love u.

dear..wow..so many things happen on my birthdae..but for all that u have done...
i cant help saying...
i love u.

CONGRATULATIONS!

darling darling... i have been not working for one month le! so boring!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! but ya.. i am starting tmr as admin assistant at centros.... bueno vista.. #07-01.. under A star.. so ya.. dear, dun worry ya.. its admin!

haha. guess what? my darling got SILVER for his IPPT! great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! very good! feel super happy for him! CONGRATULATIONS! i am so proud of you... a lot of improvement made! no more straineous exercise.. think now more slack le... =) =) =)
yup! now that his birthday is approaching... wondering when to do his gift.. got him a gift le... think he may not really wear.. think it is nice.. but not super nice.. aiya.. oko1 no choice1 he still muz love it! hheehezz... yup!
think gg out to get primary english for my tuition kids le... weather very hot! i miss darling very much! think i go do house work later... think i will go run 4 km later1 think i miss him........... weather too hot le! maybe shld go and zz now....... hahahzz.... bye byez..

the day i met his parents.... 

first meeting after ns 

NS. 

bookin in..

dear..juz saw u to tution...yah..still worrying for u...dear..if possible can dont give tution..i mean im kinda worried..scared that bad things might happen to u..saw u enter the house n i feel so worried n helpless..for my sake..pokka k?..or some admin jobs..think for a girl its so dangerous..pls k..i was lingerin at the block to 340..dear..im worried..realli hope that god protects n oversee u..make sure that no bad things happen to u...if ther be bad things..pls..i pray that god transfer them to me...dear..pls k..to make me assured k?...
im sorrie that i've said some things to hurt u..the dresscode was aweful..but i shant be so mean n harsh..but yah juz hope u dress more appropreately k?
im n=bookin in real soon..hope u can re-asssure me..work in safer enviroments k?
for my sake..
i love u.

wat a satdae

hey hey...haha..dardar im back le..wow..realli had a wonderful nite last nite...
army was once again sticky...went in o sat to realise that oni bravo n charlie..haha..hide n seek dear?..booked in..haiz..sat nite..end of cny..got to camp n then next few daes was sit test..
think i absolutely screw it up..see u all in sispec..situations differ..n the 2 im in charge was quite diff..but yup..no excuses..haha 12k routew march was not as easy as i think..realli..i almost give in..realli..n my walking buddy terence was singing..haha..i almost lost my cool..haha..coz i didnt want words to hmyn in my mind which is so focus on completin 12k..but yup..i didnt allow the devil to take over..instead i was quite happi with myself coz at the last stretch..i cheered on with my platoon..real brotherly..kudos to u all..reach camp for sit test..n soon test ended..haha..i didnt eat any meal pack for 3daes..biscuits n maggi was all i live on..finalli went back to camp..food was awesome..realli..n yup..slack for most of the time xcept for shooting..haha..thers oso a company zzing hr..haha..yup..n book out..saw her at pasir ris..then ate my dear's jelly..its realli nice..realli..not kiddin..kind of impressive..went to eat with the whole family..6 of us..think my dear muz been very happi coz my fam was so welcomin..decided to catch hide n seek at suntec at 1135..wow..not bad a show..its quite horrific though..coz its a psycopath show..but yah for all..
go watch it...charlie..haha..dardar izzit 206?haha...did something very wrong..realli endangered hers n my life..dear..im absolutely sorry..muz acept my apologies k..it was a geniue mistake coz im so tired n contacts didnt work well..although i felt safe..it muz have been the worst road crossin for my dear..as i've promise..i shall NEVER be a road hazard k..but if the road crossing was scary then the show was terrible..wonder why am i watchin to 2 abt some horrific show.. but i guess by the end of the show..i didnt had much strenght to think abt charlie..sent her to her doorsteps at 140 n reach hm by 2..ko?not yet..had to do some stuff online..gg see u soon again dear..love u always.

my dalring's booking out today! lalaa...=)

i am glad.!!!!! hehezz.. he is booking out today at 6pm! gg to see him soon...... its been a week since i last saw him.. everyday staying at home.. so boring.. went for interviews without him.. felt weird intitally... but ya.. got to take care of myself and start learning to be independant... are you proud of me, my dearest darlinG? =)
heard he got a lot of bruises and wounds... i can't do much, a little helpless.. ok! gg to rub for him later... gg to bring zappel..to all who is reading this, pls pray for my little darling too... protect him from anymore injuries..
gg to meet his parents the second time today! very nervous! wondering what to wear.. ran 4 km today to ensure my shape is maintained.. hope everything turns out well.. gg to try more clothes later...
okok... i am all sweaty and dirty.. gg to shower..... see you later darling! =)

a nicey surpprise.........

