where are u darling..i need u..wher r u?

dear..its abt 825..body battered and bruised..need u..wan u so much this sat nite..shld have known better..miss u so much..wher r u..such a cold nite..so lonely..so lifeless..luv u so much..pains my heart to let u go..i cant be selfish..maybe i shld..

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you are far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
Where a moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,

I don't want to close my eyes, I don't want to fall asleep,
Cause I miss you baby, And I don't want to miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you, the sweetest dream will never do,
I still miss you baby and I don't want to miss a thing

Lying close to you feeling your heart beating,
And I wondering what you are dreaming,
Wondering if it's me you are seeing,
Then I kiss your eyes and thank god we're together,
I just want to stay with you in this moment forever and forever forever


And I don't want to miss one smile,
I don't want to miss one kiss,
I just want to be with you right here with you,
Just like this, I just want to hold you close,
I feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment,
For all of the rest of time

wher r u...i am so dead here..i miss u..

east coast

wowz...very very tiring day again..hmm..
yupz..we met up at abt 245yah at jemrt again..but my little darlin was early todae..unbeilivable ritez..haha saw her hair n stuff..she was so shy..but my dear..ur hair was fine..realli was..
reached east coast aft some lost paths n yupz started to cycle..
we got a twin-cycle..me at front she at back..very happy..very wen xin..but not fair! she didnt cycle me the whole journey..but even if she wans i wun allow..shes my oni precious so muz treat her e best..
dun wan her to tire out..haha..had fun riding fast n hearin my darling yell..reached e jetty where we sat a while n i said a wrong thing..promise her nvr to use it in front of her..broke it..felt bad..real guilty..didnt mean to..im sorry..
went on to ride n saw some palm trees n once again seat on the benches..think itr was realli romantic..wind blowin on a cloudy day..felt so fine inside..saw a "Bad" man..who haha..pee..
cycle all e way back..n yah some romantic songs..wanted to tell her so much that i love her...but darling was hungry..oh my she sacrifised pizza for me..im like so touched..i didnt likee pizza..she knew it..thats why we left for chicky leg..
got to ps..ate a lot of food..not realli by my standards..n yah got black carrot cake..guess cravin no more..haha..went hm with a fat belly..not oni me..my darlin too...
yes..sent her all e way hm..wanted to bid her a gd day n a gd nite..kiss her on ur head..darlin that took courage..but i love her so so much..didnt wana part..want to be with her for the rest of my life..love u dear..hope u had a gd time....

i juz saw him yestersay.......... thogh it was only a short meeting, it left me a sweet memory...... went to chen yi's house.... met up with him on bus 98. almost got up the wrong bus... phew.... yaa... he was in grey OBS shirt and i was in ORANGE OBs shirt! so coincidence! =) hehezz... then i had a craving for fried carrot cake, and he really went to search with me.... so sweeT!!!!!!! hehhezz.. after eating, we met a "cute" guy on the way........ he doesn't appeal to me k (in case somebody is jealous) (o",o)... coz i got him lee..... yaa... think it was a sweet short day...... i miss him le....

missin u

dear...after what happen yesterday..i realli didnt want to part..coz u look so so happy..didnt want our 7thmth to be like this..haiz..
n todae..u had to go buy presie...realli want to talk to u..miss u so much..but..i still got to mug..luv u deeply..