wow...
what a pressurin week..
ocs is tough...
coz when they drain u physicalli..
they test ur mental strength...
very tired..hurt neck nuckles knee cap..
soc..9k...all test u gotto pass
3 arms in 1 week... siong
hope n pray for a better week ahead...
love dear n fam
take care.
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Friday, May 20, 2005
i am sitting in a head's room...hahahahaha....
hahah... i am slacking a head's room.... so so cool! nobody will walk pass you.. peeping at what you are doing..... can relax and enjoy life... but thats once you have finished your work.... and i have finished my work... so cool.. its 2 persons to one room... but now my partner is away.. so its like alone.. cool ar? cool............. =) nice experience.. all THANKS TO the P file... coz of them, i get to use the room..... =) still very happy over it... =).. kk....
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! he has Cadet mass lor! so good! ate so much! knowing that he well fed makes me less wrried.... haha.. eat more k dear! =) coz "eating keeps you gg" ritez? *winkz* but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all that prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! he has Cadet mass lor! so good! ate so much! knowing that he well fed makes me less wrried.... haha.. eat more k dear! =) coz "eating keeps you gg" ritez? *winkz* but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all that prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*
i am sitting in a head's room...hahahahaha....
hahah... i am slacking a head's room.... so so cool! nobody will walk pass you.. peeping at what you are doing..... can relax and enjoy life... but thats once you have finished your work.... and i have finished my work... so cool.. its 2 persons to one room... but now my partner is away.. so its like alone.. cool ar? cool............. =) nice experience.. all THANKS TO the P file... coz of them, i get to use the room..... =) still very happy over it... =).. kk....
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! and he juz went for cadet mass... wow.. ate so much food!! very good! coz it juz means he is well fed... and yup! knowing that makes me worry less..... and most imptly.." food keeps him gg" so muz eat more k dear!=) but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. call timing also! and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all the prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*
now if you wonder whats my life is about....
it has changed!
830am-6pm=work
from 6 onwards... no more tuition... coz my kids mid year are over...
everybody take a break.....
so i get to watch the show... AH WANG! VERY TOUCHING.. VERY NICE! I cried with ah wang when his ife left him... if you watched it, its the part when he was chopping the woods and sobbing.... very heartbreaking....
went swimming yesterday... couldn't BELIEVE it! i think i LEARNT it! coz managed to swim one breadth without stopping.......up and down into the water was my momentum.. and it was right.. whole body wasn't that tense as before... relax was what i tried to do... i make it! very happy! muz thankd yi hui too.. for accompanying me and helping me... vivien too! and of coz my swmming instuctors! hahhaha..... but come back to think again.. think i haven really learnt it.. coz all along i was at medium pool.... hahhaa... "guess Practise makes perfect".. neeed to swim more le.. but the cholrine damages your hair... *sobx sobx*
after which, i went for supper.... 5 bucks worth of Rojak! and 3 bucks worth of dim sum.. not very filling.. but its very fattening...coz already way past 9pm... oh mine.. there goes my 45kg....went home... heard darling's voice.. very happy! and he juz went for cadet mass... wow.. ate so much food!! very good! coz it juz means he is well fed... and yup! knowing that makes me worry less..... and most imptly.." food keeps him gg" so muz eat more k dear!=) but i am sure my hp bill is gg to explode... sms already exceed.. call timing also! and the end of month is still a long way to go... hehez..
and to all the prayed for my darling... THANK YOU! coz his neck is better le... yup...... and he passed HIS soc! and his explosion test! =)
happy for him... *happy*
Thursday, May 19, 2005
oh gosh.... i miss my darling.......
let me see.. yesterday was an "activities filled"day...... went for work....... again got to wake at 730am! so tired... but ya..... i am fortunate le.. dardar got to wake at 4 plus 5.... hmm... and he sprained his neck yesterday after SOC... wonder how is he now.. juz tried to call him but reception so poor! didn't get thru after 5 times of calling........ ya... he is going to have 4 tests today...coz he has to make up for the "chicken pox" lessons hat he missed.... "crash course" very bad hor.... very pressurizing.... so ple out there, please pray for him k....
