Friday, December 30, 2011
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Monday, June 14, 2010
Tuesday, March 09, 2010
Alone
I rmb once when I was upset, I went to east coast.
He rushed there from jurong just to check how I were.
Now, 5 years later.. Feeling sad at westmall mac. He knew.He callEd. ButHe will never come. He is busy.
So near yet it feels so far.
Love, is something that causes ple to have high expectations and huge disappoinments.
He rushed there from jurong just to check how I were.
Now, 5 years later.. Feeling sad at westmall mac. He knew.He callEd. ButHe will never come. He is busy.
So near yet it feels so far.
Love, is something that causes ple to have high expectations and huge disappoinments.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Speedy recoevery for my darling
I have been a lousy girlfrind yesteday and I pray that my boyfriend is much better today...
i am sorry. Will you pick my call?
i am sorry. Will you pick my call?
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Pre-Halloween Dinner
Thankfully, I have seen them after dinner..
If not I wouldn't have any appetite.. hehez..
Monday, September 07, 2009
Food for thoughts
I have a elder brother that always stay at home these days as he is unemployed and it really pisses me off..
Sometimes I wander why it pisses me off whenever I see him not working.
I reflected and come up with some suggestions,
1) I cannot stand seeing a person not working when he is full of debts,(I am just so pushy.. I have learnt to take a look at things from other perspective, which is at least he is trying to find one.. no point getting all work out..)
2) I cannot stand people, young adults, smoking, when the money to smoke comes from parents... I just cannot stand it... This is something that I reflected and reflected and still cannot make sense and guess will never be able to tolerate such nonsense... I am trying to treat him as a transient in the house and totally ignore his existence, and his smelly smoke..
3) I have a formed-up personality and am increasing my self-awareness with a huge dosage of intolerance. (Prob the more I tolerate, the lower my intolerance threshold becomes. still trying to accept rather than tolerate..)
At least, I have a purpose in life, that is, by the time I am 25, I must get married and leave the house!
I will still come back to visit my parents and younger bro. And by then, at least I can leave the house knowing that I have done my part as a filial daughter, a responsible elder sis and a trying younger sis.
This is my thoughts for the day.
I hope tonight will be better.
Sometimes I wander why it pisses me off whenever I see him not working.
I reflected and come up with some suggestions,
1) I cannot stand seeing a person not working when he is full of debts,(I am just so pushy.. I have learnt to take a look at things from other perspective, which is at least he is trying to find one.. no point getting all work out..)
2) I cannot stand people, young adults, smoking, when the money to smoke comes from parents... I just cannot stand it... This is something that I reflected and reflected and still cannot make sense and guess will never be able to tolerate such nonsense... I am trying to treat him as a transient in the house and totally ignore his existence, and his smelly smoke..
3) I have a formed-up personality and am increasing my self-awareness with a huge dosage of intolerance. (Prob the more I tolerate, the lower my intolerance threshold becomes. still trying to accept rather than tolerate..)
At least, I have a purpose in life, that is, by the time I am 25, I must get married and leave the house!
I will still come back to visit my parents and younger bro. And by then, at least I can leave the house knowing that I have done my part as a filial daughter, a responsible elder sis and a trying younger sis.
This is my thoughts for the day.
I hope tonight will be better.
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