haha! i RECEIVED DARLING'S ECARD AND LEtter le! =) surprise! its one day after valentin'S DAY... BUT STILL VERY SWEET.... yup! but guess what happen? my sweet sweet darling mail me cookies! hahahaz..... in an envelope... and ya.. it was crushed and repacked somehow... hmm.. haven open.. gg to show my darling.. haha.. see what he got to say...haha.. but that was definitely a very sweet thought, coz i like cookies! ya.. and somebody called me to go for interview! very happy! been waiting since i sent my resume.. it was really a pleasant surprise...but mag has to go back to new zealand today... so ya.. know i am definietly gg to miss her laughter... went out to do my hand paraffin treatment today.. haha.. the wax so hot.. and it was so fast.. think the ple juz want to try to draw customers.. coz she try promoting mary chia as i was doing the treatment...haha.. then went to meet up with xia... and benson.. haha.. then they treat me to dinne at marche.. yeah! oko.. i am a free loader for a while..and the food was delicious though expensive.. then we went jalan jalan.. xia bought 2 bras.. nice i think.. thought could buy darling's birthday gift.. but no size.. aiyo.. no much time le.. oh no. how ar? shall shop again... ya.. keep shopping and shopping. until so tired.. then i went off earlier to see mag off...... ya.. met up with yen leng.. and haha she was late... opps! yen leng leh.. she is never late de....sh\\and she rmb to get me the mircosoft excel... still as helpful...... ya.. met up.. kind of sad that mag is leaving.. but ya.. life goes on... we will always keep in contact.. saw zhi rui and she cried a lot of times.. haizz.. i can't do much.. darling, what shld i do best ar? quick be back from SIT test, i need your advice...talking abt darling, i miss him............................ ya.. went to maken.. marie say i looks nice in the outfit.. hahaz.... had a tiring but ya nice day... darling, sig says she really loves zr, but they broke up now.. darling, i love you and i wun break up..................... aiyo.. went home and kian zhi msg me! he is in my darling's company.. thought dearie is back.. but nope.. kz is sick so didn't join the field camp.. oko..what a false alarm.. i really can't wait to tell dalring abt today and everything else.....and he is coming back tmr1 alright one more day to go.... i love you...... 4 days and counting...

HAPPY VALENYTINE'S DAY!

this year i am spending my v day with the 6 bros.... met mag very early... very good! she was so nice.. coz i called her while she was zzing.. but she still came out with me.. hahazz.... and i heard that zhi rui and sigmund broke up..... it came as a shock! a very very bad surprise... bacoz he fell in love with another girl... how sad.. or maybe including other reasons too... haiz.. this is a super sad news.. i really feel very sad for zr... my hearts cry out to her.. was imagining what will i do if i was her... so dear darling, pls dun break my heart k? ya.. went online a few times, no e card leh.. how come? today v day leh.. sobz... check mailbox also no 2nd card... hmm.. dear dear are you kidding me.. but nvm.. coz my darling has always tried his best to make everyday like v day... so yup! i am not super sad... though i saw lots of couples on the street... i cut my haor on v day darling.. though you aren'y the first to see, you shall be the first to hold your "brand new gf" hands.. hahahzz... ya.. fringe super short.. not super nice i muz admit.. =) but the 6 bros say its nice.. alright! then it shall be nice... i went to hand in timesheet too.. haha.. and i got a ang pao from my colleague in unity pharma... miss ann very nice! haha.. =) dine with 6 bros at sushi teh.. delicious! has a great time chatting and laughing...
as i saw the couples, somehow i thought of my dalring.. here and there.. but i am not upset.. coz i know is not he dun want, is he can't... hoping that he will be fine througout his field camp..
its a test! dear lord, let him pass with flying colours k!i pray for his safety, good body and ya no abrasions! 3 days are gg to pass quickly.. can't wait to hear his voice... 5 days and counting.... =)

a nice saturday in overall...