as for me..... juz went for a medical checkup yesterday. part of the requirement to be a teacher... the GP was so hmm... professional? didn't smile... look kind of unfriendly... luckily is a she... coz she pressed here and there....they even checked for breast cancer for you... so one can imagine what she did.... i was shy... (0"0) and the process is sUPER "ticklish "... couldn't help laughing... but she looked into me and said:" i still got to examine you"... VERY PROFESSIONAL? and UNFRIENDLY........ anyway.... glad that i was fine... nothing wrong! and guess what! i weighed 45 kg! wow! how long have i not seen this figure... hahhahaa... there was the highlight of the day! =) then liyun and i went to jalan jalan at BUgis...hahhaa.. liyun very nice..... accompanied me all along.. and we went to get stuff for my parents, her parents, and darling's parents.. its a "parents' day"? hahaha.. but ya.. guess we have grown to a certain maturity level, realizing its time to show some filial peity.... no longer juz your parents taking care of you.. but the other way round... =) ate YAKUN..the one at Raffels hospital... not that delicious... i wonder why.. maybe there's lesser kaya and butter.. maybe its bacause i always eat with darling and he is not here that day.. hehezz.... lets wonder.... had a free gift from watsons... shld be a shared one.. but liyun said let me take it... she is so nice hor... not jin jin ji jiao... hehez.... end off the day with taking a super crowded train....squeeze... squeeze and SQUEEZED.... finally got into the train...
had a nice day with liyun... had a pleasant medical checkup.... the only worry is my darling's neck......
as for me..... juz went for a medical checkup yesterday. part of the requirement to be a teacher... the GP was so hmm... professional? didn't smile... look kind of unfriendly... luckily is a she... coz she pressed here and there....they even checked for breast cancer for you... so one can imagine what she did.... i was shy... (0"0) and the process is sUPER "ticklish "... couldn't help laughing... but she looked into me and said:" i still got to examine you"... VERY PROFESSIONAL? and UNFRIENDLY........ anyway.... glad that i was fine... nothing wrong! and guess what! i weighed 45 kg! wow! how long have i not seen this figure... hahhahaa... there was the highlight of the day! =) then liyun and i went to jalan jalan at BUgis...hahhaa.. liyun very nice..... accompanied me all along.. and we went to get stuff for my parents, her parents, and darling's parents.. its a "parents' day"? hahaha.. but ya.. guess we have grown to a certain maturity level, realizing its time to show some filial peity.... no longer juz your parents taking care of you.. but the other way round... =) ate YAKUN..the one at Raffels hospital... not that delicious... i wonder why.. maybe there's lesser kaya and butter.. maybe its bacause i always eat with darling and he is not here that day.. hehezz.... lets wonder.... had a free gift from watsons... shld be a shared one.. but liyun said let me take it... she is so nice hor... not jin jin ji jiao... hehez.... end off the day with taking a super crowded train....squeeze... squeeze and SQUEEZED.... finally got into the train...
had a nice day with liyun... had a pleasant medical checkup.... the only worry is my darling's neck......
Saturday, May 14, 2005
tired
its sat nite
juz back from dear n parents outin..
a lot of crap to do...
that includes 2ys of ns..
no wonder its called a LIABILITY.
God bless.
juz back from dear n parents outin..
a lot of crap to do...
that includes 2ys of ns..
no wonder its called a LIABILITY.
God bless.
Friday, May 13, 2005
complaints
haha.. wondering whats our life like? my darling.. hmm.. he's having a lot of tests these weeks... a lot of muging to do for him.. a lot of physical tests too...juz came back from field camp.. then a lot of life shooting.. very tiring.. .. told me OCs is increasing the tempo of the traiing.. so its getting morre nad more xiong... haiz... i miss him..... darling has ulcers , rashes, bites, deep cuts and a lot of stuff.. haiz.. what shld i do to lessen his suffering.. any recommendations? feel so helpless...shall get him some cream.. hope it at least help.. no heaty stuff le.. shall get herbal tea..
