new day..
its a blessin to be wakin every morn..
dear..take a positive view of uni-nie...
n im sure u can make it again..
juz like u always did..
love u.

finalli a chance to write...

its been nearly a month since i 've written a decent blog..n this was wat that happened to me..

4wks ago..prepared n set off for ex lancer in brunei..it was a 10 day survival course includin climbin biang..in fbo..honestly for commandos n infantry peeps..pls pls take care..this will push u beyong ur limits..it was an sia flight..but e feelin was wierd..coz e whole plane was full of us..no need for passport too..reached brunei airport at 4am..its realli borin ther...honestly..theres like 2 hotels n 1 mega shopin centre..life is real simple..tok a bus then ferry..saw sunrise..it was honestly beautiful..coz the backin was waters n forests...reach terrembong camp..
survival thru skill..its a really old camp..long beach house n old cookhouse..
amazingly i got to use the well known metal tray..life was hectic..we learned navi..knots..survival fruits..not forgetin tokat ali..the perm staff were grea peeps..but soa was stict..its realli swift n decisive...
finalli after notin wat to eat..ex lancer begin..had to walk climb walk in full battle order..it weight at least 20kg n i was e signaller..25kg?..its super tirin but luckily my grp was fast n we had rest..
its real cold up the mountains..sleepin in hammock was a gd experinece..nor forgetin almost catchin fire..haha..in the end..got up biang in 1.5hr..got down in 5-6hrs..can u imagine walkin or glidin from sliperry boulders for 5-6hrs...fell 10 times..didnt feel gd but gotto sae my grp realli kept me goin..in the end..did combat swim..or mud bath..n got back to camp in 3 instead of 4 days..
chiong ar..hit the food..cateen stuff..2 plates of rice n 1 burger...impresive?haha..juz tryin to put back lost weight..honestlty for infantry peeps pls bring sulphur n gotex n insect repel..pls..
thers realli leeches..fire ants n snakes..honestly...washed up..took us 2 days n went for r and r.
went to water village..200 football fields housin 20% brunei pop..life is gross but simple...went to the meusuem..or gold palace n not forgetin the theme park..can u imagine its oni open for us...
187 cadets reli had fun..all the cocksrew n etc..went back the nxt day...cant believe i finalli reach hm...10 days of torture...
went to take a tankie test..didnt got it..but yup..make the best izzent it?bookin in soa next day..
soa is a realli stict fast pace taxin...nothing less..amour has what? "pride" ask every amour personnel and they tell u that..we r the frontline that will punch thur enemy attacks..
learnt a whole lot of guns..test after test..
40..50..apfsds..cupola..bushmaster..the apc is ultra...its kinda intrestin..coz we learn a lot of new things...but armour has a bad habit...kickin ocs cadets off..sad?no...it juz means i go to train doubly hard...
nxt week...will be drivin..i need to clock milege day n nite..fun?not realli...
can u imagine never eatin lunch or dinner without sand,mud, grease and oil on ur hands?
believe it.

god pls take care of my dear n my parents ?
thks.
peace.

home

i'm home finalli..
pro term begin...
socjot over..gd luck to those gg brunei..
love fam n dear..
armour..
swift n decisive..
take care n god bless.

a brand new start of holidays....

wow.. after so many months of working.. finally end work..... and my baby is COMING home! haahhaa.,,, finally,.. heard that his hand is swollen, so guys who are reading this, please pray for him k? yup...... this weekend.. went out with zhi rui to buy the july's birthday babies' gifts... bought jing ting andyen leng and vivien's gift.. we shop and tried so many tops in the same shop.. think the salegirls recognize or blacklist us le lah... hahaha.. but we did buy... haha... finished the shopping and went off to buy my baking cake premix.. so HEAVY! still have to carry it for church and the rest of the shoppoing... learnt my lesson.. next time dun buy this stuff so early... then left for church service.. its been many months since i last attended service.. felt quite uncomfortable.... but here again.. peaceful.... and refreshed too... yup.. that marks my saturday...

sunday? i zz till haha... 1pm! wake and zz.. wake and zz.. wow.. thats life... =) then watch armargaddon... so NICE! SO TOUHING! cried so many times.. haiz... poor harry..... idolize him till death le! awe.................. left house, and went o xia's place to bake cake... one the is for qiao's 21st birthday... quite delicious! i muz say.. but looks wise.. hmm.. can be improved. =) ioe she loves it... finished baking and left for zhu chao.. wow.. 2 persons for a meal.. its ex you know... ya... walked home after that... and ended my day with a call frm darling... =) its always so nice to hear his voice... though we hardly meet these days... haha. he's coming back... pray for him ya... 1 day left... =) god bless.