its sunday.. and my darling's back to camp le... kinda miss him again... so fast.. 4 days have passed... yesterday went out with dear for the last time in this week... so so fast.. ya! but at least we have spent 3days togetehr in 4 days break.. very contented le... ya.. dear came to my place early in the morning..9am! wow... still drooling leh dear... then he got me two char siew bao! so sweet! and it was DELICIOUS! haha.. dear saw me before i brushed my teeth..very smelly and dirty i muz say... hahaz.... then i went to brush teeth and stuff.. then we went to see our vday couple shirt! not super nice actually.. but i know deep in our hearts , we love them! gonna wear them one day... giess what? then we went running... hahahahzz.. darling i would rather kiss than run(i wrote this in your outbox, check it out!)... gg get so sweaty and stinky... haha.. we ran one round and i compliant i am tired.. hahah.. think darling very poor thing coz my pace to him is super slow.... but ya.. darling,thats my usual pace...darling said i got belly!!!!!!!! so next time muz run faster...to get rid of it..... boo...darling join dave and company and played soccer... dear was cool! he scored one goal! and helped the team that was originally losing at the beginning...street cosser has got a lot of footwork...thne we wemt back and out.. then we stroll down to the 187 bus stop and shared a one person seat together.. haha.. so squeezy and crampy.. haha.. but very loving ritez????? hehez.. we went to jurong point... to get my vday card.. hahah... and sat at long john to write my card.. i wasn't peeping k dear.. we ate and drank then dear got to rush home for dear's cny visitation.. and so i tagged along until we reached his place.. and i gave a vday peck on his cheek and bid goodbye...so that was the end of our last day... miss him...
at night i went to xia's place for cny visitation and then xia came to my place... her parents say i slimmed down..wow.. as slim as her le.. but that's impposible la.. xia's so slim.... we had pizza and i saw her bear...so adorable.! darling, i want! very very cute and its non furry.. most IDEAL! think we end off the day like this.. and my ah gim also came to my home.. and we chatted.. a nice day in overall.. its another 6 days and counting le.... =)

haha..botak boy here..

yeah..had a gd 4 dae rest..gg book in in 2hrs time..dun understand why is my coy bookin in todae oni..but i guess b is for the best...had a great newyr..1st remark is i 've slimmed..me think so too..hopefulli can reach 62kg..then shld be super fit..but yup..realise i lost my strength too.. dear..i love u..think we realli send loads of great times together..sorrie i cant spend v dae with u.. i love u..ns calls..n i noe u understand..got a couple shirt..love it..had a little soccer..saw dave n company..thks for soccer..watches constantine with her..adore her..3 star show for me..went to my houses..i sure got loads of relatives..n angpaos too..so glad my parents were fond of her.. thank god..missing her now..feeling tired yet fustrated..goota book-in..army..2yrs..think this song sums it up..training to b soilders..fight for our land..once in our life..2yrs of our time..have u ever wondered..why muz we sereve..coz we love our land n wan it to be free to be free..
thinkin abt v-day last yr..wow..our relationship realli grew..thers soccer tonite..haiz..my life is certainly stressful..so many things i wana do..so little time...but i noe something..something that will always stick with my soul..i love u,dear...i love u,family...i promsise..ns will make me a stronger and better man.

we were sharing one seat.. haha.. after running?

i met his parents le............................ =)

wow! woke up very early this morning... 830am? to go jogging! very very nervous! coz i've got to meet his parents! FIRST TIME! very scared..... muz run so that i got a good countanance to see his parents! okok.. time drawing so near.. its 1020am.... i left my place and reached his place at ard 1045... wow.. NERVOUS! msged him... and he came down to bring me up...... very scared.. but darling said i looked very nice in the dress.. =) he said " ELEGANT".. wow! okok.. then we went up to his place.. very scare i got to say.... met darling's mum... awe.. she looks so qing xiu.. and she spoke to me in english.. wow! a very different mum from mine... not auntish.. fashionable... very soft and gentle... we chatted.. abt freddy.. the past him who is very chubby... and now slim.. really SLIM down a lot! muz be me who mistreated you.... or izzit too bless to be with me, so need to stay healthy for me.. okok.. then we saw some photos of his family... wow! very loving a family i muz say... after a while, his dad woke up! the relaxed me got a little tense...wished his dad happy new year and gave him oranges... guess what?his dad gave me ang pao!!!!!!!!!!!!! shockedme!?!!! coz his mum gave me le.... thats so generous of him! i dunno how to receieved... but ya accepted.. so pai sei.... (0"o) ya.. his dad is so humorous! asked me whether i took an aeroplane here.... oh mine.. okok.. thats funny.. we ate lots of cny goodies.. and chatted.. think it went quite smoothly.. then his dad fetched us to lavender to get darling's stuff... then we parted and bid goodbye to his parents... ao funny! but darling was happy! he said can sense that his parents are happy with me...phew...... cooled down a little...coz its like everything's over... was happy coz darling said parents are receptive and welcoming.. happy with me... =) very very very happy that it went smoothly...
then we went to SUNTEC to jalan jalan.... supposingly to shop for my vday gift.. but ya.. didn't fancy much.. so we end up not buying anything... haah. on the way, mu dear kept saying my dress looks extremely nice1 or izzit i kept asking.. ahhaa.. but ya.. very happy! we went to eat delifrance! deliCIOUS! i think.. dear was so sweet,.. think he sacrifice his desires for other food for me.. haha.. next time married how? think he might get bullied by me... awe. i wun.. i love you.. hahaa.. and he said he is FORTUNATE that he can carry bag for me.. aren't i a lucky girl? then we went to my place... and ya.. mandrine oranges.. very very funny... we received ang paos from my neighbour.. how nice of her... then we went to my place.. gave oranges.... sat aorund.. saw vdays gift.. dear daid my room wasn't nice with the new arrangements.. ooooo... alright.. i will see if i can change again... hmm... then my dear chatted with my mum... saw hamsters and goldfish.. darling, i seriously think hamsters are cuter than goldfish... =P
my darling got to go.. we set off.. here comes the sad part..iwa too headstrong, wanted to see him home.. but ya..family time is impt to.. so dearie asked me not oo.. was upset, juz thinking he is gg in tmr, maybe we shld spend more time together.? but ya.. muz maintain a balance.. so ya.. think i shld think deeper and not not juz kept numb..knew darling somehow know i was unhappy.. think i am so petty...didn't talk to him.. bid goodbye.. cried.. he called... was sad that i didn't say athing and he left.. and that i wun see him for the next few days... regretted.. wanted to go find him, coz he didn't board 98.. saw 333 coming... but God'd plan wasn't so.. darling board 187 and left le... so i sat the same 333 back home.. think i am so so petty and think my quietnesss muz have left my darling feeling halpless.. i am so sorry... i will try to speak up the next time... hate this characteristic of me.. ya.. everything solved after a few calls and sms.. think darling, i will correct myslf ya.. ya.. here i am blogging.. telling you how i felt juz now.. thinki am having pms.. so dun bother abt me ya.. i love you dear.. shldn't have done that, coz you are gg into army.. shldn't made you felt so insecure.. i am sorry... i love you darling....