and for me, i took up swimming lessons! FINALLY! wanted to learn for a long long time le.. hope everyhting will be fine.. coz i am like so old le.. learn swimming..... *so funny* hope everything turns out well.. learning with yu zhen.. very excited! but nervous too.. coz wearing swimsuit...
todays work very stressed.. co zhave a lot of amendments.. really ALOT! i chaged once.. reprint everything.. changed twice reprint everything... changed thrice.. repeat everything.. the worst thing is they say change time of interview.. and i was preparing interview file.. muz change all the candidate's cover pages! at least SHRED 100pages of paper le! was piss off.. but muz appear cool.. coz its work.. nofault, no arguments.. juz do.. thats the mentality! haiz... but ya.. cindy was sweet.. gave me a chocolate...
and i got into another phase of my life le.. where i know for sure, i am gg to be "miss lin" maybe "mrs liew"for e rest of my life.. signed some teachign agreement.. haiz.. dunno whether thats the best choicebut i know i am gg to make the best out of it... so so lifeless nowadays.. i miss my darling very much.. trying to occupy myself with a lot of things.. then wun miss him that time...when's his NS finishin???????????????????????? i miss him.....................
and for me, i took up swimming lessons! FINALLY! wanted to learn for a long long time le.. hope everyhting will be fine.. coz i am like so old le.. learn swimming..... *so funny* hope everything turns out well.. learning with yu zhen.. very excited! but nervous too.. coz wearing swimsuit...
todays work very stressed.. co zhave a lot of amendments.. really ALOT! i chaged once.. reprint everything.. changed twice reprint everything... changed thrice.. repeat everything.. the worst thing is they say change time of interview.. and i was preparing interview file.. muz change all the candidate's cover pages! at least SHRED 100pages of paper le! was piss off.. but muz appear cool.. coz its work.. nofault, no arguments.. juz do.. thats the mentality! haiz... but ya.. cindy was sweet.. gave me a chocolate...
and i got into another phase of my life le.. where i know for sure, i am gg to be "miss lin" maybe "mrs liew"for e rest of my life.. signed some teachign agreement.. haiz.. dunno whether thats the best choicebut i know i am gg to make the best out of it... so so lifeless nowadays.. i miss my darling very much.. trying to occupy myself with a lot of things.. then wun miss him that time...when's his NS finishin???????????????????????? i miss him.....................
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
darling's second day into field camp.....
its the second day into my darling's field camp...
i miss him...... its raining... dunno whether they have any rest........ and shelter...
i miss him...... its raining... dunno whether they have any rest........ and shelter...
Sunday, May 08, 2005
cadet too tired to think izzit?
haha..this e phrase for the week...
juz book out at 8 goin back at 8...
very tires after zzing at 330am and wakin at 6am...
ok time to show qualities in an officer...
goin marsellin area for training...
so so dead...look at the heavy downpour...
wet muddy dirty stinky...
combat shit again for 3 days...puke...
law+sar? m203? saw? anythin except signal set...
think im begging to regain myslef in ocs...
very injured, very tired, very bruised...
life goes on...
1 hr zz for mon n tues...
So again,
cadet too tired to think izzit?
love dear n fam forever.
juz book out at 8 goin back at 8...
very tires after zzing at 330am and wakin at 6am...
ok time to show qualities in an officer...
goin marsellin area for training...
so so dead...look at the heavy downpour...
wet muddy dirty stinky...
combat shit again for 3 days...puke...
law+sar? m203? saw? anythin except signal set...
think im begging to regain myslef in ocs...
very injured, very tired, very bruised...
life goes on...
1 hr zz for mon n tues...
So again,
cadet too tired to think izzit?
love dear n fam forever.
Saturday, May 07, 2005
today's the eve of mother's day.... went out with yen leng juz now...... haha.. she had her haircut and i have my eyebrow trimming! =) got to say her hair looks neater and lesser now.. pretty girl! hehezz.. and my eyebrow now looks neater but i juz can't help whine whine and whine... can't get used it.. imagine a girl with thick black eyebrow suddenly left with soem seductive thin aunitsh eyebrow.. juz can't get used to it .... haha.. i hope i will cool down soon... .glad that yen leng like the personalised service in the shop i recommend..... hehezz.. =)
and guess what! i got into Buisness at NUs.. and teaching at NTU.... wow!!!!!!! BUisness was my first choice.. and i have to reject the reputable NUS offer... felt a little heartache.. coz all of us know NUS is better... but i like teaching more.... NIE..... Here i comes..... haha....its luxurious offer! paying you 1112 bucks per month while you ar studying.. and i dun have to worry about my tuition fees... and my passion lies in teaching.. haha.. oh mine! i love MOE!!!
