the best birthday in my 18 yrs!

30th of may was the best birthday celebration i ever had in my 18 yrs of life! able to celebrate with the one i loVE THE most! hehezz... the day started with me being late for hmm.... half an hour? feel so badzz........ but my darling dun mind at all... hahazz..so i shall be late next year too! =P then we went to have long john.... and sat all the way to pasir ris... woo! and its THEME PARK TIME! hahahahhazz...... we sat the FERRIS WHEEL for our warm up! then the innner rollar coaster..then to ALL THE EXCITING RIDES! WOWZ! unfortunately, there was a heavy downpour and we have to take shelter at burger king.... oh ya! my dear was so "motherly"! he assisted a lady to push her baby cot..... Thank god the rain stopped in time for us to catch the gOLD CART ride! we went to the wrong queue and waited for 45mins! coz we wanted an individual ride. but seeing that we waited so long, the assistant give in to our request... so nice! however, we felt a little guilty, making him in a difficult position, coz he rejected subsequent request by other customers..... Then we went to the advanced gold cart! wow! my darling drove so fast!!!!! but being the SWEETEST bf, he slowed down, and waited for me.. =)
HERE COMES final round! and thats where the "HANDS UP"INCIdent came in! hahahahaz.. we were so obedient, coz we are supposed to lift our hands for the lady to fasten our seat beltss. and we really did the actions together! think the lady was so AMUSED by our "obedience"! =P again! we sat the FERRIS WHEEL for our"cool down"...... wowzz.... what a lovely afternoon we had!
after our fun TIME! wmy dear treat me to my favourite dinner spot!!!! and that THAI EXPRESS! WOWZ!!!!!!!! THOugh i wasn't hungry, the thought of the soup sent my saliva drooling.. hehezz..
i really thank god for him in my life! coz he makes a normal 30th of may so SPECIAL! i really love the present! it was a present that really went through a lot of thinking and efforts! so thoughtful!(dear, i can feel it from my heart..... ) actually frm the bottom of my heart, i dun want any gifts..... really dear... i find you spending your time with me moST MEANINGFUL... =) though my darling can't spend 31st of may with me, but he has made everyday 31st of may till now...... i love you.

Love u....

dear darling..yah..u juz got ur little present n i hope u realli love it...
dear..i thought of many things before..i mean..sewing..peas..but i juz cant find time..n thats not an excuse..somehow..im sorry..for i want to even treat u better..
so i went lookin for a present..yes..i saw braclet.neckless..ear rings..but they looked so so plain..i mean..they look so normal..so decided to head for material stuff..n yah saw such a beautiful surf shorts..i mean..i noe my darling loves it..n yah..so instead of a dress..i got it..
so so worried..coz u look forward to e presie so much..so worried that i will dissapoint..realli..n yah..when i gave it to u..u were so shocked..hope u realli love it..although it might not mean a lot to others..it means a lot to me..saw ur smile..oh my..how i wish my life will be full of u..ur smile..u..
yupz..u said u love it..n that realli made me feel so so gd..dear..i cant bear to see u smile...coz it realli feels so so gd..
then we went hm..guess u were worried abt wat i said..but yah..i am fine...realli...how can i ever bear part with u..n let u walk alone in this world..i will hold on to u dear..i love u..i wun leave u..
Yupz..so so so gd..e smile..its like all i could ask for..dear..im sure there will be other guys..who will buy super X stuff for their girls..but i cant yet..But something i want to let u noe..i promise u eternal love and happiness that they cant..hope my love n the little gift is the best present...
i'll try to improve and love u even more k..coz i noe..thers no one that i love..more than u..
Happy Birthday..lookin forward to Sun :)
I LOVE U

What a surprise! =)

wowz! Today begins with us meeting in room 113.everything was normal, had our usual break... Didn't realise there was a plan all along to celebrate my birthday today....
hahazz.. Felt so loSS FOR words! GUESS WHAT! MY "loving" darling play a prank on me!!!!! Mr Liew.... hahazz.... That I bubbled some sentences without thinking.... hehezz....... But i meant it ...... Somehow I didn't thought of the "consequences".... So embarassING! Think everyone in class muz have freak out... hahhazz.. I really APPRECIATE it very much! Was surprisED too... Thank you 03S24(2003) ! Namely siyi,yi huiz, li yun, chen yi,ah dai,swee fong,chee siang, engsim,jingyuan and not forgetting my daRLING! hheezz.. Had a DELICIOUS CAKE and SUPER CUTE tiger! hahazz..... Then my dear sent me home coz he has no PE today...=)
afterwhich we went to IMM to eat long john! Guess what! It has a new waffle FRIES! Which will send your mouth drooling...! =) THOUGH TODAY IS NOT MY BIRTHDAY, BUT IT FELT SO specIAL.... SO SPECIAL... =)

everyday is a wonderful day

wowz..it was gg to be a busy busy day and once again..i slept late last nite..was rather bothered by the fact that im not working hard enough so i realli left my dear for some self-study time..i didnt mean to feel cold..i love her..
then we got back our results n we manage to pass our econs..e smile on my darling's face..finalli..was so great in my heart..she was happy..n whenever shes happy..i cant help but feel it that way too..
haha..soon cca time and my darling had to leave me..rather sad coz... but yah..couldn't tell her wat i was doin..i miss her..n didnt want her to go..hope and hope that she can feel it..but i realise i was so selfish..maybe thats part of love..or maybe its juz plain selfish of me..haiz..
got a new hairdo..(new as in hair gone) n slept thru my day..god i miss u..

test-time....

Well well....1st day back in sch gettin our results..as always chatted late last nitez...haha..slept too..but cant help but want to hear my dear's voice..she's the one i love the most..realli.
Cant wait to see her in school..every morning..lookin at my dear..its already a god-given blessing..cant believe how our love has grown..
But realli neglected her todae..nvr spend time during both breaks..they might be short..but they are worth every second of my life..i was so so so busy..
News broke n my darling didnt do well..gotto say she loooked sad..pains me so much to see a frown than a smile..i noe she put in effort le..i realli hope god sees and god helps..wanted to cheer her up..but also wanted to let her noe how serious exams are..
So we waited for 198..realli hard to put a smile on her face..hope everything is fine..and as always..thinking of her..
She's my life now.. don't take it away...

start of blogging

hi there...this is freddy...tryin to kick start a bloggy webbie that dedicates my life..my darling's life and whoever who have made an impact on our life..