ITS OUR 15TH MONTH ANNVERSARY! and new year's eve.... and most imptly, HE IS COMING BACK!

today is so eventful! its time to celebrate out 15th month anni! and its time to eat reunion dinner coz its new year's eve... and yup1 most imptly, i am gg to see him later.. haha.. very excited! dun know what to wear now.. haha.. juz dropping by to say i love my dear very much.. =)
to be continued...

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my darling called!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! on wed! very happy!!!!!!!!!!! this 7 days make me realize how much i can't leave him without him............ kept thinking of him... tears juz flowed when i heard his voice... didn't anticipate that he will call me on wed!!!!! very very very exhilrated! very very very touched......... =) =) =) =) now i know the power of phonecall! i miss him........................... i am gg to cherish even more every call he made..... he told me field camp was horrible..got abrasions and bites.... so poor thing..... i hope my dear is alright....... i can't do much.. ok.. i shall go find abrasions cream k and apply for you? hope by then you won't need the cream anymore.... went out with the 6 bros at westmall....... had sakae sushi... taste blend and not delicious to me.. guesss i was sick.........didn't finish the udon... all the while, there was my darling'g msg....... felt so fortunate to keep msging him..... (",) and we ended the day with his "i love you".. what a word... it seems that i have never said that for so long..... i juz wanna scream into his ear: I LOVE YOU!"... that day couldn't really zz... smiling from ear to ear.. telling my bro how happy i am.... i can't imagine its only 7 days and i miss him so much.... think i have fallen deeply in love with him...... how ar? then he got to marry me lo......... hahahahazz.... kk.. gtg le...g to be late to meet yu zhen for shopping........ i love my darling!!! 1 day left to him booking out!!!! =)

i am sick.................................

yesterday i was sick.. so sick................ vomited at 1am.......... all my nasi lemak............ then vomited again at 8am..................... all the chicken broth......... argh........ felt so horrible.......... alll the while, there wasn't any stomachahe but diarrohea..... aiyo......... so sick............. having a fever too....... 37.8... using oral digi thermom..... felt so horrible that i counldn't zz...... wake and go, wake and go.. but my younger bro was quite sweet.. whatever i ask him to help, he helped... hahah.. its times like this that i see the sweetness in him.. =) felt so bad........... next morning quickly went to see doc... alone... msg my darling but know he can't see... coz he is in field camp.. though darling wasn't by my side physically, but i know he will if he can...... he's by my side mentally... wonder how is he now? msg him a few times yesterday... really miss him very much.......... ya...after doc... was afraid will vomit again..so only ate half a bowl of porridge for the whole day.. so pathetic... but ya.. the rest of the time was zzing... so didn't felt hungry at all... kept thinking of darling. hoping somehow he can call.. but i know its impossible. 1 day more!!!!!!!!!!! and my darling can call le..... pls darling, i pray that nothing happen to you... so ya.. i am waiting patiently.... and dun worry..... i am fine le... can cook and gg out tonight with the 6 bro... 1 day and counting...... =)