Tmr is going to be our 18th month anniversary! and its mother's day... haha.. got my mum flowers.. and money... she thinks money is the most practical stuff.. so ya.. typical singaporean. =) hahha... got a little present for my darling... i am so sure he will loves it! coz its delicious biscuit that he always wanted... haha..went all the way to paragon to get you know.. haha... yen leng went with me too.... =) haha.. she got so vexed by complains.. haha... cannot help la.. eyebrow so horrid..... tmr our plant will start to grow! we are gg to breathe life into it! "breathing life ceremony!" so cool! very excited... but ya.. he is only booking out at 12pluz.. then in at 8pm.... we only have so little time.. .. so muz treaure this moments even more.. another one week to seeing him after tmr....
think army relationship really not easy... though he is in Sinagpore... you can't meet up with him as and when you like... it requires alot of understanding between the couple..... definitelty misses him a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! count me fortunate i guess.. coz at least he calls me every night and trys his best to sms me in the day to make sure i feel loved...... not once but as much as he can... how sweet can a bf gets..... i really thank God so much for him....
Talking about God, its been a long time since i stepped into a church.. think god is hinting me to go back... but ya.. lazy flesh of mine juz refuses to go..... haiz.. .. i muz go this week or next... very soon......
and yes! i almost went clubbing with my odac girls yesterday!!!! then it would have been memorable.. as that would be the first time in my entire life! but but but....... its all fated.... the 5 of us (shi yin, hui yuan, jia hui,, manwei and myself) all wear flat sandals... those typical lady sandals.. and are given refusal at entry..... so so disappointed... but ya.. maybe it is a blessing in disguise... coz darling was so worried for me..... haha.. feel so fortunate.. coz this shows that he cares.. (o",o) but ya.. i will definitly take good care of my drink if i ever go there... dun worry darling... i love you! hehez..
and guess what! i got into Buisness at NUs.. and teaching at NTU.... wow!!!!!!! BUisness was my first choice.. and i have to reject the reputable NUS offer... felt a little heartache.. coz all of us know NUS is better... but i like teaching more.... NIE..... Here i comes..... haha....its luxurious offer! paying you 1112 bucks per month while you ar studying.. and i dun have to worry about my tuition fees... and my passion lies in teaching.. haha.. oh mine! i love MOE!!!
Tmr is going to be our 18th month anniversary! and its mother's day... haha.. got my mum flowers.. and money... she thinks money is the most practical stuff.. so ya.. typical singaporean. =) hahha... got a little present for my darling... i am so sure he will loves it! coz its delicious biscuit that he always wanted... haha..went all the way to paragon to get you know.. haha... yen leng went with me too.... =) haha.. she got so vexed by complains.. haha... cannot help la.. eyebrow so horrid..... tmr our plant will start to grow! we are gg to breathe life into it! "breathing life ceremony!" so cool! very excited... but ya.. he is only booking out at 12pluz.. then in at 8pm.... we only have so little time.. .. so muz treaure this moments even more.. another one week to seeing him after tmr....
think army relationship really not easy... though he is in Sinagpore... you can't meet up with him as and when you like... it requires alot of understanding between the couple..... definitelty misses him a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! count me fortunate i guess.. coz at least he calls me every night and trys his best to sms me in the day to make sure i feel loved...... not once but as much as he can... how sweet can a bf gets..... i really thank God so much for him....
Talking about God, its been a long time since i stepped into a church.. think god is hinting me to go back... but ya.. lazy flesh of mine juz refuses to go..... haiz.. .. i muz go this week or next... very soon......
and yes! i almost went clubbing with my odac girls yesterday!!!! then it would have been memorable.. as that would be the first time in my entire life! but but but....... its all fated.... the 5 of us (shi yin, hui yuan, jia hui,, manwei and myself) all wear flat sandals... those typical lady sandals.. and are given refusal at entry..... so so disappointed... but ya.. maybe it is a blessing in disguise... coz darling was so worried for me..... haha.. feel so fortunate.. coz this shows that he cares.. (o",o) but ya.. i will definitly take good care of my drink if i ever go there... dun worry darling... i love you! hehez..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
sucha nice day we had had................
ever since emy darling went OCS.....
our dating days has been minimized.....
real minimized..... thus this outing that we had is really memorable.......
went east coast....... beautiful weather.... thought we thought it maybe hot,
but its not... breezy... windy.... juz the nice weather for cycling........
went cycling..... such a nice biking trip...... we cycled up and down.... this time now slowly..... appreciating all our pleasant surroundings.... so comfortable! coz i was at the back... dun need much efforts to cycle... he controlled everything... =) hehezz... sat down to enjoy our ice cream... i realized my darling eats professional ice cream eater... if one can imagine how he gobblean ice cream without it really melting under the hot sun... wow.. mine was like ice cream all over my hands while eating but he is not....... that muz be his talent! an ice cream eater! =) set our worries aside... and juz enjoyed the breeze... eating sandwiches... drinking ice lemon tea... sitting on the grass patch under a tree.... it wa perfect! a very nicey couplish setting..... it felt really warm to have your loved one sitting beside you.. holding you close... at the moment, i thought i am dreaming.. but its so real...... love my darling... and yes! sea turtle! haha...... *winks* do you think we saw one? hahaz...... weather seems not by our side as we enjoyed.... dark clouds gathered.. so its time to leave...... we biked all the way back.... haha.. and yes! managed to shoot our biking photo.... it was professional! not easy.... the roads were clustered with ple cycing.. walking.. rollerblading.. running... but we managed too... nicey! =) we left off an dset the wrong bus... hahaa. but its nice sitting in a the wrong bus.. as long as its with your loved ones... haha.. i am drowning in love..... haha.. went to Bugis.. and shop around.. now i know my birthday gift le! hahaha... receieved a plant for anniversary! haha.. okok.. will breathe life into it on 8th of may... not because its mother's day.. but its our 18th month anniversary... .. =)
ever since emy darling went OCS.....
our dating days has been minimized.....
real minimized..... thus this outing that we had is really memorable.......
went east coast....... beautiful weather.... thought we thought it maybe hot,
but its not... breezy... windy.... juz the nice weather for cycling........
went cycling..... such a nice biking trip...... we cycled up and down.... this time now slowly..... appreciating all our pleasant surroundings.... so comfortable! coz i was at the back... dun need much efforts to cycle... he controlled everything... =) hehezz... sat down to enjoy our ice cream... i realized my darling eats professional ice cream eater... if one can imagine how he gobblean ice cream without it really melting under the hot sun... wow.. mine was like ice cream all over my hands while eating but he is not....... that muz be his talent! an ice cream eater! =) set our worries aside... and juz enjoyed the breeze... eating sandwiches... drinking ice lemon tea... sitting on the grass patch under a tree.... it wa perfect! a very nicey couplish setting..... it felt really warm to have your loved one sitting beside you.. holding you close... at the moment, i thought i am dreaming.. but its so real...... love my darling... and yes! sea turtle! haha...... *winks* do you think we saw one? hahaz...... weather seems not by our side as we enjoyed.... dark clouds gathered.. so its time to leave...... we biked all the way back.... haha.. and yes! managed to shoot our biking photo.... it was professional! not easy.... the roads were clustered with ple cycing.. walking.. rollerblading.. running... but we managed too... nicey! =) we left off an dset the wrong bus... hahaa. but its nice sitting in a the wrong bus.. as long as its with your loved ones... haha.. i am drowning in love..... haha.. went to Bugis.. and shop around.. now i know my birthday gift le! hahaha... receieved a plant for anniversary! haha.. okok.. will breathe life into it on 8th of may... not because its mother's day.. but its our 18th month anniversary... .. =)
Monday, May 02, 2005
another significant dae
now seating on a chair chilling...ocs hw not done yet...gotto sae 2 yrs of ns is too long...look at me im not even 5mths thru'..anyway..think every guy is the same..the shit we go thru to defend the land..its admirable..currently pondering abt my vocation..infantry?com eng?sig?amour infant?
i jux dun wana keep walkin my life away..its wat infan does best..but ocs is definately a great living site..any opinions?i love lookin at the sky..coz its soothin..but it doesn't provide me ans..
the oni ans i have is that i gotto serve 2 years..im tired..im weak..but i cant complain.. coz im an officer cadet...the clouds are glorious..the chair..the ability to seat is god given..with a laptop n a radio..this is what i lived for..in a few hours time..its back to camp..back to regementation.. back to serve...how i wished i was muggin for my mid year now...too bad im not...not this yr nor nxt yr...ntu or nus?well..its a unanimous ntu..stupid?maybe...life as i aske the one up ther...wher does it lead..till now i still see darkness..more 24hr book out includin recalls...more ns...im losing myself..i muz find it back....
i jux dun wana keep walkin my life away..its wat infan does best..but ocs is definately a great living site..any opinions?i love lookin at the sky..coz its soothin..but it doesn't provide me ans..
the oni ans i have is that i gotto serve 2 years..im tired..im weak..but i cant complain.. coz im an officer cadet...the clouds are glorious..the chair..the ability to seat is god given..with a laptop n a radio..this is what i lived for..in a few hours time..its back to camp..back to regementation.. back to serve...how i wished i was muggin for my mid year now...too bad im not...not this yr nor nxt yr...ntu or nus?well..its a unanimous ntu..stupid?maybe...life as i aske the one up ther...wher does it lead..till now i still see darkness..more 24hr book out includin recalls...more ns...im losing myself..i muz find it back....
heaven again..
cant believe it...wow...
i had a great mayday....
hope she had it too...
dear... 1 n.d. + 1 teaching = happiness...
hope u treasure it...
juz like me...
love u baby...
might be goin long this time...
pls hang on and cherish e moments...
god bless.
i had a great mayday....
hope she had it too...
dear... 1 n.d. + 1 teaching = happiness...
hope u treasure it...
juz like me...
love u baby...
might be goin long this time...
pls hang on and cherish e moments...
god bless.
Sunday, May 01, 2005
life goes on
to all..my life recoverd...
lets see...
i got to the field camp../
i made n carried on in ocs...
i fainted 2x in field camp...
many and i mean many fainted,fever,exhaustion...
2 helivac to hospitals...
1 n.d created by me...
going to report for rp duties n a crow...
very bad week...
mom...
happi moms days....
dear...
im so so so glad for u in moe...
n pls...
dun be blogged down by work coz u always have avenues to get to me and fam...
love u...
thank u god...
hope for a better time ahead...
e rainy days r passin n the sun is out...
take care all...
lets see...
i got to the field camp../
i made n carried on in ocs...
i fainted 2x in field camp...
many and i mean many fainted,fever,exhaustion...
2 helivac to hospitals...
1 n.d created by me...
going to report for rp duties n a crow...
very bad week...
mom...
happi moms days....
dear...
im so so so glad for u in moe...
n pls...
dun be blogged down by work coz u always have avenues to get to me and fam...
love u...
thank u god...
hope for a better time ahead...
e rainy days r passin n the sun is out...
take care all...
Friday, April 29, 2005
=(
wonder why my life has been so listlesss these days.....
bf in Ns... miss him........
no time for my family too.......... feel so guilty............
i dun know what i am living for these days.......
work and tuition has made me a lifeless person.....
no joy, no hope, no purpose.....
been thinking a lot..... but wonder what i am thinking of........
miss my school days......
miss my dating dates......
miss my exam days.......... (at least there is a purpose)
miss my friends' outings...........
think i am too exhausted from work......
need a long long long break..................................
bf in Ns... miss him........
no time for my family too.......... feel so guilty............
i dun know what i am living for these days.......
work and tuition has made me a lifeless person.....
no joy, no hope, no purpose.....
been thinking a lot..... but wonder what i am thinking of........
miss my school days......
miss my dating dates......
miss my exam days.......... (at least there is a purpose)
miss my friends' outings...........
think i am too exhausted from work......
need a long long long break..................................
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
second day of field camp....
second day into darling's field camp.......
wonders how is he.... miss him....
again another working day....
but today is special...
no tuition after work.... fianlly can go home and eat with parents....
rest and relax......
it seems like a long long time since i can go home after work....
miss my friends too.......
miss spending time with them...... interview results are still not out....
wonder how i will perform.....
my life seems to be full of misses., anticipation....
exhausted.
wonders how is he.... miss him....
again another working day....
but today is special...
no tuition after work.... fianlly can go home and eat with parents....
rest and relax......
it seems like a long long time since i can go home after work....
miss my friends too.......
miss spending time with them...... interview results are still not out....
wonder how i will perform.....
my life seems to be full of misses., anticipation....
exhausted.
Monday, April 25, 2005
feelings
back to work again..........
monday blues............
but at least he didn't called.....
that shows he is in field camp.....
a clerk that types no more,
a storeman no more......
he is back.....
back to where he wants to belong...
i dreaded working.....
dreaded not being able to see you....
but knowing you are back in there....
juz makes my day filled with flair....
though i miss you, my little soul...
i know our "parting" makes love grow........
monday blues............
but at least he didn't called.....
that shows he is in field camp.....
a clerk that types no more,
a storeman no more......
he is back.....
back to where he wants to belong...
i dreaded working.....
dreaded not being able to see you....
but knowing you are back in there....
juz makes my day filled with flair....
though i miss you, my little soul...
i know our "parting" makes love grow........
Sunday, April 24, 2005
composure
i sure have a lot....
but im fearing...
for the worst is waiting...
n the lite is fading...
get ur butt over that trench soilder...
get this typed for me clark...
whers my food storeman...
3 into 1...
which one?
god noes.
but im fearing...
for the worst is waiting...
n the lite is fading...
get ur butt over that trench soilder...
get this typed for me clark...
whers my food storeman...
3 into 1...
which one?
god noes.
cheer up k...
To my dearest darling,
everything will be alright ya.......
no worries ya.....
no matter what happens, be it a disappointment or setback....
as long as our hearts are linked,
there's nothing we cannot overcome.......
plus you have a loving parents.....
who dotes and sacrifices for you...
Plus you have a heart that is full of desires and sincerity...
God will see and hear....
i am sure he will bless you in his special way...
darling, juz go with a heart that is light ya....
i am sure everything will be alright looking at all the hardened spots...
i love you.....
everything will be alright ya.......
no worries ya.....
no matter what happens, be it a disappointment or setback....
as long as our hearts are linked,
there's nothing we cannot overcome.......
plus you have a loving parents.....
who dotes and sacrifices for you...
Plus you have a heart that is full of desires and sincerity...
God will see and hear....
i am sure he will bless you in his special way...
darling, juz go with a heart that is light ya....
i am sure everything will be alright looking at all the hardened spots...
i love you.....
Saturday, April 23, 2005
cheer up!
To my dearest darling,
Everything is going to be alright....
No worries ya.....
Even if its a clerk, storeman..some man...
it doesn't matter.... As long as our hearts are linked,
there is nothing we cannot overcome ya...
Plus you have such loving parents....
who are willingly to sacrifice so much for you....
i am sure everything will go well...
cheer up k!
Go with a light heart.....
coz God sees and God Hears....
i love you...........
Everything is going to be alright....
No worries ya.....
Even if its a clerk, storeman..some man...
it doesn't matter.... As long as our hearts are linked,
there is nothing we cannot overcome ya...
Plus you have such loving parents....
who are willingly to sacrifice so much for you....
i am sure everything will go well...
cheer up k!
Go with a light heart.....
coz God sees and God Hears....
i love you...........
Friday, April 22, 2005
will.....
when thers a will thers a way...
thank u god...
for bringing that back to me in my dreams...
thank u god...
for bringing that back to me in my dreams...
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